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cylus46

cylus46

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Jan 28, 2025
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If you were in the process of ctb or about to ctb what song would you listen to right before your passing?
you can say one or a list of songs :)
My top 3 (in no particular order)
Changes- xxxtentacion
Last words of a shooting star- mitski
Angeline- chase atlantic
 
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getoutgirl

getoutgirl

<3
Mar 17, 2025
115
Mambo No. 5 😪✊
 
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ramon

ramon

Student
Aug 10, 2024
153
Do the strong deafening noise of the gas flowing through my exit bag plus the annoying strong noise of the odor extractor in the bathroom I've chosen to CTB count as music?
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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One more light- Chester Bennington he sang it at Chris Cornells funeral who ctb then he ctb
 
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Mary Janex

Mary Janex

Isn't it lovely? all alone
Apr 2, 2025
39
The night we met
 
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FakeProdigy

FakeProdigy

Can you feel my heart?
Apr 6, 2025
21
Some soothing classical music I think, anything to just relax
 
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lonergirl_26

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Sep 1, 2024
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Silver springs - Fleetwood Mac
Or
Into my arms - nick cave & the bad seeds
 
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WanderingGypsy

WanderingGypsy

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Jan 14, 2025
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No More Bad Days - Bastille
 
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cylus46

cylus46

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Jan 28, 2025
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Do the strong deafening noise of the gas flowing through my exit bag plus the annoying strong noise of the odor extractor in the bathroom I've chosen to CTB count as music?
That's all up to you to decide :)
 
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lucyanne

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Apr 9, 2025
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I will be listening to Mika, Happy Ending.
On loop.
 
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nooppop2

nooppop2

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Feb 5, 2025
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Anything by Billie eilish (she's my happy place/person)
 
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the_etherealmuse

the_etherealmuse

Member
Jan 17, 2025
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If you were in the process of ctb or about to ctb what song would you listen to right before your passing?
you can say one or a list of songs :)
My top 3 (in no particular order)
Changes- xxxtentacion
Last words of a shooting star- mitski
Angeline- chase atlantic
No song, music drains me. I'd like to fade into unconsciousness and eventually death in silence.
 
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Groundhog_Day

Groundhog_Day

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Dec 5, 2023
99
I've become obsessed with Still Life by Thrice:

'The way is closed now, and I can't go home. What if I, what if I just let go? If I just let go'
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Ironically I used to listen to lo-fi to try and be calm. It did not really work so I started listening to Let's Plays instead as they make me laugh.
 
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Stan Swiftie

Stan Swiftie

Eminem & Taylor Swift superfan... thus the name
Apr 3, 2025
19
If you were in the process of ctb or about to ctb what song would you listen to right before your passing?
you can say one or a list of songs :)
My top 3 (in no particular order)
Changes- xxxtentacion
Last words of a shooting star- mitski
Angeline- chase atlantic
"Save Me" by Jelly Roll... The original
Other than the "drinkin' and smokin'" part, it is my sing, word for word
 
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aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

Student
Mar 28, 2025
191
I would listen to Nujabes and the soundtrack of the anime, Made in Abyss 😊

One of Nujabes' songs, Feather has lyrics I like reminds me of ctb:

"So I'm keeping it vertical,
forever elevator
Riding the escalator
to reach something that is greater"
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
508
One more light- Chester Bennington he sang it at Chris Cornells funeral who ctb then he ctb
If I wanted to cry uncontrollably while CTB I would definitely pick this song. It's so beautiful and I love it, but I can't get past the second line without breaking down ugly crying- snotting and everything. Chester is my hero.

My choice is Shadow of the day, obviously (my tag line under my name on here). There are so many Linkin park songs I could choose, but Shadow of the day just hits different for me. I'd love to go listening to Chester's voice.
 
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Avril

Avril

Life's like this...
Aug 8, 2020
495
Heavy by Linkin Park, 2017
Love Story by Taylor Swift (reminds me of ex)
 
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aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

Student
Mar 28, 2025
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If I wanted to cry uncontrollably while CTB I would definitely pick this song. It's so beautiful and I love it, but I can't get past the second line without breaking down ugly crying- snotting and everything. Chester is my hero.

My choice is Shadow of the day, obviously (my tag line under my name on here). There are so many Linkin park songs I could choose, but Shadow of the day just hits different for me. I'd love to go listening to Chester's voice.
Linkin Park is so good! I grew up with them! 😊 I love Chester too 😭
One more light- Chester Bennington he sang it at Chris Cornells funeral who ctb then he ctb
Such a great choice!
 
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catastrophix

catastrophix

and my nightmares will have nightmares every night
Feb 20, 2023
100
Don't mind me, I have a mini playlist:

In Bloom — Nirvana
Bleed Like Me — Garbage
Twin Size Mattress — The Front Bottoms
Blonde Hair, Black Lungs — Sorority Noise
I Smell of You — Blanka
Divva — McCafferty
Vanilla Twilight — Owl City
Boats and Birds — Gregory and the Hawk
Boss of Me — They Might be Giants
Pursuit of Happiness — Kid Cudi
Graveyard — McCafferty
Low — Cracker
 
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