What methods do you use to get your suicidal impulses going?

[CCH beast]

Really bad headaches...

Cluster headaches?

 

[Pauperpills]

Think about fucking up the chances given to me. I've fucked up so many times in my life and whenever I look back, it feels like I shouldn't have made it this far.

 

[orbroots]

acceptance of my fears. death is inevitable. i'm simply rushing the process, which is pretty on brand hehe. i'm not patient at all and that's alright.

 

[Rayzieka]

Well I suppose this happens when I purposefully say something vague and borderline upsetting to certain people knowing they're going to gloss over it as if I said nothing. But I try not to do that anymore since I don't want to upset people anymore and/or make things awkward.

 

[Moose.000]

I stop everything that gets me by for 48 hours. Deplete myself of all artificial chemicals (meds, supplements, nicotine, etc) and throw myself into full blown withdrawal. By the 3rd wake up my mind is in a very dark place and I have zero SI.

 

[the_final_countdown]

I don't have to do anything.

my physical body torments me.