What method are you leaning towards?

[JamieJambo]

I'm leaning towards drowning or hanging

I think both are grim as anything

But with limited resources that's my choice

Drowning sounds like after a while it's incredibly peaceful

Hanging sounds pretty harsh but has a good success rate

I would prefer something less violent but can't think of how

 

[FuneralCry]

I also have limited access to methods and drowning and hanging are my only two options. I do believe that I will eventually have to go for hanging when I get very desperate, drowning sounds so horrible. We all deserve to exit peacefully, no one should have to resort to painful methods. I want the option of euthanasia. The fear of failure is what holds me back from ctb and I read about hanging and it sounds difficult because of the survival instinct.
I hope you find relief from suffering in whatever you decide to do.

 

[Jred]

I was looking into fentanyl to OD. Figured it would be easy, since I don't do any drugs or drink alcohol as it is. But I'm painfully asocial, I have no idea where I'd get it from.
I can get SN though, so right now that's the one.

 

[Nyktalgia]

Hanging or SN. Or jumping as a last resort. These are the only options available to me.

 

[Siterfau]

I have SN now, so that's the one I'm leaning towards. If I didn't have that though (which was the case up until the last few weeks), hanging would be my (only) option.

 

[JamieJambo]

I have SN now, so that's the one I'm leaning towards. If I didn't have that though (which was the case up until the last few weeks), I probably would've hung myself.

How did you source SN?

 

[Siterfau]

I live in a developing country, and such things aren't monitored as closely yet as they are in other places. In my case, I was literally able to find a chemicals manufacturer on Facebook that can have SN be delivered to my doorstep.

 

[JamieJambo]

Wow

 

[Wantogonow]

I wanted to OD but after signing here and reading about it I realised it's harder to do than they make out on TV. Been thinking about partial hanging but not sure I would be able to do it right so really like the idea of doing SN but its proving hard to buy

 

[LifeHasNoOptIn]

Given enough time and resource, would like to go with inert gas as it seems the closest to peaceful/euphoric as well as legal. Obviously, N would be preferred but the legality and availability issue likely have it out of reach for me. I do fortunately have both SN and multiple firearms if I am forced to act in a pinch.

I'm very sorry for those who are limited to methods such as drowning/hanging. Of the two I would probably opt for hanging as it seems less scary to me than drowning and always a chance you could get the carotid cutoff to work so might even be relatively quick and painless.

 

[loststar]

The eb would be my prefered but trying to od is looking most likely with the resources i have at hand

 

[thedaywillcome]

I'm leaning towards drowning or hanging

I think both are grim as anything

But with limited resources that's my choice

Drowning sounds like after a while it's incredibly peaceful

Hanging sounds pretty harsh but has a good success rate

I would prefer something less violent but can't think of how

Hanging, this life will be ended with violence.

 

[JinnDX]

I have read about a method, that I like a lot. Unfortunately it does not seem applicable for young people.

Basically the method is to stop eating and drinking. I don't know if there is an english name for that.

Hunger will stop by itself. Thrist can be controlled by keeping your mouth wet. With ice, lemon, whatever. Just keep your fluids <50ml / day.

Takes about 1-3 weeks to die. You will die by kidney failure which seems to be very peacefull. You get more and more tired. Then while you sleep, your heart will stop.

 

[JamieJambo]

I wanted to OD but after signing here and reading about it I realised it's harder to do than they make out on TV. Been thinking about partial hanging but not sure I would be able to do it right so really like the idea of doing SN but its proving hard to buy

I'm in a similar boat

 

[fatefulstillness]

Hanging doesn't sound bad to me, I just need to make sure I'm not found.

 

[JamieJambo]

I have read about a method, that I like a lot. Unfortunately it does not seem applicable for young people.

Basically the method is to stop eating and drinking. I don't know if there is an english name for that.

Hunger will stop by itself. Thrist can be controlled by keeping your mouth wet. With ice, lemon, whatever. Just keep your fluids <50ml / day.

Takes about 1-3 weeks to die. You will die by kidney failure which seems to be very peacefull. You get more and more tired. Then while you sleep, your heart will stop.

Slow though

 

[JinnDX]

But you could also change your mind in this process. You can only go through with it, if you are 100% certain.

 

[JamieJambo]

But you could also change your mind in this process. You can only go through with it, if you are 100% certain.

Also I would wonder if you were hospitalized would they put you on a drip

Wasting all the effort you put in?

 

[WorthlessTrash]

SN since that is the most accessible, yet peaceful.

