What music are you listening to at the moment?

[themisbelow]

i just sit and listen to this on repeat because it feels lobotomizing and i hate my emotions

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Linkin Park-Lost










Just a scar somewhere down inside of me
Something I can not repair
Even though it will always be
I pretend it isn't there (this is how I feel)
I'm trapped in yesterday (just a memory)
Where the pain is all I know (this is all I know)

And I'll never break away (can't break free)
'Cause when I'm alone

I'm lost in these memories
Living behind my own illusion
Lost all my dignity
Living inside my own confusion

But I'm tired, I will always be afraid
Of the damage I've received
Broken promises they made
And how blindly I believed (this is all I know)

And I'll never break away (can't break free)
'Cause when I'm alone

I'm lost in these memories
Living behind my own illusion
Lost all my dignity
Living inside my own confusion

I try to keep this pain inside, but I will never be alright
I try to keep this pain inside, but I will never be alright
(I'm lost) I try to keep this pain inside, but I will never be alright
(I'm lost) I try to keep this pain inside, but I will never be alright

I'm lost in these memories
Living behind my own illusion
Lost all my dignity
Living inside my own confusion

 

[Emptied_soul]

Gotta love my spotify weekly discoveries, it may sound dumb but i believe music keeps me alive.

 

[Sulyya]

 

[Dead Ghost]

The Birthday Massacre - The Other Side

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

I discovered this a little while ago. Reminds me of Comfortably Numb in many ways. I like it.

 

[C'estlamort]

 

[Dead Ghost]

Элизиум ft Алёна Алёхина - Интересно Stadium Live

 

[BllyNoM8s]

Four Year Strong - Beatdown in the Key of Happy

 

[YearlongPerformance]

I hate music.

 

[Kariope]

Mori Calliope's Wanted, Wasted

 

[bestroper]

walking on sunshine

 

[Dead Ghost]

Billie Marten - I Can't Get My Head Around You (Lyric Video)

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Theory Of A Deadman-Two Of Us (Stuck)

Just the two of us
We couldn't make it if we tried
Just the two of us
Our love died

Look I don't want a war
I just want a warning
Next time you're gonna freak out
Turns out you're a fighter not a lover you're the worst
Then
You say I never fuckin' listen
But I'm tired
That I make up situations
I'm a liar
Sometimes ya wanna take a lighter to the curtains
Let us burn

How somebody could be so pretty
And be so ugly on the inside yeah
How somebody could be so shitty to me

Just the two of us
We couldn't make it if we tried
Just the two of us
Just the two of us
Ain't gonna make it out alive
Just the two of us
Our love died

Like the take-out on the counter we've turned
We've being eaten by flies and worms
'Cause we're rotten to the core and these words you're sayin'
They hurt

We've snapped
Like the keys in the lock
Stuck inside
Where our lives and our dreams go to die
Rigor-fuckin'-mortus outta time goodbye
You and I

Just the two of us
We couldn't make it if we tried
Just the two of us
Just the two of us
Ain't gonna make it out alive
Just the two of us
Our love died

How somebody could be so pretty
And be so ugly on the inside yeah
How somebody could be so shitty to me
You said
How somebody could act so petty
Then pretend to be a nice guy yeah
How somebody could be so shitty to me

Stuck in solitary with you
Being dead so long we're turning blue
And I dunno what to do
'Cause we are stuck

Just the two of us
We couldn't make it if we tried
Just the two of us
Just the two of us
Ain't gonna make it out alive
Just the two of us
Our love died​

 

[ShadowsFall]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Godsmack-Soul On Fire










A-one, two, three, four

In the end, there will come a time, my friend
I'm gonna break you wide open, I didn't see this side unfolding
Hey, I can't wait for you to make up your mind
I need to take you every time, I'm self-destructing

Help me, help me
I'm begging you a long time this time
I need you in the worst way, oh, baby
I'd set my soul on fire
Help me, help me
I'm begging you a long time this time
I need you in the worst way, oh, baby
I'd set my soul on fire

Listening, I can hear thosе thoughts you think
Every word you wanna speak, just let it go and dеvour me
I can't control my mind, it's spinning me out every time
It fuels my fire within, why won't you let me in? Oh, yeah, yeah

