What is your "dream" suicide?

[addictedfukup]

if i could do anything, seppuku in the woods next to graves i dug. On a full moon. Its so beautiful to me, But seppuku would suck so gun but all the other parts no matter what method ;)

 

[legoshi]

My ideal way would be to just lay down for bed and not wake up the next day.

My Second ideal way would be to take some meds that I'm unaware are laced with fentanyl and I just drift away.

 

[egyptian_baddie]

I wish i can die of leukemia , or any cancer in general so that my parents have a closure

 

[blvck]

going to sleep and never waking up

 

[kk13]

I want to bleed out on the beach

 

[Sans]

Jumping out of a plane from 40,000 feet.

I heard a song a few years ago about a paratrooper whose parachute failed, and he suffers the same fate, and the aftermath is about as gory as one would expect.

I want to go out that way.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

A sarco pod or some other inert gas method that's peaceful.

 

[purpp37]

I used to have an idealised perfect suicide but honestly I just want a bullet to be put in my fucking brainstem. I don't care anymore

 

[Nerned]

Quick, painless, can't track me down, letting me be forgotten

 

[♡Sayori_Kinnie♡]

I am in a flower field. It's quiet and peaceful.
I am alone in nature. The wind is enough to cool me down, but doesn't leave me cold.

For once, I don't have my phone on me. Just me and the flowers. (Flores! )

I am dressed comfortably, in shorts and a tank top, with a good pair of sandals (I like sandals).
I am NOT on my period!! (Matter of fact, I've never had my period ever in this situation. )

Death comes peacefully. I go to sleep, never to wake up again.
Not sure how I've achieved it, but I have.
It's calm, and there's nothing waiting for me on the other side.

There is no other side.
No expectations, no worries, no life.

Just a calm ending to this suffering.

(If only... what a nice dream that is. )

 

[Izolita]

For me being embraced and them using their thumbs on my neck veins

 

[emptymiku]

full suspension hanging while listening to a beautiful song, with pending goodbye notes to all of my friends and relatives

 

[hmnow]

Probably a CTB party where by the end of the evening everyone had CTB'd at various times over the evening. Everyone is suppportive in our collective end.

 

[charlavail]

definitely just going to sleep and not waking up. then i wouldn't have to deal with anything. like, it didn't hurt, no effort, just done. cozy too.

 

[fadedghost]

Being chased by police on a freeway in an SUV while drinking a fast food extra large soda and I feel like I'm getting away, but suddenly there's a tire trap and it catches my tires and the SUV is slowing down and suddenly I see in front of me a group of like 20 parked police cars facing me on the freeway, and I get out, charging at them, and then bullets start ripping through me, and I feel like one or two of them as I'm racing forward screaming, and then suddenly, NOTHING.

I don't know if that would count as suicide, however. I'm American and would prefer to go out in the most American way possible: in some sort of police chase that ends in death.

Of course, I don't own a car, so it's not that likely, so second choice would be SN I guess?

 

[JassieDusk]

Taking an "exit pill" like N and slowly drifting out of consciousness on someone's lap while they caress my hair and hold my hand telling me that I'm allowed to go

 

[gardenhouse]

Drug which is used in the US to euthanize death sentence prisoner, how come they die the easiest way? They inject them with benzodiazepines that put them to sleep and then combination of 4 drugs to stop their heart, that's no pain at all.

 

[fuyuu]

i'd like to be somewhere outside wrapped in blankets, curled up with someone who loves me, able to feel the breeze and sun. i want to watch my favorite anime one last time, eat my favorite meal, then fall asleep in said person's arms and never wake up. but shame that person doesn't exist :3

 

[thehorizons]

In a bed, thinking about my life in general, the good that I did, the good times, why I need to to CTB, and what the future holds in the next one (if there's an afterlife or reincarnation). Around me would be some letters or instructions that I've assembled.

I'd like it to be peaceful but sadly that's impossible to obtain. If you believe in reincarnation, some say that your state of mind is important to have when you're going to be reincarnated. Unfortunately, I think for most of us it'll either be fear, anger, or complete conviction.

 

[SoLowHollow48]

The ideal suicide is the suicide where everything goes to plan but I highly doubt it. The world doesn't work like that.

I'd love the day to be beautiful, like one user had said here. It's nearing the evening, the sky is pink/orange outside the balcony. I'm in the dark making my last drink, sitting on a big pile of plastic so my dead body doesn't stick to the ground. I'd feel bad for the EMTs.

Initially, I wanted to have a bathtub to slit my wrists in. I thought blood lost is a more peaceful death than SN (and the fact that I'm not a doctor so I don't have a sharp enough blade to cut through an artery) but yeah. I just make do.

 

[throwawayghm]

bleeding out in someone's arms, not going to happen but its a nice thought

 

[Lost Impact]

Train, and I want to be so tattered that I am unrecognisable to the few that would even know me. I want not a single chunk of meat left. I want it sliced up and impossible to put back together. This wasn't a person, this isn't a body. It's a scattered bunch of "things", because I am a "thing".

 

[lastappleonearth]

I'm prob alone on this, but I'd like to be (consenting ofc) executed by a military firing squad in ceremonial uniforms. That seems kinda cool and honourable in way to me

 

[hurts2b]

Gun or MAID

 

[Chili]

Sometimes I feel guilty wanting to die when there are twice as many people dying but wanting to live. In an ideal scenario, I'd die while saving someone else (I think this is most people's fantasy, or maybe I'm just crazy) That way my life is not wasted, in a way.

 

[WalmartSoap]

I don't care how, but in a lover's arms. Then again, maybe if I had someone who loved me, I wouldn't be wanting to die in the first place.

 

[softfur]

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[Spite]

Gunshot to the head.

 

[wreckedforever]

My dream suicide is one where I jump off a cliff overlooking a valley while listening to my favourite song. I think I'll be able to replicate it.

 

[LoveIsLonely]

My dream suicide would be to OD on a wonderful mixture of benzos, sleep meds and painkillers. Just more than enough to put me down gently and fade out. I have a playlist filled with songs that would fit the mood that I would try to time so that my "final song" plays at my last moment of consciousness. It would be icing on top if I could talk to my ex on the phone right before I take everything. I would wish the call ends on a good note and we create one final memory together. I could really die happy then.
"is it beautiful? Is it blissful? It's like a dream. I want to dream".