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throwawayghm

throwawayghm

Member
Aug 24, 2025
14
smoking, drinking, and ofc cause I hate myself sh
 
Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

I don’t need light. Please give me water
Apr 1, 2022
385
Burying my emotions for the sake of others.
 
nyotei_

nyotei_

poison tree
Oct 16, 2025
42
drugs, a 9 hour long ctb playlist, self-sabotage, and sh.
 
thankyouforthis

thankyouforthis

Member
Jun 13, 2022
72
Isolation, escapism (reading, gaming, and daydreaming/daymaring), and I'm not eating as much as I should be but I can't really tell if that's because I'm depressed or because I am so broke I'm just not buying enough food. Probably both. I think I need to learn more about cooking so that I can try to make a wider variety of things with fewer ingredients, so that food can be exciting again, maybe.
 
TheCallOfTheStars

TheCallOfTheStars

Member
Oct 29, 2025
53
Immersing myself in my own little world with my own little characters that I made up over the past 6 or so years of my life. Sometimes, I pretend I'm one of them and go about acting like them until I feel normal again.
Also, binge eating, staying up all night gaming, porn, and violent thoughts.
 
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supercyberbleach

supercyberbleach

A Patient that's patiently waiting for help
Oct 20, 2025
7
Immersing myself in my own little world with my own little characters that I made up over the past 6 or so years of my life. Sometimes, I pretend I'm one of them and go about acting like them until I feel normal again.
Also, binge eating, staying up all night gaming, porn, and violent thoughts.
Heroin, opioids, weed, diet pills, starving, sh, gaming 24/7. I wish I could get and take heroin regularly again tbh. Anorexia will have to do.
 
TheCallOfTheStars

TheCallOfTheStars

Member
Oct 29, 2025
53
Heroin, opioids, weed, diet pills, starving, sh, gaming 24/7. I wish I could get and take heroin regularly again tbh. Anorexia will have to do.
Man, I wish I had weed. I was recommended it back then to deal with some of my mental issues but never got ahold of it like ever
 
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supercyberbleach

supercyberbleach

A Patient that's patiently waiting for help
Oct 20, 2025
7
Man, I wish I had weed. I was recommended it back then to deal with some of my mental issues but never got ahold of it like ever
Do you have much of a homeless population in your area? That is how I got all my drugs connections
Man, I wish I had weed. I was recommended it back then to deal with some of my mental issues but never got ahold of it like ever
Also sorry I totally meant to reply to the thread not your comment!!!
 
TheCallOfTheStars

TheCallOfTheStars

Member
Oct 29, 2025
53
Do you have much of a homeless population in your area? That is how I got all my drugs connections

Also sorry I totally meant to reply to the thread not your comment!!!
I live in a heavily populated metro area so of course there's gonna be homeless people here lol
 
supercyberbleach

supercyberbleach

A Patient that's patiently waiting for help
Oct 20, 2025
7
I live in a heavily populated metro area so of course there's gonna be homeless people here lol
Find a homeless person, ask if they have any drug connects for the thing you're looking for and offer them a cut of whatever you pick up and you should have a drug connection in 5 seconds lmao
 
Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Paragon
Sep 21, 2022
910
Just rotting in bed, doomscrolling and sleeping.
 
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stardewwindceres

stardewwindceres

Flesh Coffin
Oct 2, 2025
100
substances-legal and illegal (when I can find illegal) and anorexia (since high school-history of relapses, I have never managed to fully recover. Relapsed a few months ago actually, currently still going through this one) sleeping- I guess that's not unhealthy- sleeping too much is, I'm told but I don't know. There's probably more.
 
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astr4

astr4

memento mori
Mar 27, 2019
662
drugs. video games. fiction.
 
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X-sanguinate86

Student
Sep 26, 2025
126
Seems like food is high up on the list of unhealthy addictive copioids for a lot of people, myself included. At first it doesn't appear dangerous but before you know it you're fat and that makes everything else way worse and then before you know it you've got new physical problems as a result. I hate it.
 
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fromange

fromange

Student
Oct 29, 2025
108
Binge eating, doom scroll/internet, self blame, bedrotting (not necessarily oversleeping. I kinda wish I could be asleep for longer)
 
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Nrocoop

Member
May 8, 2024
29
Food, booze, avoiding people in the real world, and grandiose thoughts about what my life could have been if I hadn't drawn the short straw for crappy mental health
 
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Cauliflour

Cauliflour

The masochist who doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
548
When I feel shit I go and write long winded posts here that border on TMI paired with shitty little drawings. That seems to help.

Cutting relaxes me but I wouldn't do it when I'm stressing out, writing manifestos on the suicide forum. That'll be too many emotions and I already can't handle them well currently.
 
TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

I revoke my subscription from life.
Nov 1, 2025
107
Bed rotting, doomscrolling, isolating myself, suicide ideation, oversleeping and forcing myself to stay up all night/day.

Edit: Suppose I should also mention that I don't drink enough water either, as a form of punishment to myself.
 
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ⋅ he/him
Nov 21, 2024
335
Having this forum make up most of my interaction with other people.
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
902
Pornography, way way too much of it that it turned me into a gooner that can only go a few days before relapsing. I'll try to see if I can go through November without gooning but I'll probably relapse in a week at most.
 
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littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ daily suffering ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
69
hmm...let me think...bedrotting, doomscrolling, oversleeping, binge eating, vomiting, sh'ing, gooning, copious amounts of coffee (often at night), spending all my time on this forum, lashing out on everyone.....yeah, think that's it. the ratio between unhealthy/healthy coping skills for me is absurd, come to think about it.
 
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