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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
I feel like a hag because my husband made it clear I cannot ever be fucked again.
 
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deadgirlahsatan

deadgirlahsatan

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
373
Mentally 17 but physically 90 ;-; ;-; ;-;
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
Mentally 17 but physically 90 ;-; ;-; ;-;
Exactly the same here even a couple years ago my 80 year old grandpa had better health than me properly still do, he worked out 3 times a week and could eat normally I can´t do either because of a back injury in the middle of my spine and a throat problem and as I mentioned mentally I am in many ways still 16-17 I even wear my streetwear sweatpants from I was 17 right now.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I know the mental age of most of the chicks I involve myself with is lower than I expected. I try not to place myself in these trappings though.
 
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Marauder

why keep existing when you´re no living?
Sep 9, 2020
97
I am 24 but emotionaly like 15
 
Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,565
I'm 18 but I feel older, not in a way that I can properly go to a job or do "adult stuff" but because I'm just so drained of life. Since I was a teenager it started going downhill. I was always pretty independent. I'm mentally the kind of adult that think that they can't have fun because they're an adult-you know, not silly at all, mostly serious and boring boring BORING. I'm so boring. And I've always been like that, not excited from little things, if something good happens it's meh but if something bad happens my world is crushed. Sick of work, people... tired, bags under eyes, briefcase stereotypical adult. Except I'm 18 and I should be enjoying life, doing drugs, going to parties and have sex or whatever

but on the other hand I also have anxiety so when it comes to making appointments with my psychiatrist/dentist I ask my mom to do it. And because of it I'm like a kid that moved into a new town, scared to do anything, hiding behind it's mom. So idk, I'm old and young lol but both are negative
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,128
I'm 42. physically I feel 80. Emotionally there are moments when I still feel like the kid in school who was bullied constantly. The body never forgets past trauma. it will continue to operate under the same conditions which haunted us from before.
 
Kramer

Kramer

Nervous wreck
Oct 27, 2020
1,398
It varies. Sometimes I feel 5 on an emotional level because of trauma,
 
xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,135
My real age is 23, in some aspects of my life I feel like mentally I am way older than that just from all the shit I've gone through from such a young age, I spent most of my teenage years in hospital for Anorexia so I missed out on all the things teenagers get to do so in recent years I've become pretty wild and reckless which I feel is like me making up for those years I missed out on. So yeah in that way it's like I'm reverting back to my teen years in terms of my behavior, but as I said, I also feel like I'm way more emotionally mature than my actual age because of all the stuff I had to go through
 
Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
I feel mentally older than I am. Not quite sure how old but maybe somewhere in my 40's or 50's. That's not to say that I couldn't use more maturing
 
Eternal Pessimist

Eternal Pessimist

Student
Oct 16, 2019
180
I was probably at my most mature at around 19, just before I got depressed. Since then I've regressed and sometimes I honestly feel like I'm back in my early teens and around 12 years old.
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
√(−1)
I suck at math but a quick google showed this?
"The square root of minus one √(−1) is the "unit" Imaginary Number, the equivalent of 1 for Real Numbers. In mathematics the symbol for (−1) is i for imaginary."
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
214
15, not being sarcastic, forever 15 :I-_-
 
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Deleted member 19276

Wizard
Jun 28, 2020
682
In accordance with his physical age, at least what was written on my hospital discharge report. :notsure:
 
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HenryHobkins

Student
Nov 5, 2020
115
I feel like my mental age is 17, Im 20 and I dont know nowhere near enough about basic things as i should.
 
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Bauhaus

Bauhaus

Specialist
Jan 18, 2020
388
mentally: 49
emotionally: 9
physical: 69
 
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netrezven

Mage
Dec 13, 2018
515
i'm like 15's, 20's, 30's, 60's and sometimes i'm like 200 years old in my head. At least those are the ones i have some idea about.
 
CyanideSoup

CyanideSoup

Memento mori
Oct 1, 2019
463
I feel like I had to grow up at a very young age because of trauma and often having to be the adult in the family. So I feel like I'm in my 30s half the time, but the other half I feel like I regress to being 14/15 because I never got to be a child really..
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,623
I think I've always had the mental age of a boring and dull adult, let's say 30.
That's one of the reasons why I'm so fucked up.

My brain decided to say no to childhood.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Somewhere between 17 and 70
 
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unlovible000

Member
Nov 20, 2020
38
Im 18, but i act and behave like I'm 12. I have no responsibility, no friends, no partner/lover. I'm alone. That might be why but i don't know for sure. Another factor is that I have mild autism,
 

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