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Lovecraft's Lover

Lovecraft's Lover

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Sep 18, 2025
8
To me...
My cats. Their names are : Mechitas, Pelusa and Minina (all of them are fem cats)
My board games. I love playing them with "friends" (quotation marks because they're all for the gaming, barely for something else)
A very insubstantial/weak sense of "hope" that something special can happen in my life (a sense that is diminishing day by day)

That's it for me.

What things are keeping you alive?
_ _ _ _
PS: this is my first post here (altough I opened my account around a moth ago). I need to talk. Don't know where else to go...
 
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iamnotadinosaur:(

iamnotadinosaur:(

lost
Aug 19, 2025
38
My best friend. We both care about each other so much, I'm afraid of hurting him either due to my death or because I can't help him when I'm dead (crazy that). He's everything good about my life and makes it a little bit more living-worthy and I want so badly to be there for him as he is for me.
 
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LongLimbedWeirdo

LongLimbedWeirdo

Member
Nov 3, 2025
18
To me...
My cats. Their names are : Mechitas, Pelusa and Minina (all of them are fem cats)
My board games. I love playing them with "friends" (quotation marks because they're all for the gaming, barely for something else)
A very insubstantial/weak sense of "hope" that something special can happen in my life (a sense that is diminishing day by day)

That's it for me.

What things are keeping you alive?
_ _ _ _
PS: this is my first post here (altough I opened my account around a moth ago). I need to talk. Don't know where else to go...
This is a interesting question I could just say everything but it's honestly how I think I think really objectively about almost everything so that might be it
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
386
My parents - They are the only thing that keep me alive. I have literally nothing and no one to live for. I'm tired of everything and everyone. I'm even tired of my parents too. But I postpone my ctb because each additional day I stay alive is one less day of them suffering because of my death.
 
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hopemeetshopeless

hopemeetshopeless

Member
Sep 20, 2024
51
My physical inability to override my body's natural resistance and survival instinct. I already have the shotgun and shells. Been suicidal my whole life. No friends or family, no reason at all to live. It's simply just pulling the trigger for me at this point which is harder to just do than I ever imagined. All I want is to not be alive but actually taking it by your own hand takes a courage that non suicidal people may never understand.
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

I revoke my subscription from life.
Nov 1, 2025
88
My partner and survival instincts. I have no other reasons that keep me alive.
 
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