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determination

determination

* (It's as comfortable as it looks.)
Jul 23, 2025
16
Me personally I'm probably going to listen to hkmori's stuff. I love breakcore as much as the next mentally ill person, but seriously I love them sooo much. It helps me relax/puts me in a good sadish mood. (does that make any sense?). I think listening to music will help me CTB. I wonder what it's like listening to your favorite song as you lose conciousness.

If you want a song reccomendation of theirs from me I'd say "am i overreacting" every single time.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Paragon
May 10, 2025
944
my ctb partner may decide
I prefer goa and melodic remixes
 
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maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
180
I'm ngl, I often daydream when listening to music and may send myself into a panic. I plan to listen to a funny podcast or a comedy/comfort show instead to distract myself one last time.
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Wizard
May 7, 2025
633
I don't know. Probably just random songs. I hope that my method doesn't have me conscious very long, so I shouldn't last even halfway through a song... so I'm honestly not thinking too much about specific choices.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,129
As someone who enjoys Touhou, I may listen to this on my way out:



But it all depends on the mood and occasion, I don't really have a set music. Also, I don't really listen to many things outside of video game music and what not.
 
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failedmind

failedmind

Student
Oct 31, 2024
107
discovered this song recently. im not sure if i'll ctb to it, but sometimes i lay in bed and visualize myself dying to it
 
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naookoo128

naookoo128

Schmerz den Masochisten
Jul 13, 2025
41
Oh, great question, that will be a huge thing for me. Maybe even in that form, that I wont listen to any music, lol. It´s cleary one the very best things in life and sometimes I think it will make it harder for me to end it. Maybe just the songs I´m listening to lately, where I dont have a massive connection to the music, you know. I think going through my alltime faves would be too rough for me somehow, many of them are connected to emotions and memories I probably want to avoid in that moment. I like the comedy podcast idea, haha.

Still want to share one of my favorites. There are like 3 or 4 songs I want to be played when I died, thats one of them.
 
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naookoo128

naookoo128

Schmerz den Masochisten
Jul 13, 2025
41


That song would fit for me. Its beautiful and dramatic but not too hard, thinking about building a playlist around it.
The bass feels like going down, deeper and deeper, while the synth carpet makes me float.
I think it has to be instrumental-only for me.
 
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alt131313

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Jul 4, 2025
13
"Winter Song" by Sara Bareilles, and Ingrid Michaelson, or "No Surprises" by Radiohead
 
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Anura

Anura

Member
Dec 8, 2024
27
"Il Porco rosso" by Joe hisaishi (orchestral), listening to it just hits all the right feelings
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Warlock
Apr 21, 2025
761
Right now my favorite is the live version of so cold by breaking benjamin, but that will be decided at that time.
 
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naookoo128

naookoo128

Schmerz den Masochisten
Jul 13, 2025
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That song would fit for me. Its beautiful and dramatic but not too hard, thinking about building a playlist around it.
The bass feels like going down, deeper and deeper, while the synth carpet makes me float.
I think it has to be instrumental-only for me.


Adding these to the Playlist :)

 
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Lemuell

Lemuell

Depressed algerian guy
Jul 23, 2025
8
Me personally I'm probably going to listen to hkmori's stuff. I love breakcore as much as the next mentally ill person, but seriously I love them sooo much. It helps me relax/puts me in a good sadish mood. (does that make any sense?). I think listening to music will help me CTB. I wonder what it's like listening to your favorite song as you lose conciousness.

If you want a song reccomendation of theirs from me I'd say "am i overreacting" every single time.
I'd probably be listening to name of love by cinema staff or any other cinema staff song
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Arcanist
Apr 18, 2023
495
Halo 2 Mjolnir Mix or Suicide Mission (yeah, yeah I get it) from Mass Effect 2. I'm a gamer btw
 
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