What should I see before I die

[permanently tired]

I've been depressed for a few years and uni pushed me to a breaking point. My only plans are an interview for a job tomorrow and to relocate of I get it. If I don't, what should I go see/where should I die. I have maybe $700 to my name and I'm based in nyc so whatever the recommendations I do have to be able to afford it.

 

[cosmic_traveler]

I've been depressed for a few years and uni pushed me to a breaking point. My only plans are an interview for a job tomorrow and to relocate of I get it. If I don't, what should I go see/where should I die. I have maybe $700 to my name and I'm based in nyc so whatever the recommendations I do have to be able to afford it.

If you haven't seen Niagara Falls go do that. I like to spend a lot of time in nature and dog parks. Where my soul feels the most connected. Good luck with the interview. We wish you peace. Be well on your journey.

 

[Abyssal]

Man idk. I'd spend it on junk food and alcohol

 

[Slow_Farewell]

hmm.. would be best to get a remote job and go somewhere with low living costs...
let's see, can you start with where you've been already so that you'd avoid getting suggestions of places youve been to before?

 

[MBG]

Take a Magic Mushroom trip! (If taking >2 grams use a sober attendant.) It may even break your depression.

Lots of cities and states have or are looking into decriminalizing magic mushrooms. Spend time online and YouTube researching it first.

Look into Joyous for online ketamine therapy. Try everything before throwing everything away.

 

[Davey36000]

Take a Magic Mushroom trip! (If taking >2 grams use a sober attendant.) It may even break your depression.

Lots of cities and states have or are looking into decriminalizing magic mushrooms. Spend time online and YouTube researching it first.

Look into Joyous for online ketamine therapy. Try everything before throwing everything away.

Or DMT. And LSD too. DMT is prob safer though. If I had to go today I would be sad not having taken DMT. The bad part is that maybe you won't want to suicide anymore.

Op also try videogames or movies that you haven't played yet and want to.

Or go to a themepark and have fun like the one in germany (can't remember the name but it's really good) or the one in Spain (portaventura). But if you're in the US then I'm sure you have many there.

Personally I still need to play Zelda BOTW 1 and 2 and Mario odissey 1 and 2 and watch season 7 of Rick and Morty. And maybe Elden Ring. And maybe from my wishlist of 200+ games on team play around 5 that I really want to play.

My bucketlist is rather short, although I agree that you can shorten it or make it longer.

 

[wisp]

GTA 6

 

[permanently tired]

hmm.. would be best to get a remote job and go somewhere with low living costs...
let's see, can you start with where you've been already so that you'd avoid getting suggestions of places youve been to before?

I haven't been to many places long enough to know them well. I've gone as a tourist to canada and visited my uncle in california, though it wasn't a memorable experience so if I did go it would be like new

 

[Argo]

There's not much to see in NYC if you ask me. I'd just ask myself what the purpose is? Is there some reason why I should see that before dying? Is me dying prior to seeing the view from the top floor of freedom tower or eating at Katz Deli not good enough? Once I do whatever "there is to do", then can I finally die? If someone is that second type, where they feel those sorts of things are loose ends to be tied, then it makes sense to perform whatever ritual one needs if it makes them more at peace. It's worth thinking about peace, basically. So I'll personally just figure out what things grant me peace, and what don't (and accept those things that may bother me, which ultimately leads to peace anyway). Acceptance, I think, is at the root of these types of questions, or "last meal" questions.