What time of day do you feel most depressed?

[Sinbad]

Night time definitely.. Usually 2 hours before falling asleep (12-2am)

Also, when I wake up and realize my problems aren't dreams..

 

[jaemus12]

Bedtime.

 

[nohoper]

same here nighttime when i should be sleeping but cant.

 

[Rose Mirren]

No specific time, tbh. As a bipolar, everything can change in a snap. It drives me crazy.

 

[Sinbad]

No specific time, tbh. As a bipolar, everything can change in a snap. It drives me crazy.

I feel you :(

 

[DKs]

Hmm not sure,i'm least depressed at 4:20

 

[Johnnythefox]

Anytime I'm awake....

 

[Sinbad]

Hmm not sure,i'm least depressed at 4:20

Because?

 

[LivedTooLong]

Mornings are the worst for me, although insomnia makes nighttime pretty miserable as well.

 

[ChickenAndPotatoes]

Nighttime.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

Morning. As soon as I wake up and realise I'm still in my nightmare.

 

[Fucking loving it]

I have rapid cycling bipolar. Right now I'm in a mixed episode so I never fucking know when I'll be depressed or manic. Also it's not the happy high mania it's the irritable agitated just fucking snapping type mania.

 

[ReadyasEver]

Evenings for sure....general malaise and fatigue set in after a long day.

 

[[NoName]]

Mornings are the worst

 

[Final Escape]

When I get up it's pretty brutal. I have thoughts that are just so defeating. I'm groggy and I'm very pessimistic. It takes some hours b4 it lifts a bit. In the mornings I always wish I had N right there so I could just drink it down and be done with my pathetic existence.

 

[Dead_Inside]

Think it's worst when I am at work. Everyone is just normal and happywoth their little problems.
And I am there just wishing someone would come in and shoot me. Or I would die in a car accident on the way to work.
It's hard to see my life while standing around people who are worried about dying or getting sick - their anxiety is situated towards something bad happening to them- I am miserable and want to die.
It's a strain on them to hear my BS. Which just makes me feel alone and like shit.

 

[LifeSick]

Usually mornings, either because of waking up from a neutral or good dream because of a nightmare.

 

[Meeseeks]

Mornings. I don't want to wake up

 

[slowlystarve]

morning
the second i register i'm conscious i panic and want to cease to be

 

[Lra888]

Mornings - not that I feel good later in the day but it really hurts when I first wake up.

 

[Severen]

Around noon.

 

[Final Escape]

Around noon.

Where have u been? Omg I haven't seen u since I joined lol!

 

[Severen]

Where have u been? Omg I haven't seen u since I joined lol!

This forum was making me more depressed after some time(reminding me all the time, why I need to CTB) and I have to maintain a certain level of mental strength so I can take care of some things before I CTB. I want to CTB in a dignified and epic way after doing everything on my list of things to do before I die and that is going to cost me a lot of $$$.

 

[Final Escape]

This forum was making me more depressed after some time and I have to maintain a certain level of mental strength so I can take care of some things before I CTB. I want to CTB in a dignified and epic way after doing everything on my list of things to do before I die and that is going to cost me a lot of $$$.

Right, I understand that. Good idea

 

[Severen]

Right, I understand that. Good idea

Yeah, if my depression takes over, I won't be able to do anything and then when it's time for me to go, I will die unhappy with regrets and worries...

 

[Sinbad]

Hmm not sure,i'm least depressed at 4:20

Ok I get it now.. but why is he/she banned now?

 

[Amira]

In the Night or when I leave the house.

 

[Tyuiop]

Currently afternoon and evening. I have about six okay hours in the day, and six hours spent contemplating ctb/lying in bed and staring at the ceiling. I think it's because I'm probably bipolar.

 

[Bluedew]

Mornings...……………..here we go again !

 

[Jodes]

Night time definitely.. Usually 2 hours before falling asleep (12-2am)

Also, when I wake up and realize my problems aren't dreams..

I wish doctors would stop asking me this. Hey, you're a bloody doctor, aren't ya!??? Get him!!!

I never really know. Too much affects it including random mood swings. ADHD and ASD don't help me recognise the emotions either