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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Citizen Soldier-Dead End Life :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Killing myself for a 9 to 5
My boss gets richer while I just survive
But I don't eat without the overtime
Somebody kill me
I work so hard but it ain't enough
My car broke down then my rent went up
Guess failure's something that's just in my blood
Somebody kill me

Every day I die a little bit more
I don't know what I'm living for
Flatlined with open eyes
In my dead-end life, my dead-end life
Every day I die a little bit more
Pull the plug on my life support
'Cause nothing's going right
In my dead-end life, my dead-end life

Dead-end life

Faking a smile but my life's been hell
Been strong for everybody but myself
These past due bills ain't gonna pay themselves
Somebody kill me
Got my PhD as a pessimist
I'mma drink all night till I can't feel this
This bottle's cheaper than a therapist
Somebody kill me

Every day I die a little bit more
I don't know what I'm living for
Flatlined with open eyes
In my dead-end life, my dead-end life
Every day I die a little bit more
Pull the plug on my life support
'Cause nothing's going right
In my dead-end life, my dead-end life

All left turns, crash and burn
Stop saying it'll be alright
Out of hope, out of road
No direction that I haven't tried
Every time I see light
I'm right back at the starting line
So take your advice
Stick it where the sun don't shine

Every day I die a little bit more
Every day I die a little bit, die a little bit, die a little bit more

Every day I die a little bit more
I don't know what I'm living for
Flatlined with open eyes
In my dead-end life, my dead-end life
Every day I die a little bit more
I'm so sick of falling short
Nothing's going right
In my dead-end life, my dead-end life

Dead-end life
In my dead-end life, my dead-end life
Dead-end life
In my dead-end life, my dead-end life
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Bring Me The Horizon-Kool-Aid :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








We are the children of the devolution
The infamous martyrs, the scars on the sun
Asphyxiating with a smile on your face
While they pull your teeth out one by one

Is this what you wanted?
No
Do you want some more?
Yes
D-generation
Who's keeping score?

'Cause you got a taste now
Drank the Kool-Aid by the jug
So suffer your fate, ow
Come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you
Oh, my dear
But you should've known
That this was gonna end in tears

Such a sucker for an execution
The void is a vampire
Fat on our blood
Domesticated like a cat in a cage
While they try their hand at playing god

Is this what you wanted?
No
Do you want some more?
Yes
D-generation
Afraid there's no cure

'Cause you got a taste now
Drank the Kool-Aid by the jug
So suffer your fate, ow
Come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you
Oh, my dear
But you should've known
That this was gonna end in tears

I got my hands around your throat
I love the way you choke
'Cause I am yours and you are mine
I'll never let you go
My hands around your throat
I love the way you choke
'Cause I am yours and you are mine
I'll never let you go
(Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!)
I'll never let you go
(Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!)
Get the fuck up
Yeah!

'Cause you got a taste now
Drank the Kool-Aid by the jug
So suffer your fate, ow
Come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you
Oh, my dear
But you should've known
You should've known
But you should've known
That this was gonna end in tears

You should've known!

What if it's like:
"La, la-la-la, la-la-la
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la
Oh, I forgot something
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la, yeah
La-la-la, that this was gonna end in tears"
Some shit like that
 
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whyhelpurself

in college so not online much.
Dec 17, 2023
34
listening to new flesh by current joys, pretty good song while i browse
 
_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

Member
Mar 4, 2024
89


I'm calling you back and you're not home, or you're not answering
Anyways, I love you to the moon and back
I love you more than anything
You're in my heart, I love you, love you, love you

I think it's something in my DNA
I try to change, but keep on making the same mistakes
Mind in a prison, my heart in a cage
Sins of the father on son where they lay
Who am I kidding, you reap what you sow, know that
Time is a virtue and patience I owe, 'cause my
Soul's under pressure, I feel it implode, Lord please
Give me perspectivе that rattles my bones

Who am I kidding, you reap what you sow, know that
Timе is a virtue and patience I owe, 'cause my
Soul's under pressure, I feel it implode, Lord please
Give me perspective that rattles my bones

I think it's something in my DNA
I try to change, but keep on making the same mistakes
Mind in a prison, my heart in a cage
Sins of the father on son where they lay
Maybe I'm looking for someone to blame
More than I blame myself (more than I blame myself)
I think I'm looking for someone to hate
More than I hate myself (more than I hate myself)

