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wait-for-the-bus
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- Dec 14, 2021
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What is your preferred method? What is the attraction?
Mine is full suspended hanging followed by a partial suspended method, or some combination.
I wish I could describe why they attract me but it is so much like a magnet that draws me to the methiod. When I think about suicide or dream about it, I always see myself dead and hanging very still with a rope around my neck.
And if I do anything that is a little bit of test, for example, with some new rope I bought for my future CTP, I almost skipped the test and wrapped it around the overhead beams in the basement to CTB right then and there.
It was a struggle to tell myself it wasn't the right time.
SO what is your preferred method and what is the attraction?
Mine is full suspended hanging followed by a partial suspended method, or some combination.
I wish I could describe why they attract me but it is so much like a magnet that draws me to the methiod. When I think about suicide or dream about it, I always see myself dead and hanging very still with a rope around my neck.
And if I do anything that is a little bit of test, for example, with some new rope I bought for my future CTP, I almost skipped the test and wrapped it around the overhead beams in the basement to CTB right then and there.
It was a struggle to tell myself it wasn't the right time.
SO what is your preferred method and what is the attraction?