scamper

scamper

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Mar 31, 2023
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If you have a method you plan to use to ctb, what is it? Also, If you could choose any method you want without having to worry about accessibility, legality, etc. what would you choose?

Personally, I plan to shoot myself in the head with the 9mm pistol I own. If I had access to any method, I wouldn't change much, just use something stronger like a shotgun.

So, what are your thoughts?
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Nitrogen
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,773
I'm currently planning on using SN with anti-emetics and a strong vape pen to keep me calm on the way out. If all methods were available, I would probably switch to Nembutal. If I was able to inject it into my vein directly, instead of drinking it, that would be perfect.
 
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Citruscine

Citruscine

dead in the head
Mar 8, 2022
53
I think Nembutal is probably the dream for most of us here
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
1,322
I don't really have a plan since I don't wanna ctb.

But if I would I would definitely choose some kind of gas. I kinda wanna feel my life being drained from me, knowing that the pain also is. I wanna feel inhaling the gas and getting weaker, also weakening the demons luring in the dark.
 
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MoriLori

MoriLori

Member
Mar 21, 2023
8
Currently my method is decapitation by train. It seems to be the most fatal and effective option for me right now. In my country we have very strict laws (especially when it comes to guns) and therefore not many options are available. But if I could choose any method, I would totally go for a gun as well.
 
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BlackWednesday

BlackWednesday

Student
Oct 18, 2022
112
My method is SN but I would of done heroin or fentanyl if I could of got my hands on it.
 
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thereisnomeaning

thereisnomeaning

To live here is my nightmare
Mar 15, 2023
54
My method is SN
I wish I had access to guns or maybe some heroin/fentanyl, but I don't dislike my method, just wish I had more choices
 
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LostCauseLooknToCTB

LostCauseLooknToCTB

YoungLostHoplessandAlone
Apr 6, 2023
51
Mine is partial suspension hoping to cut off the carotids and go unconscious therefore leaving my body limp so I strangle myself under my own weight.
 
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Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
173
Ideally a gunshot to the head but if I had to pick something else being beheaded it's quick and clean
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
Gunshot to the head. If I had a choice, it'd be a humane euthanasia. But... hooman.
 
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BloomingStrella

BloomingStrella

bus tickets are expensive
Mar 29, 2023
285
To be honest, I've thought more about my suicide note than actually doing research on methods. Although, ideally, it would be quick and painless, so shooting myself would work.
 
kovu

kovu

unendlichkeit
Nov 15, 2021
82
I'll go with the ol' (not so) reliable, partial hanging. It let me down once, but that was due to a user error. Of course, if any option were available, I'd probably do the same as you and go with a gun. I like the thought of being able to execute it (me) in a split second, as impulsiveness and spontaneity seem to be the only forces capable of pushing me beyond my survival instinct. Alas, partial hanging needs a bit more tinkering. Not a lot, though; I don't want to bad-mouth it. Still, I'd like to have a gun.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I would certainly choose Nembutal, to me it sounds like the most peaceful and ideal way to leave this world. I very much despise how we exist in this hellish world where suicide is so unnecessarily complicated and difficult, that is why I'm still trapped here. As humans we deserve the option to peacefully free ourselves from this existence without risks.
 
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Noise

Member
Mar 14, 2023
25
A shotgun blast to the head. It's my #1 selection regardless of whether or not peaceful methods (Nembutal, SN, gas) are available
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
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At the moment partial suspension hanging seems the most practical for me, and if I get it wrong whilst rehearsing I'm never going to know. Ideally, of course, Nembutal would be the dream, but that's not going to happen.
 
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absolomonisgone

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Jan 23, 2023
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If you have a method you plan to use to ctb, what is it? Also, If you could choose any method you want without having to worry about accessibility, legality, etc. what would you choose?

Personally, I plan to shoot myself in the head with the 9mm pistol I own. If I had access to any method, I wouldn't change much, just use something stronger like a shotgun.

So, what are your thoughts?
my method has and will always be hanging. i have sn, but hanging is the fastest most reliable have done a lot of research on it and seen it's efficacy many many times. it takes 5 seconds to lose consciousness if done properly. though they try very hard to make this information inaccessible. makes killing yourself so easy, but nobody wants us to know it's so easy.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

The rain pours eternally.
Feb 28, 2023
1,123
I would go with N as it is peaceful and reliable, and it doesn't endanger others or leave a mess. It truly is the perfect ctb method. Unfortunately, my current method is nothing at all because I have no good way to kill myself in this pro-life society. What a pain.
 
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Mäximum

Mäximum

All the effort for nothing...
Apr 5, 2023
167
I am currently thinking about SN but i will also look at N
 
Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
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If you have a method you plan to use to ctb, what is it? Also, If you could choose any method you want without having to worry about accessibility, legality, etc. what would you choose?

Personally, I plan to shoot myself in the head with the 9mm pistol I own. If I had access to any method, I wouldn't change much, just use something stronger like a shotgun.

So, what are your thoughts?
I'll travel to a cold region at a cold time of year, go for a walk,, and fade away peaceully from hypothermia. Alone in the wilderness somewhere.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

The rain pours eternally.
Feb 28, 2023
1,123
I am currently thinking about SN but i will also look at N
There is no use looking for N, you will just get scammed. I hope you find what you're looking for.
 
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bornintohell

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Mar 25, 2023
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Currently hanging myself but shooting yourself would be easier .
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
9mm. I would like, if I could access it, to just use standard, professional euthanasia chemicals.
 
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LocalMistake

LocalMistake

update: found the 'change username' option lmao
Nov 26, 2020
44
my (somewhat) current method is SN but with IC down atm, i'll probs op for hanging //:
ideal, i'd like to do something like an opiate/opioid od..
 
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dra1ncoreslwt

dra1ncoreslwt

tove 𓆩♡𓆪
Mar 22, 2023
129
If you have a method you plan to use to ctb, what is it? Also, If you could choose any method you want without having to worry about accessibility, legality, etc. what would you choose?

Personally, I plan to shoot myself in the head with the 9mm pistol I own. If I had access to any method, I wouldn't change much, just use something stronger like a shotgun.

So, what are your thoughts?

currently planning my method, the one im most likely to choose is shallow water, however if I could choose/have access to anything either a chloroform + methylmethaqualone combo or a h/fent OD, gotta love listening to my fav music as I black out
 
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