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- Nov 7, 2025
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Genuinely just curious what you guys would consider being suicidal.
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The whole thing really is absurd. And yes, through whatever forces or brain chemistry, some people just happen to enjoy it and succeed while others don't. I don't think we're really in control.I realized that nothing makes sense about being alive; it's just a journey that some were lucky enough to enjoy, and that even death can feel better and calmer, peaceful and transcendent, but most people simply live because they're content with the crap they've been dealt.
having thoughts of committing suicide that reoccursGenuinely just curious what you guys would consider being suicidal.
ThisFor me it is wanting to permanently cease existing and all I want is to be free from this dreadful, torturous and futile existence and never suffer again, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I just want peace from all the suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence is the problem and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily with no limit as to how much one can be tortured just to die in agony from old age.