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SleepySept

SleepySept

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Nov 7, 2023
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favorite song from this artist!

"If I can't merely be a loser in this world,
Plugging both ears,
Rushing recklessly without direction,
Stepping away from the main track,
Isn't that truly healthy?
I'll try to keep in contact with you.

The purple flowers hold
A cough-like sense of justice,
The despised weeds,
As if swallowing that deception whole,
Forgetting oneself, thriving roots,
Crawling in the soil,
These hands uprooting everything without exception,
Who would rejoice in that?

If I can't just be a loser in this world,
Plugging both ears and recklessly rushing without direction,
Stepping away from the main track, isn't that truly healthy?
I'll try to keep in contact with you.
I'll try to keep in contact with you.

The lukewarm rain extends endlessly,
Ruthlessly raising discomfort levels,
A red crane outside the window,
Isn't that me without support?
From there, nothing can break free,
Something that isn't born,
Words can already be lined up on the wet floor,
Fighting quietly alone.

To not allow this world to speak,
Without making a sound, somehow not touching,
Not light, not darkness,
Continuing calmly in a certain form,
Definitely shifting away,
Not rushing through,
Certainly not escaping.

Perhaps the seed of the ultimate truth
Won't be unearthed,
Buried deep underground,
Knock on the door, sometimes fiercely,
Flashing alternately and eventually disappearing,
Is that anger?
Or is it the frustration of not being able to control even emotions?
The slight fever throughout the body doesn't cool,
Even if left forgotten in an abandoned house,
Because I want to leave my own mark.
If I can't merely be a loser in this world,
Plugging both ears,
Rushing recklessly without direction,
Stepping away... from the main track."
 
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Sylveon

Sylveon

Anomaly
Oct 10, 2023
464


Well, I'm a loser girl
Because there is nothing I can do but to become serious

I can't help it when I feel inferior because that's not that bad
But now I won't lose
I have to win so that my path for the rest of my life won't only stop here
Even so, what can I do?
Even so, what can I do?
Someone please tell me
Am I not that good?
Meaning until I die I'd just become an inferior loser girl

I want to become like her
Yet, I can't become like her

It was really fun, I was really satisfied
It would only end when I think it's enough
Since the beginning even if it's only that thing, it gave me enough happiness
But I wonder since when it's not enough
It will not stop even when I think it's enough
When I realized, I want to become someone

Gradually looking around
There are so many rivals
Gradually I look at where I'm standing at
And it's not a position that matters

I can't help it when I feel inferior because that's not that bad
It was just to spices things up
But now it's only hurting me
I have to stand up so that my path for the rest of my life won't only stop here
Even so, what can I do?
Even so, what can I do?
I have worked very hard
But is that alone not enough?
Meaning until I die I'd just become an inferior loser girl

I want to become like her
Yet, I can't become like her

I'm getting more distant from my surroundings quickly
To the point they're not even my rivals anymore
Gradually the determination inside me collapsed
...At this rate I will just fall down

Well, I'm a loser girl
Please wait, don't leave me like this in here

Well, I'm a loser girl
Because there is nothing I can do but to become serious

I can't help it when I feel inferior because that's not that bad
But now I have to survive
I have to show and impress them so that my path for the rest of my life won't only stop here
Even so, what can I do?
Even so, what can I do?
Someone please tell me
Am I not that good?
Meaning until I die I'd just become an inferior loser girl
I have worked very hard
But is that alone not enough?
Meaning until I die I'd just become an inferior loser girl
I want to become like her
Yet, I can't become like her
 
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tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
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Rogue Proxy

Rogue Proxy

Enlightened
Sep 12, 2021
1,316
SLASHSTREET BOYS - "KEEP SLAYIN' TEENS IN THE DARK"


SLASHSTREET BOYS - "Love to Die"
 
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tiger b

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I'm just going to drown in music today.
 
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Sylveon

Sylveon

Anomaly
Oct 10, 2023
464
Another day, another TUYU song~



This is the worst. This is horrible.
It's all on you guys
Can you stop giving birth to me when I didn't even ask to be in the first place?
It would have been much easier if I wasn't here from the start
But nevertheless,
It's all on you guys
For those of us who don't have a place we belong in,
These are our days of fighting back

I don't even know the answer to what love is but,
If I'm having fun right now, that's all that matters, right?

I didn't have any connections to the initial members of this city but,
I found out about them from watching the news videos every night
I've heard there were unhappy children like me,
Who were spending their time here
Affording a uniform with the little pocket money that I had,
as well as lots of affordable blades and over-the-counter drugs
If I've put them in my school bag,
Well, it's time to go.

Longing is...
Something that, the more you make it worse,
the more it eats you up. I have to make money today as well
I'm a bargain, so come back more often will you?
Even if you give me money,
You're... You're...
Not seeing eye-to-eye with me.
The thing is, I knew all about it

Because, you see,
The number of wounds have been increasing
Even today, even tomorrow, I'll just cut myself
Both my body and my heart are in pieces
But, I'm alive, so that's why,
I don't care who you are. It doesn't matter if it's a lie, just please appreciate me?
This is my last chance to get away
Even if it's a dream, I don't care
Let's just keep holding hands

I don't even know the true meaning of love but,
If I'm having fun right now, that's all that matters, right?

