Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,462
"I eat more chicken than any man ever seen" - Jim Morrison
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,739
wage against the machine wake up
Not long, because 'you shall reap what you sow'
 
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winamp

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
1,357
where were my friends to keep me up, down that's all it took to keep me on the ground rubbing mud in my eyes rubbing mud in my eyes
 
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cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
841
at the moment its from fantastic bastards by death spells "i hate everything i do cuz i learnt it from you, im your bastard"
 
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weirdfishes

weirdfishes

Member
Jul 2, 2023
8
"Avoid your friends for weeks even though they're the only sense of consistency you have left in your life" - How To Never Stop Being Sad, Dandelion Hands
 
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sometimes.sometimes

sometimes.sometimes

Student
Jun 4, 2023
145
"But I'm a million different people from one day to the next," -Bitter Sweet Symphony by The Verve

This lyric reminds me of how my personality and behavior change every day to the point it is like people are communicating with a completely different person. I don't know if this is what the lyric is supposed to mean, but that is how I perceive it.
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,099
"Don't look to the future, just stare at the screen!"
- Chad Marco - Robot Music 9002

"How long will it be this way, it's feeling like infinity
Looking back on every day wishing I did it differently
Got a lot of things I wanna do before my time is up"
- Chad Marco - Life is NEET
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,885
'Here's where the story ends.' (The Sundays.)

'Sometimes everything is wrong.' ('Everybody Hurts' by REM.)

'Believing in yourself almost as much as you doubt.' ('Hold me, Thrill me, Kiss me, Kill me' by U2.)
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
Teenage years, "i am a rock, I am an Island" by Simon and Garfunkel. Really took that to heart.

Twenties,
"Girl, you thought he was a man, but he was a muffin.
He hung around til you found that he didn't know nuthin." (The Muffin Man, Frank Zappa)

And then somewhere along the line I stopped taking music so personally. It holds the feeling and scent of a time, furnishes a mental room (so to speak) but I see the seperation between it and myself, I think. But those two really resonated for a few years each. Really stuck on Lateralus these days...
"I embrace my desire to
Feel the rhythm
To feel connected
Enough to step aside and weep like a widdow
To feel inspried to fathom the power
To witness the beauty to bathe in the fountain
To swing on the spiral
To swing on the spiral
Swing on the spiral of our divinity and
Still be a human." - Tool

Fucking stuck there.
 
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loyalskateboard

loyalskateboard

Specialist
May 4, 2023
339
"Holding on so tight to this status
It's not real but I'll try to grab it
Keep myself in beautiful places
Paradise is in my hands"

911 by Lady Gaga
 
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KrowaKovsky

KrowaKovsky

i dunno what to put here
Feb 22, 2023
204
"And if things don't quite work out for me, I can sell myself as an NFT"
~ Neck Deep | STFU
 
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GRIM_DEADMAN

GRIM_DEADMAN

Dead Man Walking
Feb 14, 2023
52
"My friends will like it better when i'm not around" - Postcard Nowhere
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,252
"And all I really want is some peace, man
A place to find a common ground
And all I really want is a wavelength
Ah, aao, aao, aao, aa, aah
And all I really want is some comfort
A way to get my hands untied
And all I really want is some justice
Ah, aao, aao, aao, aa, aah"
 
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JealousOfTheElderly

Everything's gonna be OK
Aug 28, 2020
197
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

Oh, oh

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run run
Run

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
 
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wristcutangel

wristcutangel

What value is there to a life that wants to end?
Jul 5, 2023
167
But I guess some of it is my fault
Maybe it's ok as it is
I want to feel "alive", is it ok if I breathe?
 
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cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
841
almost every word from frank iero and the cellabration's song '.guilttripping.'
especially "maybe im blind to all of the signs that the world never wanted me", "my body's weak it gave up on me this time i dont think i will get out from what im underneath", "ive felt so bad for so long im scared im fine", and "just think of me and be glad im home".
 
