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fireplace19

fireplace19

What’s the use of burning red hot?
Feb 7, 2021
37
In that weird inbetween period where I have everything ready to go but don't know what I should do with my time now.

I have nothing but family. So obvious one would be letters/a will. Only idea I have is setting right some relationships which will take a bit more time.

I'm stuck in bed with severe limitations, so I can't do/see/eat anything I want without tremendous suffering, so having some drugs and splurging on a trip/food (for example) is off the cards.

Any other ideas? What do people regret not doing before dying? What do the families wish they could've said/done that I could help with while I'm here?
 
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RoseGirl

RoseGirl

痛い痛い痛い
May 8, 2025
233
uhhhh watch serial experiments lain
 
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depressed and tired

depressed and tired

A veteran of depression, dissociation, and decay
Sep 2, 2025
6
Write a suicide note if you havent yet
 
Wolf Girl

Wolf Girl

"This place made me feel worthless"
Jun 12, 2024
651
Hmm, look up lists of movies and books with great plot twists and watch or read the ones you're unfamiliar with?
 
eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,404
living before your ctb date is so boring. i freak out having so much time to myself. i should probably watch more movies/read books/play games, but i just get lost in my thoughts in a lot instead. trying to arrange plans with other people honestly makes me more depressed than spending all my time alone.
 
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