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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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DJ Miko-What's Up? :heart:









Twenty-five years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that
Great big hill of hope
For a destination...

What's going on?
What's going on?
What's going on?

Twenty-five years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that
Great big hill of hope
For a destination

I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means

And so I cry sometimes
When I lie in my bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I'm...
I'm feeling a little peculiar

And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath
And I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lung
What's going on?

And I say:
Hey, yeah, yeah, eh, eh!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I said: hey!
What's going on?

And I say:
Hey, yeah, yeah, eh, eh!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I said: hey!
What's going on?

And I try
Oh my God, do I try?
I try all the time
In this institution

And I pray
Oh my God, do I pray?
I pray every single day
For a revolution

And so I cry sometimes
When I lie in my bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I'm...
I'm feeling a little peculiar

And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath
And I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lung
What's going on?

And I say:
Hey, yeah, yeah, eh, eh!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I said: hey!
What's going on?

And I say:
Hey, yeah, yeah, eh, eh!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I said: hey!
What's going on?

What's going on?
What's going on?

What's going on?
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Bullet For My Valentine-No More Tears To Cry :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







"No More Tears To Cry"

I think it's time to recognise these demons in my head
They're killing me internally, I know they want me dead
Let's take the time to analyse and get this off my chest
By digging up the skeletons to finally confess

Wait, am I losing it?
There's an itch under my skin
Is this paying another sin?
Wait, am I losing it?
Will this rope around my neck make it easy to forget?

I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside of me

So nothing seems to ease my mind, no matter what I try
An endless vicious circle on a loop that won't rewind
I'm outta luck, outta time 'cause this is just all in vain
I've had enough of giving up, I'm feeling so afraid

Wait, am I losing it?
With no hope, there's nothing left
And you're not afraid of death
Wait, am I losing it?
When you can't rely on faith
Got this cycle of self-hate

I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside

Cut into pieces, pushed over the edge
Feeling so worthless, God, when will this end?
Every minute a battle, an hour a war
Feeling so helpless, God, when will it end?
Nobody's listening, does nobody care?

I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
There's nothing inside​
 
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Jun 29, 2019
177
Elliott Smith - Everything Means Nothing To Me
indie rock

 
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Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
1,335
Candy Dulfer & David A. Stewart - Lily Was Here
 
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bubo

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Jul 14, 2022
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I've been listening mostly to JPop for years now but recently more so Ensemble Stars songs. Their sings like Date Plan A To Z and Magic For Your Switch are pretty catchy and nice.
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
7,981
Avatar-Dance Devil Dance :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Dance Devil Dance

Step inside the circle
Jump and turn around
Bleed for the blood ritual
And jump and turn around
Jump and turn around
Oh, come on
Oh, come on
Oh, come on
Oh, come on

I am one of many
My name is forbidden
My name must stay hidden
I am Armageddon
I am one of many
I'm Satan, I'm freedom
I'm strictly forbidden
I'm Satan, I'm freedom

One candle remains
Step into the dark
One candle remains
Step into the dark
Dance, dance
Dance Devil, dance

Draw the hidden symbol
Step and spin around
Whisper the unspeakable
Then step and spin around
Step and spin around
Oh, come on

I am one of many
My name is forbidden
My name must stay hidden
I am Armageddon
I am one of many
I'm Satan, I'm freedom
I'm strictly forbidden
I'm Satan, I'm freedom

One candle remains
Step into the dark
One candle remains
Step into the dark
Dance, dance
Dance Devil, dance

One candle remains
Step into the dark
One candle remains
Step into the dark
Dance, dance
Dance Devil, dance
 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,981
Marshmello/Jonas Brothers-Leave Before You Love Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










"Leave Before You Love Me"

I see you calling
I didn't wanna leave you like that
It's five in the morning, yeah, yeah
A hundred on the dash
'Cause my wheels are rolling
Ain't taking my foot off the gas
And it only took the one night
To see the end of the line
Staring deep in your eyes, eyes

Dancing on the edge, 'bout to take it too far
It's messing with my head, how I mess with your heart
If you wake up in your bed, alone in the dark
I'm sorry, gotta leave before you love me

Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me

I'm so good at knowing
Of when to leave the party behind
Don't care if they notice, yeah, yeah, no
I'll just catch a ride
I'd rather be lonely, yeah
Than wrapped around your body too tight
Yeah, I'm the type to get naked
Won't give my heart up for breaking
'Cause I'm too gone to be staying, staying

(Dancing on) Dancing on the edge, 'bout to take it too far
It's messing with my head, how I mess with your heart
If you wake up in your bed, alone in the dark
I'm sorry, gotta leave before you love me

Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me

Dancing on the edge, take it too far
Messing with my head, how I mess with your heart
I'm sorry, alone in the dark
I'm sorry, ay, ay, leave before you love me
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
7,981
Motionless In White-Masterpiece :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










All the stupid lies and the stupid games
Left a vacancy in this picture frame
A prisoner by my own hands
'Cause if I can't have me, then no one can
I need to heal what I inflict
But I'll burn that bridge when I get to it
As I play roulette with a broken gun
I confess these sins with a sharp and spiteful tongue

So how do I apologize
And put the tears back in your eyes
When every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece made of my mistakes?

Outlined in guilt, my portrait stares
In a gallery where the walls lie bare
As I modernize my antique ways
True colors can't escape the brush of fate

So how do I apologize
And put the tears back in your eyes
When every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece made of my mistakes?

Illustrate all my pain and set it all ablaze
Burn
And set it all ablaze

So how do I apologize
And put the tears back in your eyes
When every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece of my mistakes?
And in the light of my demise
I see my failures in your eyes
Every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece made of my mistakes
Written by: Jason Suecof, Chris Cerulli, Tim M Skold

Album: Scoring The End Of The World

Released: 2022

Lyrics provided by Musixmatch
 
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jackie_boy1337

Member
Nov 5, 2022
77
Slipknot. Lots and lots of Slipknot. And Rammstein. Electronic synth music like processor.
I used to listen to that shit 24/7.

Those bands actually used to help me feel a lot better about life in general until my medical issues made listening to music almost unbearable.

Now I spend all day curled up in a little ball of misery in bed with the TV blaring. Download 3 Rammstein Angst Video 1000x515
 
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Dead Ghost

Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
1,335
Sangtraït - Somnis entre boires


Sangtraït - El Vol De L'Home Ocell
 
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