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Ssname

Experienced
Jun 30, 2018
268
It's a shame I didn't get to meet you under different circumstances. There are lots of cool people on here and you are 2 of them.
 
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DeletedUser4739

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I live alone, my whole apt has to go ugg
why take it upon yourself? i used to care about that stuff, but then i realized i'd already been left behind by those i was concerning myself about. just my opinion, but fuck them.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
If your expiration date isn't here yet, what do you still have left to do? I only have a few things left:
  1. shred papers
  2. clear electronic files
  3. pick a tree
  4. pour a few drinks
  5. not fuck up
I already closed my bank account, sold/gave away unnecessary objects, and wrote a will. Are there any other preparations you could make, so life's easier for those you'll leave behind?
Sign up as an organ donor
Write a will
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
The people I'm leaving behind are good caring people so it matters to me that they are left with as little to worry about as possible.
I guess they could use my life insurance to sort my house but I still feel I should do my best.
 
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weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
The people I'm leaving behind are good caring people so it matters to me that they are left with as little to worry about as possible.
I guess they could use my life insurance to sort my house but I still feel I should do my best.
Right? and regardless of how I feel about my fam, they're still breathing feeling people who don't deserve the pain of every little reminder trying to clean my room up. The conflicting feeling of "he never fucking cleaned this room" with "he's dead :(("
 
windingdown

windingdown

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
367
I would really like to have a bacon cheeseburger from a good burger place for a last supper.

I'm trying to will my body to science, but my mom isn't really cooperating.
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
672
Eat nice food go to beautiful place
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
I would really like to have a bacon cheeseburger from a good burger place for a last supper.
Of course you would like this @BaconCheeseburger lmao
 
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Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
I won't be able to donate...plan to CTB at midnight and send a timed email to the police at 8am :(
 
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DeletedUser4739

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I won't be able to donate...plan to CTB at midnight and send a timed email to the police at 8am :(
not sure of your method, but you may want to rethink that email in case they find you before you're successful. best of luck to you.
 
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Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
N or N2 so both should only need a very short time frame? The station opens at 9 so I think I'll be long gone by then?
 
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DeletedUser4739

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N or N2 so both should only need a very short time frame? The station opens at 9 so I think I'll be long gone by then?
they open at 9, but when do they check emails? what do you have to loose by giving yourself a little more time. hopefully, it will be quick
 
Clover

Clover

Experienced
Aug 23, 2018
268
Maybe I'll do it earlier! Yes can't hurt I just want to make sure it's the police who find me and not a friend
 
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DeletedUser4739

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Maybe I'll do it earlier! Yes can't hurt I just want to make sure it's the police who find me and not a friend
totally understand. who finds me is one of the last concerns that remain for me
 
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MortDeVivre

MortDeVivre

"If a battle cannot be won, do not fight it."
May 31, 2018
140
1. Buy tweezers
2. Buy party cups
3. Buy tape
4. Wipe computer drive
5. Wipe external drive
6. Wipe phone

Can't even treat myself with good food on my last day, I need to fast.
 
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DeletedUser4739

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1. Buy tweezers
2. Buy party cups
3. Buy tape
4. Wipe computer drive
5. Wipe external drive
6. Wipe phone

Can't even treat myself with good food on my last day, I need to fast.
sorry to hear about the food :( i'm diabetic and going to eat carbs like they're going out of style! may i ask what the tweezers are for?
 
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MortDeVivre

"If a battle cannot be won, do not fight it."
May 31, 2018
140
sorry to hear about the food :( i'm diabetic and going to eat carbs like they're going out of style! may i ask what the tweezers are for?

I don't know much about diabetes, but will you be okay if you eat carbs? And the tweezers are because I read it was needed to open N bottles. I have an azide bottle, but I'm getting the tweezers just in case it uses the same mechanism.
 
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DeletedUser4739

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I don't know much about diabetes, but will you be okay if you eat carbs? And the tweezers are because I read it was needed to open N bottles. I have an azide bottle, but I'm getting the tweezers just in case it uses the same mechanism.
if diabetes takes me out, that would be a kind favor. my blood sugar numbers are pretty good. I think I'll be alright with some pizza and chocolate. although, when i'm really upset, i have zero appetite. i think i'm more so fantasizing about food i miss right now :nomouth:
 

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