What to spend the rest of my money on before I CTB

[thresholdy]

Even though I'm at a point where nothing I can buy will bring me joy, I still feel like I shouldn't just leave my hard-earned money unspent behind me. One of the few things I suppose would stimulate me would be to get a hooker to lose my virginity, and try out some cocaine or any similar drug, but I have no clue how to get any of them.

What would you even spend your money on in this case before you ctb? (Besides the equipment to ctb of course)

I'm 25 by the way.

 

[Lulzacruel]

For hookers, go online and search for keywords relating to such topics on job sites

for a safer drug alternatives try shrooms LSD or mescaline, very easy to diy and lsd can bought for cheap since its the hardest to diy

also be careful as people might suspect that you are doing ctb if you start to spend recklessly as if the world is ending

 

[mind3de]

If you want to take drugs, try Kratom. It acts like an opioid and is legal in most countries. You can order it online. It helps a lot with depression, but it can be very addictive.

 

[squareminus1]

Even though I'm at a point where nothing I can buy will bring me joy, I still feel like I shouldn't just leave my hard-earned money unspent behind me. One of the few things I suppose would stimulate me would be to get a hooker to lose my virginity, and try out some cocaine or any similar drug, but I have no clue how to get any of them.

What would you even spend your money on in this case before you ctb? (Besides the equipment to ctb of course)

I'm 25 by the way.

Can't say i have an answer but I wouldn't reccommend cocain, I have onky tried it once and it really never went well for me, but maybe I am a fringe case. Weed is pretty pleasent though! I wish you luck man!

 

[Quinton Coldwater]

I've thought about getting a hooker too but what if you end up backing out of your ctb but it's too late cause she's given u an std

 

[StellaSomnus]

enjoy yourself. get the best version of things you wanted within what you can afford. new phone, the best steak near you, or travel around.

personally, and ideally, i would take a one-way ticket to japan, spend it on some nice wagyu steak dinner, travel around the country hang myself at the suicide forrest.

 

[edu0z]

Even though I'm at a point where nothing I can buy will bring me joy, I still feel like I shouldn't just leave my hard-earned money unspent behind me. One of the few things I suppose would stimulate me would be to get a hooker to lose my virginity, and try out some cocaine or any similar drug, but I have no clue how to get any of them.

What would you even spend your money on in this case before you ctb? (Besides the equipment to ctb of course)

I'm 25 by the way.

be careful. You could fail the CTB attempt and then you would be left alive and without money. Lose your virginity, try drugs (I'm not saying it's the healthiest, but if it's what you want to do and you have the money, then do it, enjoy)

 

[day]

I plan on dumping my money as well. Recently just been trying to buy expensive dinners and a lot of video game items also good alcohol. I've slowly been chipping through it but not fast enough. Figure I'll just pledge the rest to trans youth and call it a day if I can't spend it all.

 

[Takamagahara]

Short answer, whatever the fuck you want. Just stop thinking about the price tag.

I bought two motorcycles and a classic car on loans I have no intention of repaying. I'll go to the local steakhouse and order the $120 wagyu ribeye dinner twice in one week because who cares. I gambled $10,000 on the stock market and while I lost all of it, I discovered that gambling is very fun.

I find that with stuff like this, lists help. Think about what you'd want to do if your money was unlimited, then spend your money as if it were unlimited.

 

[thresholdy]

enjoy yourself. get the best version of things you wanted within what you can afford. new phone, the best steak near you, or travel around.

personally, and ideally, i would take a one-way ticket to japan, spend it on some nice wagyu steak dinner, travel around the country hang myself at the suicide forrest.

Damn, that sounds even better than what I planned out, if only getting a visa wouldn't be much of a hassle (which is where I'm from, unfortunately) I would seriously consider doing it.

be careful. You could fail the CTB attempt and then you would be left alive and without money. Lose your virginity, try drugs (I'm not saying it's the healthiest, but if it's what you want to do and you have the money, then do it, enjoy)

As far as the CTB attempt is concerned, I would only be prolonging it, even if I'm left out without any money, I would only need to wait for my next paycheck so I could buy the necessary equipment to CTB.

 

[fetty]

I would find somebody that's having a hard time and help them... I guess that's an easy one for me because today is my last day to pay rent and have been homeless twice before this already and finally got my own place and now everything is going backwards. The world is fucked, nobody really cares, the only reason, in my opinion, that the vast majority of people ever do anything nice for someone else is because they're afraid they'll go to a terrible place when they die, not because they genuinely care about another human being and want to help somebody in a fucked situation... and while I'm at it, people fucking suck. I've watched so many of my "friends" get lucky with winning a settlement or even in one case, literally winning the fucking lottery, people I've known for years... I'm always the first person they call for help when they didn't have shit and THEY'RE in a fucked situation because I thought these people were my friends and they know that I'll always help them if I can... but I'm also the first person they call when they get all this money they want to brag about... and every time it happens, I'm genuinely happy for them, don't ask them for anything cause it's just not in me to do that and kiss someone's ass because they have something I want, and also because I know once words gets around that so and so won a million dollars that they'll have 10 best friends over night and I refuse to do that shit, but for whatever reason, THOSE are the people they seem to help, give money to, buy a fucking car, put a down payment on a fucking house, but here I am, just being myself, the same person I always have been and I can't even get the time of fucking day. Is it me or do all the people willing to play pretend and fuck people over the only ones that seem to get ahead? Maybe it's my fault, maybe I'm the fucking moron for NOT doing those things, fuck, idk.

Anyway, my bad. I don't want to derail your thread, it's just that after reading your post... idk, I guess I didn't realize I had that much to say.

 

[Red Moon]

I don't even know what to spend my money on. I can only think of hookers, expensive dinners and maybe drugs (I don't know how to get them and I don't like to do it but I'm going to die anyway)

I might give it away if I can't spend the whole amount.

 

[LaughingGoat]

I would find somebody that's having a hard time and help them... I guess that's an easy one for me because today is my last day to pay rent and have been homeless twice before this already and finally got my own place and now everything is going backwards. The world is fucked, nobody really cares, the only reason, in my opinion, that the vast majority of people ever do anything nice for someone else is because they're afraid they'll go to a terrible place when they die, not because they genuinely care about another human being and want to help somebody in a fucked situation... and while I'm at it, people fucking suck. I've watched so many of my "friends" get lucky with winning a settlement or even in one case, literally winning the fucking lottery, people I've known for years... I'm always the first person they call for help when they didn't have shit and THEY'RE in a fucked situation because I thought these people were my friends and they know that I'll always help them if I can... but I'm also the first person they call when they get all this money they want to brag about... and every time it happens, I'm genuinely happy for them, don't ask them for anything cause it's just not in me to do that and kiss someone's ass because they have something I want, and also because I know once words gets around that so and so won a million dollars that they'll have 10 best friends over night and I refuse to do that shit, but for whatever reason, THOSE are the people they seem to help, give money to, buy a fucking car, put a down payment on a fucking house, but here I am, just being myself, the same person I always have been and I can't even get the time of fucking day. Is it me or do all the people willing to play pretend and fuck people over the only ones that seem to get ahead? Maybe it's my fault, maybe I'm the fucking moron for NOT doing those things, fuck, idk.

Anyway, my bad. I don't want to derail your thread, it's just that after reading your post... idk, I guess I didn't realize I had that much to say.

I agree with this sentiment that going out knowing the last thing you did is hopefully make someone else's life better would be beautiful. Alternatively to giving it to someone in particular, you could find a cause you are passionate about (animals, children in famine, etc) and donate the money to a worthwhile non-profit in that sector.