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Mar 23, 2018
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Halestorm-Darkness Always Wins :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





"Darkness Always Wins"

Now the world is still
It's just been spinning out
Trapped inside my head
Feeling numb
And there's no song to sing
To save me from myself
Fading into black
We're all fighters, holding up our lighters
Chasing off the monsters, drowning in our sins
With every last breath, try to stop the sunset
Running with the shadows, darkness always wins
I make the same mistakes
And I can't change my ways
It's how I've always been
It's in my bones, a heart of stone
The cold, cold's creeping in
I'm fading into black
We're all fighters, holding up our lighters
Chasing off the monsters, drowning in our sins
With every last breath, try to stop the sunset
Running with the shadows, darkness always wins
Darkness always wins
Yeah!
(Yeah-eah, oh-oh
Yeah-eah, oh-oh
Yeah-eah, oh-oh, oh, oh
Yeah-eah, oh-oh
Yeah-eah, oh-oh
Yeah-eah, oh-oh, oh, oh
Yeah)
We're all fighters, holding up our lighters
Chasing off the monsters, drowning in our sins
With every last breath, try to stop the sunset
Running with the shadows, darkness always wins
Darkness always wins
We're all fighters, holding up our lighters
Chasing off the monsters, drowning in our sins
With every last breath, try to stop the sunset
Running with the shadows, darkness always wins
Darkness always wins
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
4,793




^This song sounds very similar to his other song 'smooth'

For context ⤵️
 
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Machine Head-Outsider :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





I'll keep standing on the outside
You made your bed and now the walls are closing in
You sold your soul and now you want mine
Tragic disaster and it's all so sickening
Here on the outside looking in
Let the new era begin
The dawn of the deadliest sin
To sever the ties of our kin
Cutting you off at the limb
Amputated just to feel whole again
Frozen, your soul
Darker than coal
All the lying, all the cheating
All you left me was defeated, there could
Never be forgiveness in the end
So I'll keep standing on the outside
You made your bed and now the walls are closing in
You sold your soul and now you want mine
Tragic disaster and it's all so sickening
Here on the outside looking in
These are the words of a fool
Guzzling hatred as fuel
A heart you left broken in two
Over and over again
The cycle repeats like a funeral hymn
Deep in my bones
Harder than stone
All the money, all the power
Fame and fortune left devoured
Only now you want to try and make amends
So I'll keep standing on the outside
You made your bed and now the walls are closing in
You sold your soul and now you want mine
Tragic disaster and it's all so sickening
Hope you remember how you hung me out to dry
You might deny it, but you're burning up inside
So I'll keep standing on the outside
Tragic disaster and it's all so sickening
Here on the outside looking in
It's all so sickening
Sickening me to the core
So I'll keep standing on the outside
You made your bed and now the walls are closing in
You sold your soul and now you want mine
Tragic disaster and it's all so sickening
Here on the outside looking in
Here on the outside looking in
 
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nobody_oac

Member
Mar 28, 2025
29
A few bands and albums in rotation currently:

Linkin Park - Hybrid Theory
Linkin Park - Minutes to Midnight
Alkaline Trio - Damnesia
Alkaline Trio - Is This Thing Cursed
Alkaline Trio - Blood, Hair, and Eyeballs
Bayside - Interrobang
Bayside - There Are Worse Things Than Being Alive
Anthony Raneri (Bayside) - Everyday Royalty
blink-182 - One More Time

"Like a tree afraid of heights, I am always here. Too frightened to stand, and I'm afraid to fall. Scared to death, but boy do I stand tall."
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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The Cars-Since You're Gone :heart::aw::heart::aw::heart::aw::heart:








Since you're gone, the nights are gettin' strange
Since you're gone, well, nothing's makin' any sense
Since you're gone, I stumble in the shade
Since you're gone, everything's in perfect tense, well
I can't help it when you fall apart
And I can't help it, guess you better start
That is forgettin' about you (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, nights are gettin' strange (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, throwin' it all away (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, the nights are gettin' strange (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, throwin' it all away
I can't help it, everything's a mess
I can't help it, you're so treacherous
When it comes to tenderness
(Since you're gone)
I can't help it, everything's a mess
I can't help it, you're so treacherous
Oh, where's that tenderness? (Since you're gone)
Since you're gone, I missed the peak sensation (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, I took the big vacation (since you're gone)
Well, never feel sedate (since you're gone)
Well, the moonlight ain't so great (since you're gone)
Since you're gone (since you're gone)
Well, I've thrown it all away (since you're gone)
When the nights are getting (since you're gone) strange
I've thrown it all away (since you're gone)
Well, since you're gone (since you're gone)
Since you're gone (since you're gone)
Well, I've thrown it all away
Since you're gone (since you're gone)
 
Griever

Griever

Alone Among Ghosts
May 1, 2025
312
Glare - Void in Blue
 
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versuchskaninchen

Just a vampy boy
Jan 28, 2025
12
Mostly just a lot of Voltaire and Baby Lasagna (yes that's actually his name) and occasionally Epic:the Musical
 
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jaefr12

Member
Apr 26, 2025
8
Last week I had rosie by Rosé on repeat and this week is folklore and evermore by Taylor Swift (as usually).

