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TiredNorthStar

TiredNorthStar

Member
May 13, 2024
16
Sometimes when everything's going bad, I just like to sit back and let the feeling wash over me while I listen to music. Most of these songs aren't well known, and they probably aren't the type most people would use, but I'll list mine anyway in the hopes I get to see what other people listen to

Copycat - The New Division
Fader - The New Division
Faint - Lick Drop
Evening by the lake - Lesa Listvy
Ballad of the Cats - C418
No Pride In Paradise - The New Division (can you tell I like this band yet)
Beyond Memory - NINA

Maybe I'll create a "depressed internet people" playlist with what other people listen to when thinking about Ctb

If this type of post isn't allowed, I'm sorry
 
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SomewhatLoved

SomewhatLoved

all bleeding stops eventually...
Apr 12, 2023
340
I listen to industrial music, which is already like 90% self loathing, hatred, or disgust of the world. But when I'm in a bad mood I like to listen to songs that focus on mental illness and struggles with self...

Ministry - "Burning Inside"
Nine Inch Nails - "Somewhat Damaged"
Skinny Puppy - "Addiction"

Also been very into Front-Line Assembly (FLA) recently. My favourite song by them currently is "Vigilante"
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,659
When I feel bad and depressed I don't listen to any kind of music. 2 years ago I was deeply depressed for months and I neither listened to any music nor watched YouTube or TV or anything.
 
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turbomightbegone

turbomightbegone

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Nov 13, 2023
186
I switch up my songs a lot,, but for now it's All I Need by Radiohead and Gallery Piece by of Montreal
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
240
I really like listening to music, but I can't always do it because of my physical condition. I have a huge card file on my computer. I like Joy Division, New Order and many other things. I like love songs. Some songs make me cry
 
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timechained

Student
Apr 15, 2025
157
Everybody Hates You - Citizen Soldier

Breathe in, breathe out
My middle name is nervous breakdown
I sure could use a friend
Cheaper than Vicodin
Fake lives, fake love
Got money but I still feel bankrupt
It's so hard to fit in
When there's no oxygen

What the hell is wrong with me?
Overthinking reality
Calm down, it'll be okay
But the voices in my head say
La-la loser, you've got no friends
Nobody gives a damn
'Cause everybody hates you, everybody hates you
La-la loser, please just go home
'Cause you're gonna die alone
'Cause everybody hates you, everybody hates you
Everybody hates you, everybody hates you

Last call, wasted
My mental state is complicated
I'd drive right off a cliff
If I thought I'd be missed
Dark jokes, jaded
Sarcasm that is calculated
The hate don't resonate
If I self-deprecate

What the hell is wrong with me?
Overthinking reality
Calm down, it'll be okay
But the voices in my head say
La-la loser, you've got no friends
Nobody gives a damn
'Cause everybody hates you, everybody hates you
La-la loser, please just go home
'Cause you're gonna die alone
'Cause everybody hates you, everybody hates you

What are they saying 'bout me?
Do they all want me to leave
Same questions stuck on repeat
Over and over again
Are all my friends pretending
Or am I just projecting?
Can't stop, I keep obsessing
Over and over again
Somebody just make it end

La-la loser, you've got no friends
Nobody gives a damn
La-la loser, please just go home
You're gonna die alone
'Cause everybody hates you

La-la loser, you've got no friends
Nobody gives a damn
'Cause everybody hates you, everybody hates you
La-la loser, please just go home
'Cause you're gonna die alone
'Cause everybody hates you, everybody hates you
 
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Papa Shinai

Papa Shinai

Member
Feb 2, 2024
33
The Caretaker - Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stages 1-6 (Complete)
 
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