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sunbleachedflies

sunbleachedflies

If it is meant to be then it will be.
May 1, 2024
23
I have been wondering about this lately and I don't have the answer yet. To be honest, I don't think "nothing" is the answer I want. I am curious if any of you already thought about what you wish would happen once you die.
 
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JKFleck

JKFleck

Betrayed by my only friend, nothing left to lose
Oct 1, 2023
211
Having an option to choose whether to spectate the world or not (become nothing) Juuusstt incase my hated ones suddenly snaps and care about me all the sudden and regret treating me like trash and I'll enjoy my sweet 'revenge' watching them mourn (in the case of them genuinely loving me without I knowing)
 
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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"More then your eyes can see..."
Mar 23, 2023
1,226
There was another thread that could interest you.
 
F

Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,029
I just want to stop existing. I'm so damn tired.
 
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AmericanMary

AmericanMary

Mage
Apr 30, 2024
598
I don't believe in any kind of afterlife.

But if "hell" was a 24/7 party with the devil.. I'd be there.
 
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Pancake1230

Pancake1230

<3
May 17, 2024
56
Ideally nothing. But at the very least, I hope it isn't hell.
 
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darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
620
None whatsoever. I want to be dust.
 
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dinosavr

dinosavr

and if i’m turning blue, please, don’t save me 🌛
Dec 14, 2023
695
At this point I think that even some kind of hell would be better than this planet
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,199
I don't wish for any kind of life, there's nothing desirable about such. All that I wish for is to be permanently unconscious for all eternity, I just want this existence to disappear into nothingness. To be conscious and aware is a burden that causes nothing but suffering, I'd be glad to finally cease existing, only death can bring me peace. To me the existence of life was a horrific tragedy and I'm tired of suffering in this cruel, futile existence, I just want the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep.
 
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Abyssal

Abyssal

Probably gonna die soon maybe?
Nov 26, 2023
1,326
Honestly I like the feeling of falling asleep before you actually are asleep. The pleasant daze without being conscious would be pleasant
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,345
I have been wondering about this lately and I don't have the answer yet. To be honest, I don't think "nothing" is the answer I want. I am curious if any of you already thought about what you wish would happen once you die.
It doesn't matter what a small animal like a human wants reality will happen anyway.

1 micro second after this brainstorm dies it's non-existence forever ♾️

I know it's non-existence , nothing forever and I'm glad
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Full of animals and peace
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
Ideally I would stop existing after I die.
 
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Save_Me_Mind

Save_Me_Mind

Member
Sep 15, 2023
70
For me it is the same answer that I strive for in this life. To be with my loved one once again... Even if she hates me, is afraid of me, was traumatized from me... I will continue to repent and become better for her. I haven't had a day where I don't think about her everyday.
 
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