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Video games, laying in the bed and reading forums. I used to smoke pot at some point but it had negative effects on me. Alcohol was only fun in social setting and I don't do much social anymore. I'm wary of touching any other substances. I once tried an opioid, and it was too pleasant experience to touch again.
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Yup, alcohol. Though it doesn't always work. Weed used to work but nowadays it just makes my head spin with thoughts. It can make me a lot more anxious. Videogames and movies are nice distractions.
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Getting knocked out for surgery was pretty relaxing. Ended up sleeping 16 hours once I got home. Typically only get 3/4 hours of sleep each night so that was nice.
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The thoughts of ending it all. I constantly fantasize about the day I will die and the moments before that. It's almost every single hour. Apart from that,this forum is probably the most comforting thing in my life right now.
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