What is your biggest regret?

[ecolofienjoyer]

Doesn't matter if you could control it or not, what was the thing that made you think (the most) yeah that sucks, It aint worth it anymore.

 

[ZaydenX]

not having told some people many things while they were still alive.

 

[ecolofienjoyer]

not having told some people many things while they were still alive.

Im sorry for your loss

 

[Kayla]

My biggest regret is telling someone I was going to take sn right before I took it.

 

[ecolofienjoyer]

My biggest regret is telling someone I was going to take sn right before I took it.

what happened? sorry for my curiosity you don't have to share if you feel uncomfortable doing so

 

[moonlightbeach]

not accounting for the 1-5% survival rate of any method, it's life after death now and it's the worst thing ever

 

[ecolofienjoyer]

not accounting for the 1-5% survival rate of any method, it's life after death now and it's the worst thing ever

Im sorry to hear that, I wish you recovery in which ever way you choose
thats the thing that scares me the most abt ctb. is waking up with brain damage and not being able to think as clearly. but there is no perfect method sadly

 

[Ligottian]

My parents moving from where I had my happy childhood to other places. I was 8. Looking back, things were never the same. I'm now 65.

 

[Unlucky777]

Literally all 44 years I've been here

 

[edgelordcel]

People finding out that I'm suicidal. Gonna be way harder to go out and do it now. Everyone's always worried about me

 

[DarkJason]

Being born. All of my problems started there.

 

[violetforever]

trading friendship for love and never getting either of them back again

 

[Kayla]

what happened? sorry for my curiosity you don't have to share if you feel uncomfortable doing so

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/comprehensive-medical-records-from-sn-attempt.216957/

This is actually from my attempt and mostly explains.

 

[itsgone2]

Choosing the wrong profession.

 

[Rihan]

My regret is texting a suicide crisis hotline when I was a teen. I regret telling anyone in general about my suicidal thoughts.

 

[ecolofienjoyer]

trading friendship for love and never getting either of them back again

Im sorry to hear that. loosing friends are awfull.

My regret is texting a suicide crisis hotline when I was a teen. I regret telling anyone in general about my suicidal thoughts.

wait why what happened? sorry for my curiousity

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/comprehensive-medical-records-from-sn-attempt.216957/

This is actually from my attempt and mostly explains.

Im sorry this happened to you, I hope you take care in whatever way you feel suits you <3

 

[calebzz1]

My biggest regret is getting LASIK surgery done on August 6th, 2021.

 

[morphie]

dating him and my rebound. they both really hurt me and i feel so pathetic now.

 

[ecolofienjoyer]

My biggest regret is getting LASIK surgery done on August 6th, 2021.

wait what happened?

 

[violetforever]

oh i also regret dropping out of college for a while

 

[persepexa]

Moving to my current city. It's where I was arrested and spent time in prison and a psych ward. I'd love to go back in time and move anywhere else. Even before the arrest nothing good happened to me here and I made some bad decisions too but this city that was once my dream is now my prison, and soon to be my grave.

 

[calebzz1]

wait what happened?

Here's a group of posts that I send to new user who inquire about my condition.

1. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sanctioned-suicide-introduction-post.204927/#post-3039413 (Sanctioned Suicide Introduction)

2. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...video-showcasing-my-visual-impairment.216047/

(How my eyes present with Atropine 1% sulfate drops)

3. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...hort-video-showcasing-how-it-presents.220360/

(How my eyes present without my Atropine 1% sulfate drops)

 

[ecolofienjoyer]

Moving to my current city. It's where I was arrested and spent time in prison and a psych ward. I'd love to go back in time and move anywhere else. Even before the arrest nothing good happened to me here and I made some bad decisions too but this city that was once my dream is now my prison, and soon to be my grave.

I'm so sorry to hear that. that sounds like an awful experience

oh i also regret dropping out of college for a while

did you go back?

 

[violetforever]

did you go back?

i'm going back in a week! just have to finish up one more year of it but it's annoying to think i could've been done with it by now.

 

[ecolofienjoyer]

i'm going back in a week! just have to finish up one more year of it but it's annoying to think i could've been done with it by now.

Oh thats nice! Im happy to read that! I hope you enjoy your classes and that you find the cources interesting

 

[persepexa]

I'm so sorry to hear that. that sounds like an awful experience

did you go back?

It was awful. Basically I went to prison over a guy and if I never moved here I would never have met him. I'd still have my career, I (probably) would have different friends, I might even have found love by now, I'll never know. The only thing I want in this life is to go back and stop myself getting on that plane. Since I can't do that, CTB is the next best thing.

 

[ecolofienjoyer]

It was awful. Basically I went to prison over a guy and if I never moved here I would never have met him. I'd still have my career, I (probably) would have different friends, I might even have found love by now, I'll never know. The only thing I want in this life is to go back and stop myself getting on that plane. Since I can't do that, CTB is the next best thing.

Im so sorry to hear that. that sounds incredibly fucked up. I hope you find peace in whichever way you find to be the best

 

[persepexa]

Im so sorry to hear that. that sounds incredibly fucked up. I hope you find peace in whichever way you find to be the best

Thank you.

 

[InevitableDeath]

Telling anyone I was depressed. That's the the worst advice ever. NEVER show weakness, it brings out the bullies in everyone.

Not being violent when violence probably would have prevented the years of abuse and torture inflicted on my children and I.

Trusting the system. The system is a lie, a con, a pretence.

 

[ecolofienjoyer]

Telling anyone I was depressed. That's the the worst advice ever. NEVER show weakness, it brings out the bullies in everyone.

Not being violent when violence probably would have prevented the years of abuse and torture inflicted on my children and I.

Trusting the system. The system is a lie, a con, a pretence.

Im sorry to hear that you went through such a tough situation. i hope you were able to find a safe space afterwards for you and your children

Here's a group of posts that I send to new user who inquire about my condition.

1. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sanctioned-suicide-introduction-post.204927/#post-3039413 (Sanctioned Suicide Introduction)

2. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...video-showcasing-my-visual-impairment.216047/

(How my eyes present with Atropine 1% sulfate drops)

3. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...hort-video-showcasing-how-it-presents.220360/

(How my eyes present without my Atropine 1% sulfate drops)

goodness youve been through alot. Im so sorry all that happened to you. the medical system sounds so fucked up. I really wish you the best