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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
743
The Cure - Fear of Ghosts (1990)



Like a feeling that I'm down
Deep inside my heart
Like I'm looking out through splitting blood red
Windows in my heart

From a higher up than heaven
And a harder down than stone
Shake the fear that always clawing
Pulls me clawing down alone

As I spitting, splitting, blood red
Breaking windows in my heart
And the past is taunting fear of ghosts
Is forcing me apart

And the further I get
From the things that I care about
The less I care about
How much further away I get

And the further I get
From the things that I care about
The less I care about
How much further away I get

I am lost again
With everything gone
And more alone
Than I have ever been

I expect you to understand, to feel it too
But I know that even if you will
You cannot ever help me
Nor can I ever help you

Nor can I ever help you
Never ever help you
 
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Skallagrim

Skallagrim

Student
Apr 14, 2022
132
This. Keep on going through it. It's taking me to another world, which is useful.
 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
743


I'm out of control
I'm out of control
I'm out of control
I'm out of control

Some day I'm gonna find it
this feeling that I need
Instead of feeling hopeless
I'll Finally feel complete

I'm out of control
I'm out of control

If I stay
They won't mind it
If I die
I'll never find it

I'm out of control
I'm out of control

If I stay
They won't mind it
If I die
I'll never find it

Some day I'm gonna find it
this feeling that I need
Instead of feeling hopeless
I'll Finally feel complete

I'm out of control
I'm out of control

If I stay
They won't mind it
If I die
I'll never find it

I'm out of control
I'm out of control

If I stay
They won't mind it
If I die
I'll never find it
 
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L9my

L9my

i'm wilbite sasoot
Nov 22, 2024
1,216
 
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HopeNotLong

Member
Aug 22, 2025
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MissAbyss

MissAbyss

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Jul 20, 2025
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i like apple juice!

i like apple juice!

New Member
Aug 21, 2025
4
i'm sure this has been posted many times already



 
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Galam

Student
Aug 19, 2025
114
Nura - Fair with cosmos orchester (Deutschrap)

Celine und Paula Hartmann - 3 Sekunden (Deutschrap)

And I search alyona alyona (ukraine rap) up and down. I liked 'Не втратимо зв'язок', don't understand a word but sounds great.

I try to get some inspiration for other own ai songs I will start. I also maybe use some newer Within Temptation and Halestorm songs for two ai symphonic-rock songs.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,819
Mudvayne-Sticks & Stones :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







"Sticks And Stones"

Like sticks and stones your words hurt me
You took a piss on my pretty things
I'm helpless and hopeless, so let me die
Like sticks and stones your words hurt me
You took a piss on my pretty things
I'm helpless and hopeless, so let me die
I'm tired of, being nothing
But you've helped me to succeed
I'm tired of being beaten down
This life has cost me everything
I'm tired
Of being destroyed by the people I cared for and loved
I'm sick
Of the hatred in me that runs through my body like blood
I was a child that was used as a weapon
I'm tired of being the demon, the reason
That blood doesn't wash out it stains
Like sticks and stones your words hurt me
You took a piss on my pretty things
I'm helpless and hopeless, so let me die
I'm tired of
All the pain you've sown
I grew from those seeds
Someone turn the light on
Turn off the darkness that surrounds me
I'm tired
And I'm not afraid of you but I'm so afraid of myself
I'm sick
Being locked in a breakdown inside of my head that's my hell
I was a child that was used as a weapon
I'm tired of being your demon, the reason
That blood doesn't wash out it stains
Like sticks and stones your words hurt me
You took a piss on my pretty things
I'm helpless and hopeless, so let me die
Tired of my wounds and stitches
I'm tired or my scars
Tired of my wounds and stitches
I'm tired or my scars
Tired of my wounds and stitches
I'm tired or my scars
Like sticks and stones your words hurt me
You took a piss on my pretty things
I'm helpless and hopeless, so let me die
Like sticks and stones your words hurt me
You took a piss on my pretty things
I'm helpless and hopeless, so let me die
(Tired of my wounds and stitches
I'm tired or my scars)
Like sticks and stones your words hurt me
You took a piss on my pretty things
I'm helpless and hopeless, so let me die
So let me die!
 
PepperJam

PepperJam

I am one of the injured. A tear blurs flesh.
Jul 27, 2025
10
Been absolutely jamming out to Skinny Puppy lately.

 
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Andarna

Andarna

Back To The Sky
Sep 14, 2025
39
This. Keep on going through it. It's taking me to another world, which is useful.

Nice, I also like listening to Heilung ^_^

I'm currently in love with Eihwar

Eihwar - Völva's Chant
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,819
Answering the burning question.... What would Pat Benetar look like if she did drag ???

Taco- Puttin On The Ritz 😂😂😂😂😂😂





 
Skallagrim

Skallagrim

Student
Apr 14, 2022
132
Nice, I also like listening to Heilung ^_^

I'm currently in love with Eihwar

Eihwar - Völva's Chant


I only just found this outfit last week!

The whole dancing shaman thing has me all gooey.
 
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DontCryForChimp

DontCryForChimp

I am a coward
Aug 7, 2025
41
Ugory - Żurawie
 
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NyxCascade

NyxCascade

Heart Eater
Jul 30, 2025
31
Right this second, im listening to drown by bring me the horizon.
 
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Fe(IV)

Fe(IV)

Back again.
Jun 27, 2023
440
Just impulse bought some loudspeakers, my laptop speakers being exclusively on the right were bothering me.



This is the song I test all my audio devices on. As for the loudspeakers, I'm not used to a 2.1 subwoofer system, only ever had stereo. The extra bass is "fun" but I think I prefer brighter speakers with those with a bit extra/clearer top-end
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · A Terrible Product
Sep 21, 2024
2,288
Don't why this isn't in the official ost but this is my favourite track (aside from lace) in the game.
 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
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MissAbyss

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