What is your method to ctb (realistically)

  • N

  • SN

  • Firearm

  • Partial hanging

  • Full suspension hanging

  • Carbon monoxide

  • Jumping

  • Exit bag/ Inert gas

  • Train

  • Opioid


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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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If your method is not mentioned, write it in the comment section.
 
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JOkE2109

JOkE2109

Student
Dec 18, 2023
102
Full Suspension as my main method, Partial and Shallow Water Blackout as my backup.
 
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NaNO2_is_the_answer

Member
Oct 18, 2023
49
Full susp and SN currently again
If I'm still alive in summer, I'll consider shallow water blackout
 
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Runa

Runa

Member
Jan 15, 2024
22
SN would be my preferred method, but I have no idea how to get it here. It looks like my only option is jumping off a cliff. I'm just so scared I'll somehow survive and end up paralyzed from the neck down.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,630
SN would be my preferred method, but I have no idea how to get it here. It looks like my only option is jumping off a cliff. I'm just so scared I'll somehow survive and end up paralyzed from the neck down.
SN would have been my prefered method too, If only I could get it.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Most likely CO, if I can acquire N I would use N. I doubt any other methods would suit me.
 
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Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

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Dec 12, 2023
858
Inert gas. Hopefully peaceful and painless.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,129
The fact that methods are either inaccessible or risky is why I feel so trapped here. It's a privilege if one can access a reliable method they feel confident in, in the first place.
 
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Catch-22

Catch-22

But in the end it doesn't even matter...😢
Aug 19, 2019
234
Preferably OD but I have to figure out if I have a combination of this. Back up method not to be stated
 
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AvoidingMyself

AvoidingMyself

AvPD
Jul 7, 2023
16
Night-Night and full suspension as my backup plan
 
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TimetoGo!

TimetoGo!

Mage
Aug 30, 2022
589
Drowning heavily sedated 🙏
 
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imdepressed999

imdepressed999

Member
Jan 12, 2024
91
Fent is my method, I am confortable with it because i OD off fent and it was pure bliss, but was sadly saved. NOT THIS TIME
 
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MeaningDork

MeaningDork

If there's a will, there's a way.
Jan 14, 2024
63
SN would be my preferred method, but I have no idea how to get it here. It looks like my only option is jumping off a cliff. I'm just so scared I'll somehow survive and end up paralyzed from the neck down.
Going head first is a good way to mitigate that if you have the courage to fall backwards.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

?/?/2024
Apr 25, 2023
947
SN will be my method, it's the only one i can do or access.
 
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Aim

Aim

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Sep 12, 2023
945
My first choice of method was originally gunshot. But couldnt go trough wIth it. So then i quickly changed to SN. But it has and still are a waiting game to get all the supplements in order, besides i need to travel to get it. Every freaking time, i plan on doing it. Something fucks it up. I am giving SN one more month, and if things still doesnt work out in my favour. I think i have to switch methods. I cant hide the fact that i struggel with SI. And that less violent methods is absolutly the way for me to be able to go trough with it.
 
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caninecomposer

caninecomposer

Unappreciated artist
Dec 18, 2023
142
I wanted to use SN (but can't get it), but I'm lucky enough to afford everything I need for the inert gas method, and live alone so I won't have anybody to stop me, so I'm going with that now.
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
394
Jumping Beachy Head cliffs in the uk
 
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Runa

Runa

Member
Jan 15, 2024
22
Going head first is a good way to mitigate that if you have the courage to fall backwards.
Yeah, I thought about that. Perhaps it'll be easier not being able to see the ground too...
Jumping Beachy Head cliffs in the uk
I live very close to them. I hope I can find the courage to jump. Every time I visit it's always very hard for me to even get close to the edge
 
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Nortu

Nortu

Longing for an ending
Apr 7, 2023
88
Currently Main method I'm going for is having some dried wolfsbane roots in a little meal. If thats not enough to do the work then I have full suspension as a backup plan
 
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bluebird16

Student
Feb 27, 2023
151
Drowning. Everything else is inaccessible to me.
 
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bloodystarzklt

bloodystarzklt

may you never forget me.
Jan 10, 2024
121
xanax OD
 
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The Schizoid

The Schizoid

Specialist
Oct 24, 2023
306
The fact that methods are either inaccessible or risky is why I feel so trapped here. It's a privilege if one can access a reliable method they feel confident in, in the first place.
I don't believe you actually want to tbh.
 
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Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

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Dec 12, 2023
858
Psychogenic death.


The . mind . is . everything

But this would aid that process too:

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Psychogenic death? And how does that work in practice? Methinks the gun might be the quicker option for you!😆

luckyyyy. that's my dream way :') i also hope it'll be peaceful & painless for u<3
Your dream way? I saw elsewhere that you plan a different method, why not inert gas if it's your 'dream way'?
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
771
Your dream way? I saw elsewhere that you plan a different method, why not inert gas if it's your 'dream way'?
just too expensive :// i have $20 to my name, & i refuse to get a job again & go back into society to save for it.
 
Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

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Dec 12, 2023
858
Well that is new here. And an interesting one 🤔
Yeah, I'd never heard of it before either. Apparently it's also called give-up-itis(GUI). But it's not considered suicide.

I would have thought a lot of us here have give-up-itis!😆

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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,630
Yeah, I'd never heard of it before either. Apparently it's also called give-up-itis(GUI). But it's not considered suicide.

I would have thought a lot of us here have give-up-itis!😆

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The things people invent to cease existing! You would be right, a lot of us here suffer from 'give-up-itis'. Now I want the psychogenic death!

If only it was as simple as willing our selves to die....
 

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