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timechained

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
203
I have tried:
Plastic Bag
Drowning
Hypothermia
VSED
Exit Bag
Hanging


My next method is food grade nitrous oxide with regulator tube duct taped inside one corner of the oven bag which will be sealed around my neck. Eventually just pass out peacefully.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

Friends with 🧿Aera23🧿
Apr 10, 2025
469
I have tried:
modified nn (with sock, but skipped other 2 socks)

That's it.

If I retry, I'm doing the same thing but with the 2 socks too.
 
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Hangman.

Hangman.

New Member
May 22, 2025
4
I have tried:
Partial Suspension Hanging
Next method:
Full suspension hanging or drop hanging
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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My next method is food grade nitrous oxide with regulator tube duct taped inside one corner of the oven bag which will be sealed around my neck. Eventually just pass out peacefully.
Why not inert gas and scuba mask? You have to be able to exhale CO2 and not inhale it again. If you have access to N2O you probably also have access to N2 and other inert gases.
 
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polm

Student
May 3, 2025
102
Tried
Plastic bag 4 times
Partial suspension hanging many times

Next steps SN or VAD

I hope you find peace with your chosen method
 
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kagebunshin

Member
Dec 17, 2023
98
Tried: self-stabbing, also slit wrists too many times to count (damn movies making it look so easy).

Next time/last time: I have SN at home which is my safety net but I'm considering other more violent methods like stabbing my throat, severing carotid artery, etc. I just want to die of blood loss but I learned the hard way that survival risk is super high.
 
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Terrible_Life_99

Member
Jul 3, 2025
46
I have tried:
Plastic Bag
Drowning
Hypothermia
VSED
Exit Bag
Hanging


My next method is food grade nitrous oxide with regulator tube duct taped inside one corner of the oven bag which will be sealed around my neck. Eventually just pass out peacefully.
What went wrong with hanging?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,664
I haven't properly tried as after all I'm so cruelly denied the option to die painlessly in an guaranteed way, I find it horrific how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering and I always suffer so much from existing in this dreadful anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all I want is to cease existing painlessly, I just want to never suffer again, I just wish for peace from this dreadful, torturous existence that is so futile to me
 
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Faulende Fleisch

Faulende Fleisch

Delusional
Jan 23, 2024
3
I'm adamant on using my scuba gear with intert gas.
 
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timechained

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
203
Why not inert gas and scuba mask? You have to be able to exhale CO2 and not inhale it again. If you have access to N2O you probably also have access to N2 and other inert gases.
I thought that too but it doesn't seem to be the case with nitrous oxide.

N2/scuba mask is difficult for me to get all the necessary stuff.
What went wrong with hanging?
I tried partial for hours daily and for months and only passed out once for what I believe was a few seconds. My legs banging against the door and my arms flailing around brought me out of unconsciousness.

I have no where close to do a proper full hang. I have tried hanging by my neck with just my toes on a stool but the pain and choking on my tongue wasn't pleasant. It made me realise I didn't want to die in that way.

I gave up hanging as a method.
 
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wham311

Paragon
Mar 1, 2025
941
I've tried vsed and partial and almost died from CO2 poisoning. I've had a gun but couldn't do it

The next will be hypothermia most likely unintentionally. But I think I'm going to go from old age after the most miserable life that's ever been lived

I just want peace. I just want everyone to be happy. I just want this suffering to end but it won't until my last breath
 
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timechained

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
203
I've tried vsed and partial and almost died from CO2 poisoning. I've had a gun but couldn't do it

The next will be hypothermia most likely unintentionally. But I think I'm going to go from old age after the most miserable life that's ever been lived

I just want peace. I just want everyone to be happy. I just want this suffering to end but it won't until my last breath
I feel you.

It shouldn't be this difficult for us to leave this existence, when that's what we want.
 

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