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JamieJambo

Experienced
Apr 17, 2022
202
there will always be some initial terror, as with most methods, but if you're sedated as fuck, it sounds like it would be mostly just confusing and uncomfortabl
Partial hanging.
Do you know how to do partial hanging?

I don't I'm. It sure how to put enough pressure on my neck whilst also having me legs on the floor ready to push me back on my feet when it gets too much

If you have an idea please let me know I could use the tips
 
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MicropBaldCurrycel

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Dec 29, 2021
314
Once you're in the midst of both of these, there's no backing out, so they're pretty good options. I'm guessing you've read this... https://drowningsupportnetwork.wordpress.com/2019/05/31/what-happens-when-someone-drowns/

I'm pondering upon going out to sea in an inflatable dingy with a motor at night, then taking 100 benzos, 10 x 100mg oxys, 300ml morphine, lots of booze, then using a knife to pop the boat.
"According to forensic reports, adrenaline levels are an indicator of physical and emotional distress. For drowning victims, the adrenaline levels are at the same level as they would be if we were sleeping. Although there may be momentary distress and panic when someone realizes that he or she is in trouble in the water, evidently this is quickly replaced by a feeling of "euphoria" and "peace," according to pathologists and near drowning survivors. Loss of consciousness comes quickly and the transition into the death state is more than likely similar to falling asleep.



It takes less than 30-seconds for someone to drown. But panic is quickly replaced by what has been described as an amazing sense of peace and calm."

Just for those who dont want to click this is the most important part ^^^

Seems like a good way to go and i may now look into drowning .

Thanks for this.
 
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Bitterman1996

Bitterman1996

Student
May 20, 2020
169
I'm leaning towards drowning or hanging

I think both are grim as anything

But with limited resources that's my choice

Drowning sounds like after a while it's incredibly peaceful

Hanging sounds pretty harsh but has a good success rate

I would prefer something less violent but can't think of how
Probably SN. Drowning sounds like hell, but my imaginary suicide usually leans towards it, like getting knocked out and thrown to the sea and died without me ever realizing the pain.
 
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eternalflame

Experienced
Mar 30, 2022
256
Well about partial, i know about slipknot and kneeling. I can't compress my arteries by hand so i'm gonna try anyway.
 
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Conker

Conker

Specialist
Oct 22, 2019
351
Jumping from the tallest building, or a shotgun.
 
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brood

brood

It's how I live, not how long I live.
Sep 4, 2019
69
Full suspension hanging, one final step into oblivion. Everything is in place for when I decide that the time is right.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,570
SN or N what ever i get first
 
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Pain In The Ass

Pain In The Ass

Wizard
Feb 10, 2022
638
Thanks for this.
Do you know how to do partial hanging?

I don't I'm. It sure how to put enough pressure on my neck whilst also having me legs on the floor ready to push me back on my feet when it gets too much

If you have an idea please let me know I could use the tips
I wouldn't even attempt partial as I know I'd back-out, it would have to be full whilst sedated
 
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No Entertainment

No Entertainment

Life is a once-in-a-lifetime experience
Apr 25, 2022
55
I have SN so I'm leaning towards that.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
Hanging although I want to buy SN
 
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may13

Member
Apr 27, 2022
80
So this is how the character in my story plans to go out…

SN with everything recommended in Stan's guide/PPH secured and ready to go. Considering an "insurance" measure of partial suspension from a steel beam in the basement. So basically he would follow Stan's guide, and after drinking SN take a seat on a stool (1 of the 4 legs having been removed with the removed leg facing the front of his body) under the beam rigged with 1/4 inch lubricated cotton (low stretch) rope secured to the padded (don't want to fail from the rope breaking due to friction) steel beam. The rope set up uses 2 tensioning carabiners rated at 500lbs each and the rope itself is rated at 500 as well. The rig has been tested with 250 lbs, and he is significantly lighter than that. Say 175. He is 6' and, taking into account the 5% or so stretch in the rope, this should leave him suspended at approximately 4' from the floor, weight forward at jaw level and slip knot directly at the back of his neck. He is also planning on taping a 2" small "cornhole" bag along either side of his neck as his carotid sinuses can be difficult to compress (he can thus far only achieve blurred vision using only his hand).

So the plan would be to pregame the Meto, Benzos, and Tagamet in accordance with Stan's guide, ingest 25g of SN dissolved in water (and possibly apply an additional 10-15 grams dissolved in DMSO along his inner thighs and armpits). Take a seat on the stool, secure the rope, and wait for the SN to render him unconscious.

Given the removed leg on the stool, he SHOULD fall forward (for reasons indicated above) thereby compressing his carotid arteries and jugular veins.

Does this seem like overkill (no pun intended)?

Any chance of 1 of the 2 methods employed interfering with the efficacy of the other method?

I want this story to be scientifically accurate, and I want to end the book right the first time.

Definitely do NOT want to have write a second draft.
 
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thedaywillcome

thedaywillcome

I will leave soon
Apr 2, 2022
358
But you could also change your mind in this process. You can only go through with it, if you are 100% certain.
Anyway, this goes for all methods.
 
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ThePhoenix

ThePhoenix

Member
Apr 22, 2022
49
I'm leaning toward SN or N, I don't think I can hang myself or drown. And Jumping is too gruesome
 
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its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
I have SN and that's probably what I'll go with. I fantasize more about a gun. I'd prefer it. But I lost my rights to buy a gun and regret not buying one before that… could've gotten away with secretly keeping one I'd previously legally purchased. So I'm with SN. Got a good place to jump too but that one scares me, maybe too much to actually do. I don't know.

