Story what keeps you from doing it?

[rdelia_]

At first, I was always searching for my purpose in life, I felt everything was empty and meaningless, but now everything is different. I feel something new and a new feeling that I have never felt before.

I am very interested in Finland and i think, maybe I can enter a public university there. Although it is difficult, but it keeps me alive. Honestly, this is the first time I feel so excited, or even imagine myself in the future, somehow with this new dream, I can think about starting a new life there, continuing my life and achieving success there. it feels refreshing to finally have the motivation to get up and go to school.

Don't give up and find your purpose in life too, I'm sure you can. I just want to go to Finland before I die, at most after being in Finland I will commit suicide there, who knows? Hehehe. Suomi!

 

[swankysoup]

What made you interested in Finland? Are you planning to go there soon?

 

[rdelia_]

Actually, since I was little, I've really liked Finland. I love history. When I learned about the Continuation war, I became interested. I really want to live in Finland. I also love the culture. Not only that, I love the forests and rivers. Wish me the best and wish me luck that I can go there in the next 4 years!

 

[Dissolving Figment]

Another finnaboo! I wanted to learn the language at some point but it was just so complicated. I hope you can visit soon!

 

[rdelia_]

Another finnaboo! I wanted to learn the language at some point but it was just so complicated. I hope you can visit soon!

yeaahh. the languange is too complicated. i dont get anything from learning it. but im sure you can, and thank you, i hope so too!

 

[狐狐狐]

Mostly purpose/loyalty. I know the folks who surround me would be far more hurt by my death. I'm mostly afraid someone would follow in my footsteps.

Aside from that, I'm just hoping for a better future. I've gotten this far for something, I just don't know, why yet.

 

[Red.one]

I don't have a purpose. What's keeping me alive rn is my pet cat Frania and the "trip of the lifetime" to Georgia. I'm going go along the Russian border on a horse for a week. I put all of my money in it. I really don't care what happens next.

 

[Pluto]