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HelpMeToday

HelpMeToday

I am Ibrar
Jun 15, 2022
16
Being able to sleep when I want and wake up when I want with zero commitments to the world - is what I like about myself right now.
 
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AloneInCollege

AloneInCollege

The one and only
Mar 7, 2022
167
I'm pretty good at cooking
 
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VerbalWinter

VerbalWinter

manga elitist
Dec 25, 2021
25
Sometimes, I like who I am. The person who is happy go lucky and funny with good taste in music and anime. Then sometimes, I feel the opposite.
 
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BEATNGU

BEATNGU

Bone collector
Jun 15, 2022
57
We quite enjoy being nocturnal. There is a small comfort in being one of those things that go bump in the dark.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
At this point nothing really
 
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Well-Edited Chaos

Well-Edited Chaos

Member
May 8, 2022
178
I'm pretty creative.
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
My intuition. I can usually spot undercover types on SS.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
I'm a good sleeper too so I can appreciate that. I like how well I view and treat animals.
 
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ornitier199

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2022
413
I can still.

-Write and compose
-Event Program; right now FK uses a C-syntax scripting for events, while the engine is programmed in C++. Assets are compressed in archive before serialization. It does not use Unity or Unreal.

-I can still function while actively trying new methods; that's always a plus.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,488
That someday I will no longer exist. Death will come for me eventually no matter what. My life is very meaningless and temporary. I cannot really like anything about being alive. Existing is horrifying and everyday I wish to be nothing.
 
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GreenTree

Mage
Jun 1, 2020
568
Tried and still trying to be kind. Im pissed off with life though. A constant battle.
 
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hopelessdreams

hopelessdreams

life and its opposite
Mar 1, 2022
176
my ability to feel sympathy for others and be there for them, eventho they don't return the same sympathy to me when i talk about my issues. but you get some, you lose some i guess
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
768
I can't say I like anything about myself I'm worthless!
 
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outatime_85

Warlock
May 17, 2022
789
I am a master of failure.
 
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mistersinister

mistersinister

Member
Sep 16, 2021
23
i'm worthless
 
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Medicmedic72

Buying a bus ticket
Jun 6, 2022
203
My employment will lead to discoveries for decades to come.
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
So difficult to say one positive thing about myself.
I genuinely can't think of any.
I hate myself for doing this

 
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DynamicDepression

Deranged
Mar 28, 2022
352
I'm not a pro-lifer.
 
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nameeater

nameeater

the one with many regrets
Nov 21, 2021
105
Difficult question. I sat for a few minutes trying to think of an answer, and struggled.

Perhaps my interests? I am very interested in RPG Maker (horror) games, and I am very good analysing people and what kind of games they would enjoy. It's really the only somewhat interesting thing about me, but 'interesting' is sort of an exaggeration.
 
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catowice

catowice

I'm not from katowice!
Jun 17, 2022
55
I like that I seem to be able to bring joy to anyone except myself
 
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HelpMeToday

HelpMeToday

I am Ibrar
Jun 15, 2022
16
my ability to feel sympathy for others and be there for them, eventho they don't return the same sympathy to me when i talk about my issues. but you get some, you lose some i guess
Thing with being suicidal is that because you feel so deeply, you can also understand others deeply too. Not everyone can do this.
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
I stay in my own lane and have never bullied anyone. I can keep a secret until the end of time. If I had a friend or partner I'd be loyal af to them.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
The best thing about me is having the decisiveness to get two of the best ctb methods, despite the risks. I mean I feel like shit (most of the time) but having a way out of this horrible world is a relief. I love sleep too, but the best day of my life will be the long sleep.
 
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Readytogasap

Member
Jun 18, 2022
15
It's hard to like yourself, when you knew you could and should of been better than this.

Some things went against me.
However my overrding feeling is, nature does not accept excuses in lieu of performance.
 
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WearyHSP

WearyHSP

Student
Dec 12, 2021
164
before I got a disabling illness: I loved that I was a good teacher, dancer, painter, psychic reader, hard worker, passionate, able to multitask, independant, empathetic, relational, curious and always hopeful, looking for love despite failures...

Now: I remain a kind person.

I can't do very much and doing often defines us. But I know I still have a good heart and that I've never been lazy. I've done the best I could with the cards that were dealt to me.
stay in my own lane and have never bullied anyone. I can keep a secret until the end of time. If I had a friend or partner I'd be loyal af to them.
these are wonderful traits.
 
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andweallfloatonok

andweallfloatonok

Member
Apr 2, 2022
38
i try my best to be a nice person no matter what
 
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DynamicDepression

Deranged
Mar 28, 2022
352
Difficult question. I sat for a few minutes trying to think of an answer, and struggled.

Perhaps my interests? I am very interested in RPG Maker (horror) games, and I am very good analysing people and what kind of games they would enjoy. It's really the only somewhat interesting thing about me, but 'interesting' is sort of an exaggeration.
I used to spend hour upon hour developing (admittedly bland) games in RPG Maker VX Ace and MV. I was going to try and get back into it a few months ago, but sadly everything has been so commercialized now. I remember a time when the RPG Maker community was helping each other making fun little projects. Now you have to buy even the most basic sprites and plugins.

Alas, may I ask for some recommendations on good RPG Maker games?
 
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Anonymus

Enlightened
May 6, 2022
1,355
My ability to think whatever I want, without any limitations. Unfortunately, this is also where my disorders and suffering come from.
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La meva capacitat per pensar en el que vulgui, sense cap tipus de limitació. Malauradament d'aquí surten també els meus trastorns i el meu patiment.
 
Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
682
Some parts of my personality. Not that it does me any good but I wish that it eventually will as well as fix everything else.
 

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