i fucking hate working. i used to want to be a visual artist, but as I got older I realized all I've ever wanted was to be on stage. and like if the universe wants me to have a proper "career", then why make me someone who wants to perform? also i think it's kind of unfair that some ppl are just born into families who do music and stuff...i was born into a family of clowns who think that i should be working in a corporate office and be happy about it. idk...and honestly i just don't care for working. it's kinda pathetic at my age, but i really do Not care about making money. i'm probably fucking up my life with my attitude towards my non-existent career, but at this point...idc.