Dliena
𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
- Dec 22, 2023
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Numerous stuff like family, pets SI and just waiting for the right time whenever that might be. Hope I can muster the courage to get it over with in my mid to late 20s.
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I want to make it to 27.
And I hate the idea of a mortician molesting my dead body.
Same for me! I feel youFear of a failed attempt and ending up as a vegetable
Not stuck just happen to be herejust curious as to what u personally struggle w the most abt this whole thing. what's keeping u stuck here?
for me it's getting past that good ole primal self preservation instinct. neither a gun nor pills are an option for me, so i've literally been on the edge many times, & i just can't get over it. not a fan, lmao.
Yes may those who banned SN in America rot in nursing homes old demented in pain wishing for a way out but there are no methodsI bought sodium nitrite 3 times, and all 3 times I lost to my survival instinct and threw it away thinking life would get better. I'm dumb enough to make this mistake THREE times. Life did not in fact get better, I'm still slowly declining into an inevitable ending where I'll be forced to kill myself out of necessity because my parents will eventually die to prevent myself from living as a homeless beggar. Good job banning sodium nitrite, America, may the people who contributed to this ban rot in hell!