What keeps you from going through with it? (Aside from people)

[LastBusHome]

Funny enough, procrastination. Every time the urge wells up I just kind of push it off until later because I've just been too tired to even go through with it lmao.

 

[Livingvsdying25]

I dunno anymore. Rn im living pretty fucking comfortably but none of it is because of me. So that bothers me a lot even though im supposed to just be "grateful" for and don't get me wrong I am but... It's depressing.


I think I'm around rn bc things are relatively comfortable and dying is hard to fully go through.