PepperJam
F real life, I'd rather be dead.
- Jul 27, 2025
- 21
Hopelessness by Sewerslvt. Such a beautiful song that I've listened to during my darkest times.
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,385
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,385
LilGhost
Shark
- Apr 8, 2026
- 116
Do I Creep You Out? / do i creep u out? / DO I CREEP U OUT??? / ...Do I creep you out? | Line Rider
idfwlnh
Mousse - the final "peace" in life
- Apr 10, 2026
- 127
Proceed
Member
- Dec 16, 2025
- 89
witchcraft
it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
- Nov 27, 2024
- 244
idfwlnh
Mousse - the final "peace" in life
- Apr 10, 2026
- 127
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,385
Five Finger Death Punch-The End with and without Babymetal
Outside looking in, when do the nightmares end ????
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,385
buriedinmyhead
If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
- Mar 24, 2026
- 181
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,385
I have been listening to a lot of sad music lately. Billie Eilish, Tomorrow Oddell,
probably any sad playlist on Spotify too, I feel like it helps me feel my sadness but im not sure if that is always productive for me
Flymiamibro22
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- Apr 28, 2026
- 3
violetforever
Enlightened
- Dec 24, 2025
- 1,085
you knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart but what you did was just as dark
SuicideWebsiteUsern
WhenDeath?
- Jan 26, 2026
- 79
RedFruit
Red Fruit.
- Feb 17, 2026
- 103
ben_
i ben therefore i am
- Oct 31, 2023
- 107
perishsong
it/she
- Sep 10, 2025
- 100
allidoiswish
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- Apr 21, 2026
- 50
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,385
wreckedforever
I should be able to die the way i want to.
- Mar 25, 2026
- 13
HandsInMyHead
Member
- Apr 28, 2026
- 21
I've been obsessing over Porter Robinson again recently, specifically his "SMILE! :D" album.
It's a bit more uplifting than the usual music I listen to, a nice change.
(i know i'm completely ignoring the meaning of this song, but omg I love him so much)
starboy2k
“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
- May 21, 2025
- 621
graveflower
druidess
- Nov 18, 2025
- 75
A Perfect Circle has been one of my go-to's lately.
The Outsider feels like not being "sick enough" to be taken seriously.
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Mrlostman
Member
- Feb 9, 2022
- 33
HandsInMyHead
Member
- Apr 28, 2026
- 21
I wanted to go so badly, but schedules got fucked up and he didn't actually do a proper show in my country :c. I was so fucking sad, I hope he tours again.
nitrogenous
Just wanna break free of all suffering
- Dec 26, 2025
- 309
ben_
i ben therefore i am
- Oct 31, 2023
- 107