 

[Samsal112]

Drowning is my intended method. I realize that struggling to breathe is painful and 3-5 minutes of this is going to feel longer when I can't breathe. BUT, drowning is not bloody or gruesome. Also, it is a no brainer for someone like me who is afraid of messing up my method. Anyone can drown. I think I might take 15 to 30 Ambien to help fall asleep and be incoherent and then drown in a pool. I was thinking that if I can't get a full sized pool, there are now inflatable ones with enough water to submerge in. I have read on here that people are scared that after passing out in a bathtub or small pool, that they will resurface to the top, but I don't know if that is something to worry about. From what I read, once you pass out, you're dead. I guess another way to ensure death would be to lay face down in the water versus on back.

 

[Wantogonow]

I have read about a method, that I like a lot. Unfortunately it does not seem applicable for young people.

Basically the method is to stop eating and drinking. I don't know if there is an english name for that.

Hunger will stop by itself. Thrist can be controlled by keeping your mouth wet. With ice, lemon, whatever. Just keep your fluids <50ml / day.

Takes about 1-3 weeks to die. You will die by kidney failure which seems to be very peacefull. You get more and more tired. Then while you sleep, your heart will stop.

It's sounds a nice way to go but it's hard to do if you are young and relatively healthy the body just keeps going. I stopped eating 3 weeks ago

 

[JinnDX]

Depends

Also I would wonder if you were hospitalized would they put you on a drip

Wasting all the effort you put in?

Depends on your country. In Germany you can refuse any artificial feeding. Noone can force you to eat/drink.

But it's fine if that method does not work for you. I understand that this is a very personal matter.

 

[rationaltake]

I have read about a method, that I like a lot. Unfortunately it does not seem applicable for young people.

Basically the method is to stop eating and drinking. I don't know if there is an english name for that.

Hunger will stop by itself. Thrist can be controlled by keeping your mouth wet. With ice, lemon, whatever. Just keep your fluids <50ml / day.

Takes about 1-3 weeks to die. You will die by kidney failure which seems to be very peacefull. You get more and more tired. Then while you sleep, your heart will stop.

Maybe research it a bit more. It may not be that peaceful.

 

[zhhz99]

I've decided to ctb soon and at first I was sold on charcoal briquette-burning, but after doing more research, I'm definitely going to give SN a try.

I already placed an online order, so now it's just a waiting game for when/if it arrives. Luckily, I already have a propranolol prescription and with my background in healthcare, I am confident I can get the right antiemetic prescribed.

 

[JinnDX]

Maybe research it a bit more. It may not be that peaceful.

Can you give me some hints please?

It's sounds a nice way to go but it's hard to do if you are young and relatively healthy the body just keeps going. I stopped eating 3 weeks ago

Well without eating it can take a long time I suppose.

 

[JamieJambo]

Drowning is my intended method. I realize that struggling to breathe is painful and 3-5 minutes of this is going to feel longer when I can't breathe. BUT, drowning is not bloody or gruesome. Also, it is a no brainer for someone like me who is afraid of messing up my method. Anyone can drown. I think I might take 15 to 30 Ambien to help fall asleep and be incoherent and then drown in a pool. I was thinking that if I can't get a full sized pool, there are now inflatable ones with enough water to submerge in. I have read on here that people are scared that after passing out in a bathtub or small pool, that they will resurface to the top, but I don't know if that is something to worry about. From what I read, once you pass out, you're dead. I guess another way to ensure death would be to lay face down in the water versus on back.

I was thinking of drowning too... maybe get a cinder block tie some rope around it and drop the block into the sea and jump in

I was thinking of drowning too... maybe get a cinder block tie some rope around it and drop the block into the sea and jump in

How were you thinking of it?

 

[BrokenLine]

As of now hanging, but got caught by someone in my stair setting my stuff up so put a pause on that.

 

[Wizard999666]

Jumping (from a high bridge into water, because falling on the pavement scares me too much). I'd love to do this whole SN thing but it seems almost too good to be true.

 

[rationaltake]

Can you give me some hints please?

I'm really no expert but it's been discussed on here a fair bit. It's called VSED. Voluntarily stopping eating and drinking.

As I understand it terminally ill or elderly people do it under medical supervision and are sometimes put under sedation throughout the process.

People say it can be horrible. I haven't done it so I can't say.

The PPeH doesn't mention it at all.

I was considering it but changed my mind.

 

[hankbank3928]

I'll be doing N.