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WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
I believed that some of the friends I used to have cared about me--they didn't. They were either just using me or just didn't want to cause any drama. Or they saw me as entertainment of some sort just cause I was naive.
 
Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
A lady telling me she was in love with me and doing any thing for me . Well that soon went south she just use me for bit of fun a piss takeing:( . Well one good thing came out of it and thats i will never be in love ever and i will never ever trust any one again even my parents.
 
dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
I've just met a very sensual and attractive 32 year old young looking gorgeous woman... but I knew that wasnt true, so Im not seeing her any more...
to that say, she was the biggest lie I-ve believed since Im feeling good.... this gorgeous woman came and hit on me, and fucked me good... I guess I wont see hr much anymore... thats fine.... . im rather seeing the one girl I like above all... I wish my self good luck and effort, and I ask myself to ask myself to please go on with feeling alright and doing things, even things you haven't done before... please man, have a nice life and pay the price, do things, loose yourself, code your dream business, go on... please dany, come on... you can do it, them can do it, I can do it... come on

im going to like coding through a solution for my dream application, and it will go mobile eventually
you-ve got something, you are only missing some classes... Using the one as a shell or the architecture, to build my thing, yeah
..

I rather do it fast, and I -ve have had trouble with that, why? how to overcome it, think, throw code.... redo... rethink... does it matter?
cant I change my mind, I can learn the best practices and then try to improve?

im trying to do better, to do something, to be me, at least im not worst than few weeks ago, Im a little better , thanks man, one post changed my life
 
Daft-Bear

Daft-Bear

Unbearable
Jun 27, 2023
82
So many…

God, soul mates, hard work=success…

None of it was true, and assuming it was led me to a greater despair than if I never believed it to begin with… expectation is the thief of joy so to speak.
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Warlock
Nov 25, 2024
785
That blood is thicker than water.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
4,847
classic-memes-44-20250310.jpg
 
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DeathIsJustAJourney

Member
Apr 9, 2025
31
MIne:

That there would be a God, a hereafter, or any higher power associated with it. God, I have been blind! I really saw the light when it all suddenly fell into nothing. What a shame that "seeing the light" has only been widely discussed in terms of religion. It's time to pay attention to the light that shows up when God and all its derivatives die.
Hi,I died when I was 18 and got resuscitated and what I saw during it changed my view of death,I don't know where it is we go but I know it's a fact we do go somewhere,it instantly changed my fear of death and saw it just as a journey,like waking up,you have to understand our soul to realise this,our soul is a never ending source of energy that can never be extinguished,even scientists have made conclusions to these facts,so it makes sense that when we die our soul is released,and throughout history ancient civilisations has taught that they were told by God's "Annunaki" and others that we are infact light beings and our life on earth is just a temporary physical world to nurture our souls ready to travel to wherever it is our souls go,I've researched this my whole life ever since the age of 15 I'm 46 now and I strongly believe in this without a doubt,to me when we die I think of it as a journey similar to waking up,only death will show us the way to our true selves so never fear it but welcome it
 
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deadeyesnowman

Member
Jan 15, 2024
51
That the world is a beautiful place. I'd say this world deserves to be smashed by a fucking Asteroid. Don't fucking care whose guilty or not. Let this stupid planet die, explode or be wiped off from the Solar System. If there's such a place called Afterlife, I want every single being judged for damnation because we are all nothing but filth.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
5,865
Don't tell anyone you get beaten at home
No I think she does not have borderline and we just have a good chemistry.
Trust your guts and intiution while being in a psychosis, just do the exams according to a therapist -> the aftermath were the worst depressions of my whole life. The therapist thought I needed a success experience. I clearly should have prioritized my health. But I never told him that.
Pray for your God and mom will stop beating the shit out of me. She even beated me for OCD while praying.
 
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ilvgore

ilvgore

alien
Jan 7, 2024
146
he said he would be mine, forever yet he disappeared
he was never mine
 
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Daenerys Targaryen

Daenerys Targaryen

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
399
That chronic mental illness has a cure.
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
291
That i could be happy...
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
4,793
Hi,I died when I was 18 and got resuscitated and what I saw during it changed my view of death,I don't know where it is we go but I know it's a fact we do go somewhere,it instantly changed my fear of death and saw it just as a journey,like waking up,you have to understand our soul to realise this,our soul is a never ending source of energy that can never be extinguished,even scientists have made conclusions to these facts,so it makes sense that when we die our soul is released,and throughout history ancient civilisations has taught that they were told by God's "Annunaki" and others that we are infact light beings and our life on earth is just a temporary physical world to nurture our souls ready to travel to wherever it is our souls go,I've researched this my whole life ever since the age of 15 I'm 46 now and I strongly believe in this without a doubt,to me when we die I think of it as a journey similar to waking up,only death will show us the way to our true selves so never fear it but welcome it
Souls aren't a thing. Also, your "true self" is the byproduct of brain activity.

The post you were responding to is years old and I do not think that the user even uses this site anymore
 
TheLightOfMyLife

TheLightOfMyLife

God make my life great Inc
Apr 20, 2025
35
'Women can love you even if you're ugly if you're a nice person or have a "good personality".'
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,264
That people are basically good.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,555
That all depression can be treated. We all have a soulmate out there just waiting for us
 
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burneverybridge

burneverybridge

Floating around like a sad ghost
Apr 22, 2025
61
That life is precious and that romantic love is real
That "he wasn't going anywhere"
He left me to rot 6 months ago and never heard from since
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,625
That the tooth fairy is real. I believed in it cus i didn't think my mum could take my tooth and put a coin under my pillow without waking me up but i was wrong. I feel lied to for my whole childhood waaaaaaaaa.
 
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Al_stargate

Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
743
That god is good.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,555
That life is precious and that romantic love is real
That "he wasn't going anywhere"
He left me to rot 6 months ago and never heard from since
Romantic love is conditional sadly. The few couples I know who are still together after many years are healthy
 
Griever

Griever

Alone Among Ghosts
May 1, 2025
297
The biggest lie I once believed in is that life is worth living
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
291
Being told .
." Dont worry things wil get better."
 
SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

Suicide enthusiast
Sep 11, 2022
348
That I can recover and that it will get better and that they are here for me... wait... that's three lies!
 
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L9 CHOCOIRL

L9 CHOCOIRL

disillusioned
Nov 3, 2023
205
That she actually cared, I know she didnt
 
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anonymouswebuser

anonymouswebuser

edgy attention seeker
Feb 27, 2025
83
That people would be there for me because I was there for them
 
F

Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
1,915
Christianity
 
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veinofether

veinofether

birth is a curse and existence is a prison
Mar 31, 2024
30
That my boyfriend would never hurt me
 

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