Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
My inability to connect is like it's own prison. It wasn't always like this but this decade has done so much damage to my mind
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I'm 26 I've seen to much and it's never going to change
Paulsmith
Student
- Aug 8, 2018
- 188
My shit and utter awful life
Cursed by the present, tired of the ups and downs.
I've seen what life has in store and thanks, but I'll pass.
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
What have you seen?
Fear of not coping, dying slowly of disease. But fear also keeps me alive. Is a no win.
Learn to let go
I'm 47 and - apart from brief periods - have been almost entirely alone and without real 'connections' in this world for over 25 years. The thought of this abject loneliness continuing for another 20 years or so drives me towards ctb.
BlackDragonof1989
Mage
- Jul 12, 2018
- 526
Being misunderstood, hated, shunned, forgotten, and realizing I did all these things to others, inability to connect as well. Desiring only who and what I cannot have, etc. Not feeling the love like I should for those who love and care for me still.
wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,790
that my life well be over i wont have to live no more hate my life and living be glad when i end my life
Smilla
Visionary
- Apr 30, 2018
- 2,549
Smilla
Visionary
- Apr 30, 2018
- 2,549
Cold
Earthbound
- Aug 27, 2018
- 100
Loneliness and a complete lack of meaning in my life.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
purpose. I have no purpose anymore.
Caustic Cardinals
Enlightened
- Sep 1, 2018
- 1,339
the total lack of support and opportunity
skitliv
Le mort joyeux
- Jul 11, 2018
- 485
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
Nobody wants to play a game that is too easy. But neither a game that is too hard. Shit got too hard for me at this point.
Lack of belonging, financial instability, not having a partner, depression, isolation, lack of meaning, I don't look forward to things improving or get excited about future.
Justanotherconsumer
Paragon
- Jul 9, 2018
- 974
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
And space ships!!!!
mattwitt
# 978
- Jun 28, 2018
- 2,307
knowing there's no point to go on.
Tired of life in general don't see a reason to keep
Going
Going
Mayfil
Member
- Aug 25, 2018
- 29
my appearance, bored of life in general and being condemned to be fucking live stock all my life. seriously fuck work
I ruined everything. I had a beautiful wife, a beloved daughter. I was making a lot of money. I made a big mistake, now I have a bad liver and kidneys. I lost everything-love, family, health, the opportunity to work. But I'm holding on for my daughter, I love her very much. As soon as the pain becomes unbearable, I use nitrogen. I've ruined my happiness.
Smilla
Visionary
- Apr 30, 2018
- 2,549
I'm a massive failure that keeps disappointing people and being a burden to everyone.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
that's what makes it so important. Random chance with no choice of your own. People just don't truly understand how important the choice of bringing a child into this world is. IDK why there is a game at all but we are here regardless. Once we are here why shouldn't matter only how do we play this game to make sure none of us suffer beyond what is necessary.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
but how did you get like that? How did your parents treat you?
