Discussion What ruined your life?

[cleveland2011]

Mental illnesses and depression are actually just chronic illnesses that our healthcare system uses as a money making scheme.

You're "depressed" and "mentally ill" or "bipolar" because of some combination of chronic infections (fungal, pathogenic, viral), nutritional deficiencies and imbalances (specifically looking at copper regulation), along with heavy metal toxicities.

Depression and mental illness are chemical imbalances. And the healthcare system just goes right to those chemical imbalances. But there's a much larger equation preceding the actual chemical imbalance. And that's what I write in the paragraph above.

I feel so bad for so many of you people here. You're lied to. Probably were sold drugs as the only means to help your depression and mental illness. When in reality the proper health program addressing the root cause of your depression is all you would need. Probably 2-3 months of hard work and you are loving life again.

Sadly I have an incurable disease and it's progressing rapidly. But I was able to witness what I wrote above to the extreme. And I just wish others could understand it the way I do. I wish it was taught. So many people could live better far more fulfilling lives if the root causes to their mental illness and depression was addressed.

 

[miulake]

I checked almost all options, but really to sum it all up I think it was me that ruined my life. Most of the terrible things have been self-inflicted although the root of It has always been depression and self-loathing.

Got into a car accident 10 years ago leaving my left arm permanently disfigured and now I have chronic pain. The car accident actually happened because I was rejected on Halloween weekend and I was so depressed I drove to a club an hour away and drank until I blacked out and attempted to drive home. Was in the hospital for 9 days.

A few years later I contracted HIV from randomly hooking up with people unprotected while studying abroad out of loneliness. Withdrew from everything and everyone for a year and got addicted to mobile games and spent literal thousands of dollars, so I'm swimming in credit card debt over my head on top of owing $50k in student loans.

Fast forward to this past September and my mom CTB'ed which really cemented my depression. I quit my job so now I'm unemployed. My jeep just broke down on me and I live somewhere you absolutely need to have a car, and I think I have some other health issues going on but the state is threatening to take away the health insurance they just granted me because they claim I'm working a job that I don't have (because again, I'm unemployed).

I have SN on the way from Turkey and just got my antiemetics a few days ago. There is literally no hope for me if I stay so CTB is my only option.

This was heart breaking to read. Hope you find peace.

 

[hungry_ghost]

I made poor choices in life that lead me to my current predicament.

I only have myself to blame, despite external factors.

 

[LostAllHope88]

This was heart breaking to read. Hope you find peace.

Thank you I truly appreciate the kind words. Just a little while longer and hopefully I'll be free of all the pain.

 

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Mental illnesses and depression are actually just chronic illnesses that our healthcare system uses as a money making scheme.

You're "depressed" and "mentally ill" or "bipolar" because of some combination of chronic infections (fungal, pathogenic, viral), nutritional deficiencies and imbalances (specifically looking at copper regulation), along with heavy metal toxicities.

Depression and mental illness are chemical imbalances. And the healthcare system just goes right to those chemical imbalances. But there's a much larger equation preceding the actual chemical imbalance. And that's what I write in the paragraph above.

I feel so bad for so many of you people here. You're lied to. Probably were sold drugs as the only means to help your depression and mental illness. When in reality the proper health program addressing the root cause of your depression is all you would need. Probably 2-3 months of hard work and you are loving life again.

Sadly I have an incurable disease and it's progressing rapidly. But I was able to witness what I wrote above to the extreme. And I just wish others could understand it the way I do. I wish it was taught. So many people could live better far more fulfilling lives if the root causes to their mental illness and depression was addressed.

correct but the root cause is getting the live of my life back which leads me where? not something i can fix