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dissolved_girl

dissolved_girl

i'll be gone soon.
Mar 16, 2025
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overdosing comes to mind but it has a very low lethality rate. there probably isn't a method that feels exactly like it but i was just wondering, which one feels the most like it?

is it firearms? if so, i sadly will probably never have access to a gun :(
 
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Zeir Anpin 729

Zeir Anpin 729

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Aug 11, 2025
92
driving under the influence and hitting a tree
 
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WildecoyetE

Member
Sep 18, 2025
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there is not a peaceful way to go out , if there was we all be doing it . i know my plan for getting of this stinking planet , have i tested it no for the simple reason i have 1 reason to stay alive for now but when they have moved on il be not far behind .

its down to u at the end of the day but dont expect a easy way out , shotgun is a quick way but remember some poor fuker will have to clean up the mess u have left i.e brains , bits of ur skull , blood , flesh . it is something to think about if ur plannng a messy way out of life , i thought about it years ago when i could get my hands on gun but well i couldnt bear the thought of some1 having to cllean up the mess i left . when i go i want it to be a clean way out with enough money in my bank to cover costs of my funeral and pay outstanding bills
driving under the influence and hitting a tree
yeah but what happens if u loose control before hitting a tree and kill some poor fuk walking along the road ?
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
475
The Holy Grail of suicide: Nembutal

But it's damn near impossible to find it.
 
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deathisapanacea

Student
Mar 10, 2025
197
Nembutal. There's videos of people being administered Nembutal in VAD centers. Its so peaceful.
 
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Olivie_420

Olivie_420

King of self-sabotage 🥲
Mar 13, 2024
35
The Holy Grail of suicide: Nembutal

But it's damn near impossible to find it.
I just looked it up and bro, im sorry but im not paying thousands to die 😭😭🙏
 
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santorni5

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Dec 16, 2024
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Carbon monoxide to my knowledge. Also love the have a nice life pfp. Saw them live almost met dan barret but my friend had to leave😣
 
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Olivie_420

Olivie_420

King of self-sabotage 🥲
Mar 13, 2024
35
That's IF you can find it
Pretty sure i found it. There are a few listings on the normal web but i honestly didnt think any were real, so i went to the dark web. Most of the shops listed them as $2000k per 20ml, or sometimes 25ml on the normal and these dark webs send you to a chat to offer an amount of money for some instead. Or at least the one im looking at does.

I dont know who would have the money for it but it sure does seem like a lethal option especially if you mix it with some alcohol. I would try if i had that much money and drinks to spare 😂🙏

And uhh, id rather not end up stalked by a dark web guy in my last days either
 
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Zerengin96

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Jun 14, 2022
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there is not a peaceful way to go out , if there was we all be doing it . i know my plan for getting of this stinking planet , have i tested it no for the simple reason i have 1 reason to stay alive for now but when they have moved on il be not far behind .

its down to u at the end of the day but dont expect a easy way out , shotgun is a quick way but remember some poor fuker will have to clean up the mess u have left i.e brains , bits of ur skull , blood , flesh . it is something to think about if ur plannng a messy way out of life , i thought about it years ago when i could get my hands on gun but well i couldnt bear the thought of some1 having to cllean up the mess i left . when i go i want it to be a clean way out with enough money in my bank to cover costs of my funeral and pay outstanding bills

yeah but what happens if u loose control before hitting a tree and kill some poor fuk walking along the road ?
There is a peaceful way to go, but governments around the world dont want us to have it
I just looked it up and bro, im sorry but im not paying thousands to die 😭😭🙏
i mean, why not
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
554
Nembutal, you won't find it though. The peaceful way out is only achieved via euthanasia.
 
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[Lord Void]

[Lord Void]

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Sep 14, 2025
61
I saw a video of a woman named Michèle Causse taking pentobarbital through dignitas taken from a documentary. I dream of an end like this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,177
I wish for the same, all I want is to never wake ever again, I just wish for a painless, guaranteed poison so finally I can be at peace from this dreadful, torturous existence I just never would had chosen, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Realgar

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Aug 19, 2024
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Perhaps Carbon Monoxide. Partial hanging can be, but very hard to hit the arteries just right.
 
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RoseGirl

RoseGirl

痛い痛い痛い
May 8, 2025
233
Carbon monoxide to my knowledge. Also love the have a nice life pfp. Saw them live almost met dan barret but my friend had to leave😣
no it feels closer to blacking out. Same feeling as hanging or bleeding out. Your hearing gets distorted and everything gets fuzzy and you'll have SI kick in because you know you're about to die.

Okay so if you want to die and have it be like falling asleep, you quite literally need to fall asleep before you die. This can be done by combining a *strong* sleeping medication like certian benzos with a method which doesn't require any effort after its set up.
An example of that would be carbon monoxide or sodium nitrite.

In some asian countries suicide pacts will have 1 person not take sleeping medication until after the method is set up. So everyone can fall asleep peacefully and never have to wake up.
 
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Olivie_420

Olivie_420

King of self-sabotage 🥲
Mar 13, 2024
35
Depends on the price, but if it's legit... Sounds great. Where did you see this
If you read before, i saw a few on the dark web. Its hard to navigate as you never know someones intent and you have to go through a plethora of other sites with.. concerning listings.

But, if your trying to find the ones i started out looking at, im pretty sure Uni of Pitts sells it. At the $2k for 20ml. Hopefully its legit, i might spend the rest of my savings on it. I still need a ctb plan.
 
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ChamberOfEchoes

ChamberOfEchoes

Member
Sep 8, 2025
86
I can't think of anything faster, more immediate, and more definitive than a firearm. But who has access to the law of fire? It's impossible to obtain it anywhere in the world these days, and where it is available, it's impossible to obtain it if you're undergoing psychotherapy or taking medication.
 
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Hangman.

Hangman.

Experienced
May 22, 2025
207
Firearm, nembutal or multiple types of gas inhalation deaths.
 
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