I fucking hate how much thought I put into this. I want to just fucking DO it but instead I just think about it 24/7 and get angry at myself for not acting on it.
 
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Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
540
Carbon monoxide for me, I don't want to ingest any sort of poison and it's one of the most accessible means to me. I'll be taking just enough medication alongside for its sedative effect.
 
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Fengshuiside

Fengshuiside

Dream of another way out <3
Apr 21, 2022
78
Originally I wanted to hang myself, but I'm afraid to do it because there are many things that can fuck up badly. You can be found, afaik it's only the minority that manage to snap their necks so that it's quick and pretty painless, and if you mess up you can be hanging there for 10s of minutes or hours and survive with brain damage if you're found etc.

Thus, like some others here, I decided I would go with drugging myself with large amount of opioids, benzos, booze and maybe ketamine and tying up my feet/hands and tying weights to my neck and drowning myself at a lake at night. I'm not exactly stoked about ending it this way, but I have no other good and certain options in my situation.
 
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rats

the time has come
Dec 21, 2021
9
I'm leaning towards exit bag, drowning, od, and bleeding out.
I would prefer SN or N though, but I can't get my hands on that
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,200
went from hanging, inert gas, SN and now N. It seems to change every year :))
 
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Talvikki

Talvikki

Elementalist
Nov 18, 2021
843
Went from hanging, drowning, SA, SN and now N.
 
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Rat_505

Rat_505

I'm tired of life
Apr 28, 2022
3
Боюсь болезненных методов. Я не хочу, чтобы мое тело страдало. Я хочу принять таблетку или коктейль или вдохнуть что-нибудь, чтобы уйти быстро и безболезненно. :nomouth:
 
CasperGhost

CasperGhost

Everything is totally fine 👻
Apr 19, 2022
12
Sn because it seems the least painful out of all the options available to me. If I didn't have access to sn; I'd get drunk to try to alleviate my si from kicking in and partial hang. Both of those are my plan A and plan B until I'm able to purchase a firearm. My dad ctb via firearm.
 
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suicidoll

suicidoll

still here! lurker
Apr 28, 2022
13
SN if I can get some on my hands. Otherwise I'm considering jumping, but I'm struggling to find a deserted place where there will be less people to see me.
 
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Justnotme

Justnotme

I want to hang myself
Mar 7, 2022
633
Вам нужно как минимум 600 литров - это 22 куба - вся информация есть в мегатреде выходного мешка - 15 литров в минуту Поток азота - это минимум - Гринберг является экспертом в этом потоке - от 2000 до 2200 фунтов на квадратный дюйм - это то, что показания баллона при включении - Все соединения должны быть прочными - Проверить герметичность и чистоту легко, достаточно только собственного оксиметра, число кислорода должно рухнуть с 98 до 45 всего после 5 вдохов из наполненного мешка - Более того , и вскоре вы просто мирно отключитесь, позволяя азоту делать свою работу

You need 600 liters at least--That's 22 cuft--Exit bag megathread has all the info--15 liters per minute Nitrogen Flow is the minimum--Greenberg is the expert on that thread---2000 to 2200 PSI is what the tank reads when you turn it on--All connections must be strong--Testing for leaks and purity is easy, just your own Oximeter, Oxygen number should collapse from 98 to 45 after just 5 breaths from the filled bag--More than that, and you soon just pass out peacefully, letting the Nitrogen do its work
I don't quite understand... You say you can check the purity of nitrogen with an oximeter by inhaling nitrogen and expecting to lose consciousness after 5 breaths. But can this option be considered an adequate test? After all, the purity of nitrogen can be bad when checked, and a person will feel severe pain in the lungs, for example, or painful convulsions will begin while still conscious, but a person will not be able to do anything. Is this possible? And what should be the purity of nitrogen, please tell me? How many decimal places should there be, I still didn't understand? ((let's say 99.99% nitrogen is suitable or is it not enough? 99.999% or anything up to 99.9994% won't do? (99.9994% is already harder to get, I think, since it is even written that it is used in medicine, in laboratory research)
 
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lifeisbutadream

Elementalist
Oct 4, 2018
800
N capsules AND power in water (no emetic) + 12 gu. shotgun w 3" 00 buckshot in mouth.
 
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dihgdsoigd

Member
Apr 28, 2022
21
Hello. Can someone PM me a way to buy SN? I am in the US.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,850
I don't quite understand... You say you can check the purity of nitrogen with an oximeter by inhaling nitrogen and expecting to lose consciousness after 5 breaths. But can this option be considered an adequate test? After all, the purity of nitrogen can be bad when checked, and a person will feel severe pain in the lungs, for example, or painful convulsions will begin while still conscious, but a person will not be able to do anything. Is this possible? And what should be the purity of nitrogen, please tell me? How many decimal places should there be, I still didn't understand? ((let's say 99.99% nitrogen is suitable or is it not enough? 99.999% or anything up to 99.9994% won't do? (99.9994% is already harder to get, I think, since it is even written that it is used in medicine, in laboratory research)
Doesn't matter--99%.0 is still adequate(as per the mega thread inert gases)--The oximeter test is not a real test for purity but it doesn't matter, all Nitrogen is sold at like 99.99% purity, you can Google it---Oximeter 'test' is just an experiment on myself--My Oxygen dropping from 98 to 45 in a few breaths sounds pretty potentially lethal to me
 
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