
Dangerdonkey333
Crann Bethadh
- Nov 19, 2023
- 60
A lot of past trauma, to put it bluntly. Finding it very hard to get over. Sometimes it just comes bubbling to the surface causing emotional crashes. On top of not really doing anything with my life.
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mainly there's just a lot of emotions and memories i deal with on a daily basis. constant loop of anxiety and dread and sadness. a lot to handle and it hurts. i don't want to feel it anymore. :/For me it's having no future that's nearly satisfying. Just more boredom, emptiness and dissatisfaction.
We sound so much alike. That's exactly where I am with my life. All the years I've been alive, I've just been trying to escape.A lot of past trauma, to put it bluntly. Finding it very hard to get over. Sometimes it just comes bubbling to the surface causing emotional crashes. On top of not really doing anything with my life.
Почему ты не уедешь? Сейчас есть не мало возможностей получить например политическое убежище в Европе или Америке или же просто поехать в какую нибудь страну СНГ вроде Казахстана или Киргизии и начать там жизнь заново. Многие мои знакомые из Москвы бежали в другие страны. Для этого не обязательно иметь много денег - однажды я уехала в Россию и у меня была только пара сотен долларов - я нашла работу в Москве и проработала там больше 5 лет. На самом деле с большой теплотой вспоминаю своих коллег, работодателя и друзей в Москве. К сожалению сейчас я не могу поехать туда потому что большинство состоятельных мужчин уехало а я работала в сфере эскорта.I hate myself, I hate my state (Fucking Russia) and I hate the people around me who are zombified by propaganda about the fucking patriotism of the "Great Fatherland".
I'm sick of the people around me. I'm sick of this system and the stupidity of people. I'm sick of myself because I'm a fucking coward who doesn't do anything to change anything.
everything was going great then my life just sort of fell apart in the matter of weeks. at the beginning of the summer he ended up having a heart issue. I wasn't there but from what I know he was just walking or something when he collapsed. they tried to save him but it was too late and after being in a coma for a few days they took him off life supported and he died.what happened?