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When I am asleep. Any waking moment for me is simply different levels of fighting the urge to give up and go be homeless and slowly starve or just leave, get my supplies, go to my predetermined location and finally leave this world without saying a word.
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_Minsk, artificial_ineptness, Élégie and 5 others
Same here. In my bed about to fall asleep. I feel bad for anyone who can't sleep and escape this life even for just a bit. I'm grateful to have meds that put me to sleep in minutes. Right now I'm the middle of the day I'm in hell, pure hell.
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_Minsk, rationaltake, Un- and 1 other person
Never really. I do prefer the night time to the day and I always have done, but I never really feel relaxed and there is no real relief from suffering. I would only feel at ease if I knew that I was soon going to be dying in my sleep.
When I talk to my boyfriend and watch movies with him at night. Funnily enough, my parents want me to break up with him. I'll CTB if he's not in my life. He's the only person who still finds my disfigured face acceptable.
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eternal_life, Life_and_Death, Élégie and 2 others
Yes, I feel the same. Weird because I used to feel more positive in the morning when I was younger. Same as you, I'm struggling right through till late afternoons now. There's definitely a relief to know that sleep/ unconsciousness is on the horizon in the evening.
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