Now, I'm listening coney island ft The National (which is one of my favorite bands, especially the album first two pages of frankenstein)

 
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GlassMoon

Once more, with feelings...
Nov 18, 2024
286
Nickelback - Lullaby.
Feels like he's talking to me there.

 
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Mar 23, 2018
10,406
SZA-BMF :heart::pfff::heart::pfff::heart::pfff::heart:








Young and fine and dark and handsome
The boy from South Detroit keep bossing
And I can't keep my panties from dropping
He's so fly, fly
Going too fast, don't hurt yourself
I can't keep up with all the lies you tell yourself
You kinda cute, but play too much, don't play yourself
I'm not the one, but we can still pretend this can be my man
You say you feel different when you with me, tell me anything
Compliment my energy, it's different laying next to me
All I ask is don't make me pull up and get to dumping
You know I can't give no fucks, you know I'm with all the ruckus, can you?
Young and fine and dark and handsome
The boy West side of Compton camе walking in
I can't keep my panties from dropping
He's so fly, fly
Ooh, he bossy, ooh, hе crip walkin'
Took me to Slauson and he slut me out
And when I got a problem, he get to packin'
He 'bout all that action, call him Mr. Handle It
You know I'm hella different from them chicks that you been trickin' on
Can be your ride or die, get down your strongest bone
Trust me, boy, I'm good in every hood
Trickin', finna fall in backwards
I'm just tryna show you what it would be like if you my man
Young and fine and dark and handsome
The boy from South of somewhere came walking in
I can't keep my panties from dropping
He's so fly, fly
Blowin' money fast, it won't last (ooh-oh)
Tryna make it last, ooh-oh
Blowin' money fast, we might crash (mm)
I'll make it last, we'll be-, oh-oh
Ecstasy is just a pill away
Pop it up or you could screw today
I'm just tryna hear you say my name
Love to play your ruler, be your Jane
You could be my Tarzan, toss me up
Other hoes is lacking, call me up
Know my baby packing, why I'm stuck
That's why he my man
Young and he fine and he tall and he handsome (oh, yeah)
Talkin' so fine, I might hold it for ransom
Put it in drive, I'm not shy, I might let ya
Cruise all night
Blowin' money fast, it won't last (ooh-oh)
Tryna make it last, ooh-oh
Blowin' money fast, we might crash (ooh, whoa)
I'll make it last, we'll be-, oh-oh
 
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ketamoeba

you may rest here too, if you like
Dec 14, 2024
38
 
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Mar 23, 2018
10,406
Better Than Ezra-Desperately Wanting :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Past the road to your house
That you never call home
Where they turned out your lights
Though they say you'll never know
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
When they pumped out your guts
Filled you full of those pills
You were never quite right
Deserving all the chills
Say the worst is over
Kicked it over again
Then they ask what went wrong
When they turn you on again
When they turn you on again
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
Kick them right in the face
Make them wish they weren't born
And if they bring up your name
Will they say you won the war
Baby burst in the world
Never given a chance
Then they ask what went wrong
When you never had it right
No, you never had it right
I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately Wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
Oh, the letters have dropped off
Though they say you got them all
I finally figured out some things you'll never know
Take back your life, let me inside
We'll find the door, if you care, if you care to anymore
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
 
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EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
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Mar 23, 2018
10,406
Drowning Pool-Madness :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Get ready for the Madness
Madness
Madness
The time is now
No fuckin' around
It's madness
Madness
Madness
It's taking over me
The time is now
No fuckin' around
It's madness
Madness
Madness
It's taking over me
Taking over me
The madness
Starts right now
 
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vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
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Luv (sic)

It's funny how the music put times in perspective,
Apr 14, 2025
36
What music are you listening to at the moment? For me, I am listening to In the End by Linkin Park.
Very obscure but the new lone wolf lp 10th anniversary remastered album
 
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ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•
Apr 16, 2025
23
i cant stop listening to mac millers faces lately and mad by solange and lil wayne
 
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Sin Of God-No Return :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



 
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