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wait-for-the-bus

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Dec 14, 2021
69
What is your preferred method? What is the attraction?

Mine is full suspended hanging followed by a partial suspended method, or some combination.

I wish I could describe why they attract me but it is so much like a magnet that draws me to the methiod. When I think about suicide or dream about it, I always see myself dead and hanging very still with a rope around my neck.

And if I do anything that is a little bit of test, for example, with some new rope I bought for my future CTP, I almost skipped the test and wrapped it around the overhead beams in the basement to CTB right then and there.

It was a struggle to tell myself it wasn't the right time.

SO what is your preferred method and what is the attraction?
 
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Lifeless mindset

Lifeless mindset

See you on the other side
Oct 20, 2020
308
I don't know what it is about jumping but I just find it to be beautiful. If I had a tall enough building with easy access, that would 100% be my method.
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
Full suspension hanging, most likely combined with some sort of suffocation like duct tape. Going for lethality, not comfort. The only reason is the practicality. Besides gunshot it's the quickest way to die. That's it.

However my dream method would be to somehow pass out in the ocean and go down with the beautiful little fish 🐠🐠
 
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SickSadSlave

Member
Dec 18, 2021
26
Honestly don't know yet. But I know it's not gonna be SN or N. Something peaceful where I'd be asleep or unconscious when it happens. I just don't have the money for the 2 previously mentioned.
 
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Johnjohn1

Student
Nov 7, 2020
194
How quickly do you pass out after two bottles of N. I am fairly thin as 6 foot 2 178 lb. Are you unconscious in a few minutes? And how long does it take to actually pass away on average? Thank you for any feedback!
 
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Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
firearm. Attractions are: privacy, speed, success rate
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,314
My preferred method would be N, but the society denies us that option and expects us to suffer for decades. A peaceful death is what I want and it is what I deserve. However hanging will likely be my method as it is the most accessible one for me.
 
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Britvik

Britvik

Pro-choice
Mar 1, 2022
143
Inert gas and Exit bag because it's not too difficult to obtain and it's peaceful and reliable, if everything is done correctly.

N is my second choice because it's difficult to get. But, it's also peaceful and reliable, if it's the genuine product.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
Full suspension makes sense because it is very reliable if you have a place where no one will hear you if you make noise, such as empty house. Since I don't have this Sn is a first choice because it is also reliable and one key thing is that if it fails you may be able to ride it out at home and no one needs to know. Certain locations for jumping would be a first choice if I had access to them but I don't.
 
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Experienced
Mar 5, 2022
226
Definitely SN. I want to drink it down, lay back in bed, and listen to my favorite music while I disappear from the world. Would be relaxing.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
Definitely SN. I want to drink it down, lay back in bed, and listen to my favorite music while I disappear from the world. Would be relaxing.
Hopefully it will be relaxing, but posts from some recent attempts show that often there are various issues that make it stressful- nausea, headache, heart racing, possible vomiting, etc. In some cases it goes peacefully, based on some observed cases for Stan's Guide, and based on some people who posted as they left, but for many it does not. Being closer to Stan's protocol helps, but this is not a guarantee- some people have posted about failing even when they follow the guide exactly. I am hoping it will be less stressful than full suspension, but who knows for sure. One good thing about this method is that if it fails it seems that usually people are not damaged by the attempt.
 
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Experienced
Mar 5, 2022
226
Hopefully it will be relaxing, but posts from some recent attempts show that often there are various issues that make it stressful- nausea, headache, heart racing, possible vomiting, etc. In some cases it goes peacefully, based on some observed cases for Stan's Guide, and based on some people who posted as they left, but for many it does not. Being closer to Stan's protocol helps, but this is not a guarantee- some people have posted about failing even when they follow the guide exactly. I am hoping it will be less stressful than full suspension, but who knows for sure.
I'm someone who constantly feels sick anyway, so I don't even see any of that as stressful anymore lol but yeah! Who knows?
 
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notaboutangels

Member
Feb 26, 2022
55
Probably SN. N would be the dream but I probably won't. I would rather ingest something. If I couldn't do that then I would take a nice trip and jump from a bridge.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
firearm. Attractions are: privacy, speed, success rate
Just be really careful if you use this method- people who survive this have terrible outcomes- a fair number of people who have survived this method have posted videos about this on youtube, and they are scary.
 
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OnTheCountOf3

Member
Mar 15, 2022
5
I thought long and hard about nearly every option to ctb, but I've always came back to the idea of drowning. I would never be able to hang myself, or ingest somthing because I know it will come right back up. Plus I never learned how to swim so once I take the plunge there is literally no coming back. Every way out has at least a bit of discomfort associated with it. In this case I'm certain I can handle my lungs burning for 20 seconds max. Just think of it like taking a huge rip off a bong… with your eyes closed.
 
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WiltedSoul

Member
Feb 21, 2022
45
Suffocation with duct tape or whatever I have around the house.

It attracts me because once, when I was very desperate, I tried to suffocate myself with a sofa cushion and it was the closest I had ever come to success; I either became unconscious or I was hallucinating (both?) and this was without anything to restrain my hands, feet .etc. It was also the least painful thing I ever tried.
 
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symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
I'm not sure yet. Violent means (guns, jumping, vehicular collisions, etc) seem relatively fast, painless, and certain, but I don't have the stomach for it. I have massive fears surrounding any type of poisoning. N does sound pretty nice but the price would be a barrier and even if D is a reputable seller, it still feels sketchy to me. SN's another option there, and maybe a decent option, but it still scares me.

So I guess that leaves some form of suffocation... From what I've read, the blood choke "night-night" method and shallow-water drowning method sound relatively painless but hard to get right, which probably leaves some form of hanging... really not ideal in the slightest, but it may be the best I can hope for.
 
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Niirvana

Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
I'm someone who constantly feels sick anyway, so I don't even see any of that as stressful anymore lol but yeah! Who knows?
I feel those symptoms normally, feeling them a little more is not so serious in exchange for my complete freedom and rest, it makes it worth it