Because, you see,
Even my life expectancy has been decreasing.
My value, How much would it be now?
I wonder how long I could keep living in this city,
It's funny how time flies by, That other girl is gone too
This is my last chance to get away
If this goes any further,
I think I'll end up saying BYE BYE to this world

This is the worst. This is horrible.
It's all on you guys
I'll never forgive you until the day I die, so can you stop calling me?
It would have been much easier if I could have chosen from the start
But nevertheless,
It's all on you guys
For those of us who don't have a place we belong in,
These are our days of fighting back

... or so it would have been
Even if I fool myself with the numbers of other people,
I couldn't fill this heart up
Now I'm starting to ask and shout out, for a love that I don't even remember grasping
Is there no way that I could be happy in this city?
The outside world scares me
This is the only place I'm allowed to be in
Ah, I don't even have anywhere to go anymore

Just like that, for the rest of my life,
I'm living at a dead end
Ah, even hopelessness and disappointment,
They're long gone
For a body without wings like mine,
I've been told that hell is a good place for me
Someone's laughter is making my ears hurt.
You should enjoy the moment now at its fullest, okay?
This whole country would end in the future
So let me be rough now, as much as I can
Because you see, in the near future, we'll just perish
 
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Rogue Proxy

Rogue Proxy

Enlightened
Sep 12, 2021
1,316
Wumpscut - "Blood Stigmata"
 
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Thia

recovering
Nov 24, 2023
33
Another day, another TUYU song~
I am really surprised to hear you mention them bc I actually translated the lyrics for one of their songs back when Youtube allowed people to submit captions...
 
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Sylveon

Sylveon

Anomaly
Oct 10, 2023
464
I am really surprised to hear you mention them bc I actually translated the lyrics for one of their songs back when Youtube allowed people to submit captions...
Ayy nice~
Which one tho, if I may ask?
 
Painfu.Ll.suffering

Painfu.Ll.suffering

My D
Sep 17, 2023
171
Chop Suey
Numb
To last
 
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Thia

recovering
Nov 24, 2023
33
Ayy nice~
Which one tho, if I may ask?
太陽になれるかな(Perhaps I'll be able to become the Sun)Japanese->English
Someone polished up my translation a bit and made a better-looking version under English (Canada), though. I don't necessarily agree with every change they made, to be fair, but I recommend watching that instead because it gives you a more immersive experience
Edit: That's the first song that came to my mind, but now that I think about it, I was one of the contributors to the translation for くらべられっ子 (Compared Child) and have also published translations for ひとりぼっちと未来 (Loner and Future) and デモーニッシュ (Dämonisch) on Lyrics Translate
 
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太陽になれるかな(Perhaps I'll be able to become the Sun)Japanese->English
Someone polished up my translation a bit and made a better-looking version under English (Canada), though. I don't necessarily agree with every change they made, to be fair, but I recommend watching that instead because it gives you a more immersive experience
Ah, I never realised that 太陽になれるかな had those "immersive captions" too. I'ma check them out now.
Edit: That's the first song that came to my mind, but now that I think about it, I was one of the contributors to the translation for くらべられっ子 (Compared Child) and have also published translations for ひとりぼっちと未来 (Loner and Future) and デモーニッシュ (Dämonisch) on Lyrics Translate
I was just listening to Compared Child now. :P
 
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gbi2

Specialist
Jul 10, 2023
311
The Smiths - Asleep (Emily Browning Cover) slowed by 21% - The % of Oxygen in the air.

I often go back to this version as it is how it should have always sounded. It's as if it always should have been like this. It 's titled The Melancholy of the Anarchist. It's not about the video, just the result of slowing Emily Browning's singing to become a much deeper soulful vocal.

 
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urwelcomelb

There was nobody there.
Nov 23, 2023
39
The Perfect Pair, cover by Lovejoy. Lovejoy in general is my favourite band and I listen to their music all the time, I find their music comforting and relatable, and songs I don't relate to are a nice distraction from my problems
 
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the_path_of_sorrows

Different routes, same destination
Nov 26, 2023
98


This version hits the right spots, I will never be the same after seeing this exact live version. Insanity. Also, perfect lyrics.
 
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loopdaloop

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Apr 16, 2023
323
"In the morgue my body is labelеd as missing" contemplating if I should make sure the body is not found but can't decide yet. Currently resting on the side of ctbing in a hotel room and making sure I'm found early as possible but then another part of me doesn't want my rotten and decayed body to fly across the sea to be buried right back in the place where I've always kinda felt alienated at and wouldn't truly lable it as home (I don't think I belong anywhere so rotting in a random forest after drinking N sounds perfect to me). I kinda want to disappear completely offgrid and die without leaving exact traces but maybe it's too extreme for a coward like me. Most likely I'll chicken out but I won't rule this out yet.
 
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hopelessoceanic25

hopelessoceanic25

Agony.
Nov 29, 2023
66
Some BTS, Jason Mraz, and Taylor Swift. I feel like a fraud for listening to upbeat music.
 
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Rogue Proxy

Rogue Proxy

Enlightened
Sep 12, 2021
1,316
David Guetta ft. Akon - "Sexy Bitch"


"Undyne's A Sexy Fish"
 
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Enlightened
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Sean Kingston - "Fire Burning"
 
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Grant Boutin - "Forget Me Not (Instrumental)"
 

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