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liljeep

liljeep

wake up i know you can hear me
Jul 1, 2023
96
"Now I saw the moon divorce the sky
Is this what it's like?" - Diamonds and Why Men Buy Them by Pierce The Veil

"I wrote a letter for you but you didn't write back" - Love Letter by Lil Peep

"Ask me if I care that much, I'll tell you hell no (hell no)
Ask me if I need your love, I'll tell you I don't (I don't)
[...] Tell me you love me even if you lie to me" - Lie To Me by Lil Peep
 
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RasinBoxECT

RasinBoxECT

idk what I'm doing
Jun 26, 2023
13
"I know you don't love yourself
Like you did when you were 12" - i wish u knew by vaultboy
 
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Rapière

Rapière

On the brink
Jul 7, 2022
249
And if I wake from Dreams
Shall I fall in Pastures
Will I Wake the Darkness
Shall we Torch the Earth?
And if I wake from Dreams
Shall we find the Emptiness
And break the Silence
That will stop our Hearts?
And if I wake from Dreams
Shall we cry Together
For their Howling echoes
And restart the Night?

And why did you say
That things shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And why did you say
That things shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?

And shall I wake from Dreams
For the Glory of Nothing
For the cracking of the Sun
For the crawling down of Lies?
And if We fall from Dreams
Shall we push them into Darkness
And stare into the Howling
And clamber into Night?
And if I fall from Dreams
All my Prayers are Silenced
To Love is to lose
And to lose is to Die...
 
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ForsakenShadow

ForsakenShadow

Member
Jul 22, 2023
24
"but I always seem to mess this up, piss you off. And even when I'm looking out, I fuck that up, how? I don't get it"

"I'm the ugly duck, that's my confession"

-hope I did it by Juice WRLD
 
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DynamicDepression

Deranged
Mar 28, 2022
352
I'm at a point where I think every other song I hear has been written for me specifically, but that's my autistic brain for you.

With a magic ray, the sky is all blazing
An adventure is certain to start in the stars
When I'm cloud-borne
I fly through time and space
I color my existence with my imagination


—Lucia Miccinilli, "Under the Sign of Winx"
My hands
Don't wanna start again
My hands
No they don't wanna understand
My hands
They just shake and try to break
whatever peace I may find
My hands
They only agree to hold
Your hands
And they don't wanna be without
Your hands
And they will not let me go
No they will not let me go

—Leona Lewis, "My Hands"
The stories that I heard as a child kept me dreaming
Where magic runs free and stars held captive remain always gleaming
The fairytales I loved have taught me
No matter what hurdles there may be, your wish comes true
Was I a fool to trust in those lies?

—AmaLee, "Magia"
 
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girlboything

girlboything

drugged up doll
Jun 1, 2023
56
so many la dispute lyrics. but one that really gets me is:

"Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
Can I ever be forgiven 'cause I killed that kid?
It was an accident I swear it wasn't meant for him!
And if I turn it on me, if I even it out, can I still get in or will they send me to hell?
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?"

- king park

the delivery really makes it.

there are so many lyrics i love in general.

When I was fifteen
I thought no one would miss me, they're all just pretending
So I wrote the ending
When they say that it's not that bad
You're too young to be this sad
Makes you wanna do something that you can't take back and be
Forever fifteen
Would you have missed me at all?

- forever fifteen, mothica
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Viva La Vida



I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead, long live the king

One minute, I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells a-ringin'
Roman Cavalry choirs are singin'
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason, I can't explain
Once you'd gone, there was never, never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world

It was a wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become

Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh, who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells a-ringin'
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason, I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,162


EVERYDAY I WAKE UP,
THEN I START TO BREAK UP.
LONELY IS A MAN WITHOUT LOVE.

EVERYDAY I START OUT,
THEN I CRY MY HEART OUT.
LONELY IS A MAN WITHOUT LOVE.

EVERYDAY I WAKE UP,
THEN I START TO BREAK UP,
KNOWING THAT IT'S CLOUDY ABOVE.

EVERYDAY I START OUT,
THEN I CRY MY HEART OUT.

