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HeartThatFeeds

HeartThatFeeds

Fixed in one determined flash.
Aug 19, 2023
112
Just curious for anyone here, if you or when you actually CTB, what song or songs would you like listening to the most in your final moments? For me It's let down by radiohead as it's one of my personal favorite songs by them and really resonates with me, either that or the song the downwards spiral by NIN, it's from my favorite album of all time, although I feel like I'd be listening to that only if I was in a terrible fucking state during my last moments
 
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areyousafe??

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
478
Iridescent- Linkin Park
Something to remind you - Staind
Black Orchid - Justin Furstenfeld
Shattered - Trading Yesterday
My Immortal - Evanescence
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,409
I've had "Into the Unknown" as my title on this site because even before I joined this site, I thought that the song from Frozen 2 describes the desire to CTB fairly well even if that wasn't what they intended.

 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
816
When I attempted at 16 (now 46) my soundtrack was this album:
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
One more light-Chester Bennington
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
924
Blue Oyster Cult - Don't Fear the Reaper
is hands down the best death song.

 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

PFP by user ropeburns&migranes
Aug 25, 2024
267


Come sweet death
 
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VoidBlessed

Student
Dec 2, 2024
155
Hymn #616 Hail to the Lord's anointed
 
TragedyBornCrimson

TragedyBornCrimson

I accept my eternal punishment
Oct 19, 2023
244


The corridor, it gives a sense of foreboding and uncertainty as I pass on.
 
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iamthepassenger

iamthepassenger

son lux - lanterns lit
Nov 30, 2024
64
Ohh, I love this question.
My picks are:

Beirut - Nantes
The Cure - To Wish Impossible Things
New Order - Leave me alone/Ceremony
Exitmusic - The Cold
 
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wannabeshadow

wannabeshadow

Member
Nov 19, 2024
30
I was actually listening to music during my last attempt, an ost from an rpg called Ib, the song is "Memory". Obviously I failed that attempt but I might play this song again for the next time because it's really nice and comforting to me.
 
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attheend13

attheend13

There is no such thing as love.
Oct 1, 2023
206
Just curious for anyone here, if you or when you actually CTB, what song or songs would you like listening to the most in your final moments? For me It's let down by radiohead as it's one of my personal favorite songs by them and really resonates with me, either that or the song the downwards spiral by NIN, it's from my favorite album of all time, although I feel like I'd be listening to that only if I was in a terrible fucking state during my last moments
It's on the nose I guess but Billie eilish listen before I go it's about suicide


Come sweet death

This one is on my SOS playlist. It's shortlisted as a good song to die to
Iridescent- Linkin Park
Something to remind you - Staind
Black Orchid - Justin Furstenfeld
Shattered - Trading Yesterday
My Immortal - Evanescence
Lithium by Evanescence is one I would shortlist
 
HeartThatFeeds

HeartThatFeeds

Fixed in one determined flash.
Aug 19, 2023
112
I was actually listening to music during my last attempt, an ost from an rpg called Ib, the song is "Memory". Obviously I failed that attempt but I might play this song again for the next time because it's really nice and comforting to me.
Omg IB, I love rpg horror games that one is one I haven't seen since I was a kid


Come sweet death

Honestly this would be an amazing way to go out, I love evangelion
 
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wannabeshadow

Member
Nov 19, 2024
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Omg IB, I love rpg horror games that one is one I haven't seen since I was a kid
I won't because this is probably not the place but I could talk about this game for hours!! I recently got back into it and found out they made a remake if you're interested :)
 
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HeartThatFeeds

HeartThatFeeds

Fixed in one determined flash.
Aug 19, 2023
112
I won't because this is probably not the place but I could talk about this game for hours!! I recently got back into it and found out they made a remake if you're interested :)

I won't because this is probably not the place but I could talk about this game for hours!! I recently got back into it and found out they made a remake if you're interested :)
I'll be sure to give it a look! some of my favorite games are rpg horrors like corpse party and zeno remake
 
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wannabeshadow

wannabeshadow

Member
Nov 19, 2024
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I'll be sure to give it a look! some of my favorite games are rpg horrors like corpse party and zeno remake
Haven't heard of zeno remake but I remember have a little obsession to corpse party for a little while!
 
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arandomname

Member
Nov 19, 2024
50
And I love her - Santo & Johnny
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
674
Nirvana - All Apologies

 
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compulsoryaliveness

Member
Oct 6, 2024
62
The granite gaze - lankum



Are we the ones left behind
By those who weave cords that bind?
They draw the marrow from our very bones
And we in turn, turn on our own
Stood in line in horsehair shirts
We queued up to eat the dirt
We traded lumps on narrow streets
Can't bite the hand when you've no teeth
And it's a standing ovation for the shadow of a stone
As we dig into the soil beneath our homes
The future's further day-by-day as our fathers turn away
And leave us clinging to a mother who eats her own
The granite gaze upon us now
A skulking mass recalling how
To plant a secret and tell no lies
For now we own those same stone eyes
And it's the last gasp of wonder for a cretin on a throne
As our daughter's sneak away across the foam
The future's just a thing we say to keep the sordid past at bay
Still we cling on to the mother who eats her own
We are the ones left behind
In swaddling bound with bailing twine
They stole the marrow from our very bones
And we in turn turned on our own
 
music

music

i would live inside your womb, if you had one
Feb 1, 2023
105
not sure about specifics but there are a million radiohead releases id be honoured to go out to. probably 'sail to the moon' or 'weird fishes' depending on if im miserable or fairly content
 
ramona_flowers

ramona_flowers

Ding dong, the witch is dead!
Dec 3, 2024
13
I know this is immature, but either a deep song like Achilles Come Down or smth else or that one song from Wizard of Oz that says "Ding dong the witch is dead!"
 
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BimbleBob

BimbleBob

Member
Oct 28, 2024
50
I can just imagine the bliss of fading into unconsciousness whilst this plays.

 
restingplace

restingplace

Student
Mar 7, 2024
154
Just curious for anyone here, if you or when you actually CTB, what song or songs would you like listening to the most in your final moments? For me It's let down by radiohead as it's one of my personal favorite songs by them and really resonates with me, either that or the song the downwards spiral by NIN, it's from my favorite album of all time, although I feel like I'd be listening to that only if I was in a terrible fucking state during my last moments
Incredible songs, truly perfect to leave to
 
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ConstantPain

Sorry but cats are so much better than people
Jun 9, 2022
345
Imagine, John Lennon

My hope is to go in peace and that song would help. Or, and really showing my age, If by Bread.
If I am already chilled out and want a couple more endorphins and positivity, Cool like dat' by Diggable Planets.
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
I would probably listen to something to relax me to lessen anxiety that i feel during the ctb. This music calms me the most:

Also will make me think of my favorite game franchise Little Big Planet as this is used in the 3rd game
 
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internetyamero

internetyamero

ᓚᘏᗢ
Oct 17, 2024
36
midnight lake and the operator cyborg's theme from yume 2kki. i strangely relate to the operator cyborg, and the scenery of the midnight lake makes me think of what i hope my afterlife is like, if one even exists. honestly, i've always hoped that if any afterlife does exist, it's somewhat like yume nikki in the sense where it's all dreamlike and you can visit multiple places based off your memories and leave as you please.

it's kind of cliche, but also perhaps some sort of radiohead song, probably sail to the moon or all i need, those two have always been my favorite.

claire de lune, as well.



 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,267
Gonna listen to my brothers playlist
 
yellowsouled

yellowsouled

* Let justice be done.
Nov 29, 2024
193
O Superman - Laurie Anderson.

Have heard it described as creepy, but I think it's more soothing?