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CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
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what was your original method before SS if you had one?
 
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C_F

Experienced
Jul 31, 2019
241
It was CO via charcoal grill. Changed now to SN.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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what was your original method before SS if you had one?
I actually thought it would just be as simple as downing a bottle of the antidepressants I was on alongside some alcohol. That's always how the films and television portrayed suicide... I never knew it would be this difficult to get it right.
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
Cable ties with plastic bag lol! Desperate times man, desperate times.
 
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CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
Cable ties with plastic bag lol! Desperate times man, desperate times.
I feel you, that's similar to what i did. Tied my hands and put a bag around my head that was tied.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
Jumping off a high rise, or overdosing. Tried the latter so often and it never worked, sadly.
SN is now my choice.
 
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tieiwi

Experienced
Dec 11, 2021
240
thought I could inhale a bunch of helium balloons using those party helium tanks, then I found out those aren't pure helium so i kept reading a bunch of posts on here and decided with SN
 
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CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
What made you fail??
SI kicked in and i ripped through the duct tape i tied after still being conscious for a few minutes, you?
 
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ghost_

ghost_

Boo!
Nov 10, 2021
111
cutting my wrists
 
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CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
Seems basically everyone had an inharmonious method of exit.
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
SI kicked in and i ripped through the duct tape i tied after still being conscious for a few minutes, you?
I haven't actually tried anything yet! The cable ties were my plan before I found this site. Tbh I do think cable ties can actually work if you tighten hard enough around your neck but not as effective as hanging. Would probably take a while and feel like shit.
 
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eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
When I first started having suicidal thoughts the only method I could think of was jumping. Well it turned out that I have an intense fear of heights. So I eventually settled for hanging. But I messed up my partial attempts and was too scared for full suspension. So I ordered N.

I guess you have a vague idea of suicide at first but over time you start to refine your methods. Aside from gunowners who else has easy access to lethal methods? Most people have no idea what it takes to kill yourself. The media has brainwashed the general population into thinking suicide is as easy as downing a few pills.
 
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Jenjoh2358

Jenjoh2358

Close the world, Open the next.
Oct 12, 2021
112
Exsanguination by completely cutting my left arm off with a serrated hacksaw, Ouch.
 
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eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
Seems basically everyone had an inharmonious method of exit.

Plastic bag and tape is brutal. Holy shit no one needs to be driven to the point where this should even seem like an option. That is why information on reliable and peaceful methods should be available. People are going to kill themselves no matter what. At least give them the option of a peaceful death.
 
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OrcWitch

Warlock
Sep 3, 2021
702
I had planned on train track suicide.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
When I first came to SS I was planning on doing the exit bag method but now ive changed to full suspension hanging because I can't gather the materials.
 
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bakednborderline

Member
Dec 12, 2021
10
a bunch of pills. obv didnt work lol. how stupid was i 😂
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,159
Overdosing on prescription medications: arcoxia (etoricoxib) and Plaquenil (hydroxychloroquine). Paracetamol at one point. Also jumping from a tall building—in my country this contributes to the majority of deaths by suicide.
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
395
I've always had jumping from beachy head cliffs and it was before coming here
 
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maakies

maakies

DOOK
Dec 7, 2021
132
hanging or bridge jumping. both had too much human intervention. first time i tried hanging my roommate walked in during the middle of the day when he was supposed to be at work. figures
 
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LeGuitarist

LeGuitarist

Eternally Lost
Mar 19, 2021
108
My first one was OD on some OTC medicine because I was a newbie who thought that 150 pills was actually capable of killing myself
 
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youraffection

Member
Nov 16, 2021
19
Jumping off of my house's balcony. It's not even that big of a fall, but when I started actually looking for a way out, that's when I found this site.
 
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Depressed_Kettle

Depressed_Kettle

Experienced
Apr 25, 2021
253
My method after my SA but before I found the site was jumping.
 
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Grumpy Bear

Grumpy Bear

People are poison
Jul 21, 2021
150
Hanging. I didn't know what SI was and thought I was just a pussy.
 
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VoidDesirer22

VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
I considered jumping or slicing my wrists. You can see how I avoided these to end up here. Now i am comfortable with SN, but i will put in the effort to get N.

hanging or bridge jumping. both had too much human intervention. first time i tried hanging my roommate walked in during the middle of the day when he was supposed to be at work. figures
Yeah you have to prepare for the most batshit insane misfortune to escape this world. It is almost like it is programmed to keep us here sometimes.
 
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Mocktezuma

Mocktezuma

Godspeed
Nov 9, 2021
35
what was your original method before SS if you had one?
Inert gas, then partial hanging after I joined SS and now N after I found it.
 
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Itsallover123

Itsallover123

Student
Nov 14, 2021
137
Somehow I had convinced myself to try cutting my wrists. I wish I could find that stupid amount of courage again, but I ended up not going through with it once I saw the low success rate. TV shows and movies lied to us all.
 
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Death is beautiful

Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
792
hanging and headshot
 
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