Help me, help me
I'm begging you a long time this time
I need you in the worst way, oh, ba
I'd set my soul on fir
Help me, help me
I'm begging you a long time this time
I need you in the worst way, oh, baby
I'd set my soul on fire

Go

Oh, help me, help me
I'm begging you a long time this time
I need you in the worst way, oh, baby
I'd set my soul on fire
Help me, help me
I'm begging you a long time
I need you in the worst way
I'd set my soul on fire
[Outro]
I'd set my soul on fire
Yeah, yeah, yeah, on fire

 

[Dead Ghost]

Ghostly Kisses - Where Do Lovers Go? (Live from Palais Montcalm)

 

[SittingOvaation]

Death - Melanie Martinez

 

[SmokeEater]

Linkin Park

 

[thereisnomeaning]

 

[HerculePoirot]

Jazz24 => https://v7player.wostreaming.net/854

 

[Huntfish34]

 

[C'estlamort]

 

[ShadowsFall]

 

[Dead Ghost]

Gracie Abrams - Will you cry? (Official Lyric Video)

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Metallica-Screaming Suicide










Welcome to this life
Born into the fight
Here to claim your dream
Look you in the eye
Patch the broken sky
Craving dopamine

Then my voice appears
Teaching you of fears
Are you good enough?
You don't recognize
Head is full of lies
You should just give up

Listen well, better listen well
Listen well, better listen well

Don't ever speak my name
Remember you're to blame
Keep me inside
Keep me inside
My name is suicide

Curse another day
Spirit locked away
Punish and deprive
Hate to be awake
Living a mistake
More dead than alive

Then a voice appears
Whisper in your ears
"You are good enough"
Throwing down a rope
A lifeline of hope
Never give you up

Listen well, better listen well
Listen well, better listen well

Don't ever speak my name
Remember you're to blame
Keep me inside
Keep me inside
My name is suicide

Terrified in sleepless nights
Caught in spotlight dead to rights
Isolate and fight your mind
Telling you you're left behind

My lying voice inside
Keeps drinking cyanide
And no more can you run
Into the sun

Terrified, sleepless nights
Caught in spotlight dead to rights
Isolate and fight your mind
Telling you you're left behind

And now you speak my name
You've given back the blame
Keep me deep inside
Don't you keep me inside
Screaming suicide

Now that I'm exposed inside
Shined a light on cyanide
I'm no longer needed here
Now you've faced your biggest fear

 

[Dead Ghost]

Ruelle, Fleurie - Carry you (Lyrics)

 

[bloberta]

American Beauty - Fake Weddings

 

[ShadowsFall]

I really don't know why I am listening to this at the moment.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Avatar-The Dirt I'm Burried In











Once upon a highway
Lost among the lights of neon tribes
I used to be a part of you
You used me and I used you too
You took me to the desert
Desecrated, desperate prey, oh yeah
You took me to the desert
I smoke the blackened tissue
High inside the church of the neon lights
I grease my limbs and enter you
The engine roars as engines do
The pressure we are under
Unmarked grave, the undead reign, oh yeah
The stars align
Behind my eyes
I'm going blind
I look up to the sky
But all I see is the dirt I'm buried in
Lonely lays the longing
I'm so far away from the world that buried me
An unknown destination
Tied up in the trunk of a stolen ride
I've never seen a sky so red
Just one more try before we're dead
The ashes in our nostrils
Ask for nothing, act like you're okay
The stars align
Behind my eyes
I'm going blind
I look up to the sky
But all I see is the dirt I'm buried in
Lonely lays the longing
I'm so far away from the world that buried me
I look up to the sky
But all I see is the dirt I'm buried in
Lonely lays the longing
I'm so far away from the world that buried me
A crushing wave
Upon the rocks
A shallow grave
On the coast
I'll wait
I look up to the sky
But all I see is the dirt I'm buried in
Lonely lays the longing
I'm so far away from the world that buried me
I look up to the sky
But all I see is the dirt I'm buried in
Lonely lays the longing
I'm so far away from the world that buried me