Thought I'd be better off here on my own
But wasting away is all that I know
Lessons I learn the hard way, I'm told
We're living together, but dying alone

Pour me a double this time, hard pill to swallow
Oh, I'm so tired of living this way
(Holding all this hate, what for?)
Your blood, it runs through my veins
Scared that I'll end up the same
Tears rolling off of my face
(Don't wanna feel this pain no more)

I think it's something in my DNA
I try to change, but keep on making the same mistakes
Mind in a prison, my heart in a cage
Sins of the father on son where they lay
Maybe I'm looking for someone to blame
More than I blame myself (more than I blame myself)
I think I'm looking for someone to hate
More than I hate myself (more than I hate myself)

Thought I'd be better off here on my own
But wasting away is all that I know
Lessons are learnt the hard way, I'm told
We're living together, but dying alone
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,048
Jay Sean-Down :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down?
Down, down
Even if the sky is falling down?
Down, down

You oughta know

Tonight is the night to let it go
Put on a show
I wanna see how you lose control

So leave it behind
'Cause we have a night to get away

So come on and fly with me
As we make our great escape

So baby, don't worry
You are my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You'll be my only
No need to worry

Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down?
Down, down
Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down?
Down, down
Even if the sky is falling down?

Just let it be
Come on and bring your body next to me
I'll take you away
Turn this place into our private getaway

So leave it behind
'Cause we have a night to get away

So come on and fly with me
As we make our great escape
So why don't we run away?

Baby, don't worry
You are my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You'll be my only
No need to worry

Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down?
Down, down
Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down?
Down, down
Even if the sky is fallin' down?

Down like she 'posed to be
She gets down low for me
Down like her temperature
'Cause to me she zero degrees

She cold, over freeze
I got that girl from overseas
Now she's my Miss America
Now can I be her soldier, please?

I'm fightin' for this girl
On the battlefield of love
Don't it look like baby cupid
Sent her arrows from above?
Don't you ever leave the side of me
Indefinitely, not probably
And honestly, I'm down like the economy

Baby, don't worry
You are my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is fallin' down
You'll be my only
No need to worry

Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down? (And the sky is falling down)
Down, down
Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down? (Are you down? Are you down?)
Down, down
(And the sky is falling down) Even if the sky is falling down?
And the sky is falling down
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,048
Wristmeetrazor-Trepanation :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Sewn shut hematic eyes
The flesh is ripe and I dilate

Perceiving the malice
Leads me to abdicate
God, only dirt runs in these veins
All I can feel is the hate

Dress me up in tourniquets
Shred the bones and scabs and teeth
Bored out skull feels so alive
Alive
I am alive
I am dead

And buried in Hell
Prosthetic eyes don't remind me
The affliction is all too real
The scabs and the bones and the blood can't define me

Make them bleed
One by one

Kill your master
Dilate
The madness is growing
Plastic bloodline is showing
Siren song for mutilation
Cut, cut, cut
No recognition to

Dress me up in tourniquets
Shred the bones and scabs and teeth
Bored out skull feels so alive
Dress me up in tourniquets
Shred the bones and scabs and teeth
Bored out skull feels so alive

Pull the skin tight to its cage
Draining blood through vacant eyes
Bored out skull feels so alive
I'm alive



 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Theory Of A Deadman-Hate My Life :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








So sick of the hobos
Always begging for change
I don't like how I gotta work
And they just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people
Who can't drive their cars
Bitch, you better get out of the way
Before I start falling apart
I hate how my wife
Is always up my ass
She always wants to buy brand new things
But I don't have the cash

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

How come I never get laid
Nice guys always lose
How could she have another headache
There's always some kind of excuse
I still hate my job
My boss is a dick
I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

I hate that I can't tell
When a girl's underage
You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass
Then her daddy punches me in the face
So if you're pissed like me
Bitches, here's what you gotta do
Put your middle fingers up in the air
Go on and say "Fuck you"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life
So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate my life
No, it's nothing new, hearing "it sucks to be you"
I fucking hate my life
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
360
high and suicidal (I dont think despresedbe) found thison TT, wanna share)

is it that bad?
 

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