LONELY IS A MAN WITHOUT LOVE.

There's many more but right now this is what I feel resonates most with me.
 
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hopeurhappylb

hopeurhappylb

just a bit silly
Feb 4, 2024
32
"I think I've made my choice
I'm a deceased playing victim
slip the face slip the victory
I think I've made my choice
sink secluded in hatred
void the plans friends are making
I think I've found my voice
I'm a leech sucking blood bags
taste defeat, its a sandbag"
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
Drinking blood like cherry coke, I wish I had a soul
All my friends are dead, and they have left me on my own
Yeah, things would be much easier if I did not exist
Lucifer is laughing at my broken crucifix

There's no end to this nightmare
Hell is real, and it is here
Darkness is in my face
I am crying bloody tears

🦇🦇🦇
 
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Widdershins

Widdershins

Member
Dec 29, 2023
91
Several, but here are a few.
"When it's good it's really good and when it's bad I go to pieces"
Sweet Thing- Candidate- Sweet Thing, David Bowie

"When we feel like we're born just to fall apart"
"And we're wrapped inside our troubles and we're wrapped inside our pain"
A Sadness Song, Current 93

"Like dust I am lost in the world I thought that I had a place"
Riverdeadbank, Current 93
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Any



Are you happy right now?
No
Do you like that?
No
Do you even know what you like?
No
Then what is it that you want? What is it? I want a lot
I want a lot of things
But it never works
I do what I want to do
But it never works
I have a lot of plans
But it never works
Nothing goes in the way as I said, as I wanted
As I planned
Blurry lines yeah yeah yeah
So many so many any anything No nooo
Blurry lines yeah yeah yeah
So many so many any anything No nooo
Neither one thing nor the other
What do you want baby
What do you want
There are so many things in the world, but I don't want any
There are so many things in the world, but I just
Get to kick them all out
Maybe I should move to a different planet, that planet
There are so many things in the world, but I don't want any
There are so many things in the world, but I just
Get to kick them all out
To all I say no no no no ow
Ask me any questions, anything (maybe)
I'm gonna say no
I want a lot of things but I know
I'm a gourmet, a picky eater
No that's not what I meant
I feel too stuffy, my worries need to go away
There are so many things in the world
But I don't want any
Blah blah blah I want a lot of things
First class, no, even higher class
Nah wait, this was a little off
No no no no I don't know
Blurry lines yeah yeah yeah
So many so many any anything No nooo
Blurry lines yeah yeah yeah
So many so many any anything No nooo
Neither one thing nor the other
What do you want baby
What do you want
There are so many things in the world, but I don't want any
There are so many things in the world, but I just
Get to kick them all out
Maybe I should move to a different planet, that planet
There are so many things in the world, but I don't want any
There are so many things in the world, but I just
Get to kick them all out
To all I say no no no no ow
You keep asking the same things over and over
Stop bothering me, just be quiet
I never liked what you picked out
And you don't even know what I want
No no, I don't hate everything
Actually, I'm into many things
I don't know why but nothing gets be excited
And everything you told me to do is all bad
There are so many things in the world, but I don't want any
There are so many things in the world, but I just
Get to kick them all out
Maybe I should move to a different planet, that planet
There are so many things in the world, but I don't want any
There are so many things in the world, but I just
Get to kick them all out
To all I say no no no no ow
 
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ignoranceisblisss

ignoranceisblisss

Member
Feb 6, 2024
16
"You are all I need" from Radiohead's All I Need haha
 
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Lookingtoflyfree

Lookingtoflyfree

Specialist
Jan 11, 2024
326
There are so many. My playlist of favorite songs is 16 hours :D

I don't have to sell my soul/He's already in me - Stone Roses

I'm on the red-eye flight to nowhere good/How about you? - Foals


Well, I'm loaded, ready
Calmly holding steady
Looking for a sign to show me when
- Matthew Sweet

i could go on and on and on. I trust song lyrics more than people. Music has been the only friend - forever.
 
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