everything kinda lost it's meaning for me, even things like food, while I of course like tasty things, ultimately idrc if it tastes good or not, tasty things are nice, but they don't make me happy, and I feel that applies to most things now, there are lots of nice little things, but none of them can make me happy or make me feel anything.
well except yuri.
Yuri is the one thing that actually makes me feel something, that warms my heart, something I feel happy about.
Yuri manga, yuri novels, yuri images, anything yuri is happiness