Venting What I’ve been waiting for, happened!

[Lambybahhhhhh]

Though it hurts deeply, something happened to trigger me enough for ctb :) I've been waiting for this so I can't not be grateful I guess. I hate that I have to wait longer for it to be midnight, as my method is hanging and I don't want my dad interrupting. I implied to my boyfriend about my suicidal thoughts and he said "Do whatever you want, I don't want to deal with this I rather watch tiktok." I really hope its enough to push me, living is not an option for me. I really need to be gone.

 

[loneloser]

I hope you find peace in what you choose.

 

[ma0]

I hope you can find the peace and happiness you're looking for.