What stops you ctb?

[Fraggle77]

For those that want to ctb but havnt yet…what stops you? Is it that you worry about family and friends?
With me it's always been the fact that I have a child but she's almost an adult now so the thoughts are back especially recently…

 

[blackhawk2000]

The method is stopping me because am unclear of how to proceed. SN. Whether benzos are necessary.

 

[Dead Ghost]

Just me.
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Només jo.

 

[Fraggle77]

The method is stopping me because am unclear of how to proceed. SN. Whether benzos are necessary.

That would be my method of choice also.

 

[Das Nichts]

I don't have all the gear but it's coming together. I also need to pack all my stuff but thats pretty much it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm only still trapped here because of course, it's not straightforward to finally cease existing in this anti choice society where as humans we are denied the option to just peacefully pass away without risks and complications. Suicide sadly really is so unnecessarily difficult in this hellish world.

 

[justwannaendmypain]

The "method " if only i had an accessible gun i would've gone long ago or some poison i have family i worry about them but i can't handle the life anymore

 

[cutejellybean]

For me I have ordered the materials for full suspension hanging, and I'm just waiting for them to arrive. My dad's birthday is at the end of May, and I don't want to ruin that with my death, so I think I might do it either at the end of April or at the beginning of June.

 

[RedDoor]

Because im afraid of what i might face afterwards and also what if i fail to do it or even worst, got caught doing it. It would be so bad especially because it would cause me to be labelled as a sick person

 

[innominesatanas44]

Waiting for it to get worse enough

 

[whitherrvbound]

To vote and play my lil part to change my country's fate in may and ofc my family they would be devastated.my mom and dad is already depressed thanks to me.my dad kinda deserves it though.

 

[fallenangel444]

i havent find the right method and i cant leave my mom alone in this cruel world

 

[Fraggle77]

To vote and play my lil part to change my country's fate in may and ofc my family they would be devastated.my mom and dad is already depressed thanks to me.my dad kinda deserves it though.

My parents aren't the best so I'm not too bothered how they feel if I ctb. They've given me no consideration through my life,controlling and narcissistic are the nicest words I can use. My daughter however, she has kept me going. So far

 

[whitherrvbound]

My parents aren't the best so I'm not too bothered how they feel if I ctb. They've given me no consideration through my life,controlling and narcissistic are the nicest words I can use. My daughter however, she has kept

Your parents sound like unreasonable bunch but you are an adamant person if you got this so far. I know its easier to cheer from stands like i do but you have to keep it together for your daughter be successful where your parents failed at.