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landslide12

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The ideal suicide method for me is something that will kill me quick and painless, something like partial (I have not achieved unconsciousness yet).

In your opinions what is the best way to ctb?
 
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Plenty of suggestions available on this forum, Landslide. I don't think your request will generate anything new, but no doubt some people will bring up their preferred methods. Have a rummage around the site - it'll keep you occupied for days ! The only thing I'll say is that you'll get lots of contradictory opinions, so be prepared for that !
 
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Alucard

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The ideal suicide method for me is something that will kill me quick and painless, something like partial (I have not achieved unconsciousness yet).

In your opinions what is the best way to ctb?

In my opinion, buy The peaceful pill handbook (online version preferably), reliable reference that gives good ideas.
N. is a good method, but there are others.
 
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Deathmandie

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Try this



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Chalken

Chalken

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Nembutal, which is pretty expensive and sold only by one person, Sodium Nitrite if you can get good antiemetics. Also a shotgun if you're in the USA.
 
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Honigwaffel

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In my opinion, buy The peaceful pill handbook (online version preferably), reliable reference that gives good ideas.
N. is a good method, but there are others.
^This.
I would recommend to read Five Last Acts aswell. Information in there overlap with the PPeH for the most part, however there are interesting finer details to read about the methods.
 
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Deathmandie

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where do you buy maxolon metoclopramide and sodium nitire salt?

What are some good antiemetics?
Sn salt from local online site and rest will take from local medical store
 
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Chalken

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where do you buy maxolon metoclopramide and sodium nitire salt?

What are some good antiemetics?
I'm not sure actually, but check out the SN megathread. I saw someone say that OTC antiemetics won't be enough.
 
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GeorgeJL

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Nembutal is the king of euthanasia drugs. You can find a source for it in the PPH.
 
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landslide12

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Nembutal is the king of euthanasia drugs. You can find a source for it in the PPH.
Yea but i saw the prices for it and that freaked me out
 
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Yea but i saw the prices for it and that freaked me out

Injustice of society, and irony : the fact that suicide is prohibited (and so difficult or/and expensive) gives even more desire to commit suicide ...
 
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It all depends on what you have access to and your desperation to die. If you live in the U.S., for example, you will have easier access to a shotgun. Maybe you don't have the funds for it, though, or you don't want your body to be messy.

It's pretty subjective, so just choose what's best for your situation by whittling down your options by process of elimination and then just choosing whichever one is less painful/cheaper.
 
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MartEU

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May 26, 2019
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The ideal suicide method for me is something that will kill me quick and painless, something like partial (I have not achieved unconsciousness yet).

In your opinions what is the best way to ctb?
My way to ctb, if I'll ever do it, is gonna be a mix of benzos and an excess of fentanyl.
It will be blamed on my addiction that way so it's gonna hurt my peers less.
 
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Tess

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May 24, 2019
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where do you buy maxolon metoclopramide and sodium nitire salt?

What are some good antiemetics?
^This.
I would recommend to read Five Last Acts aswell. Information in there overlap with the PPeH for the most part, however there are interesting finer details to read about the methods.
Thank you, I think most people on here want to find a way to have a painless S, but don't know what methods, once you find a way " the logistics" so you don't end up unsuccessful, having stomach pumped, brain dead, in a psyche ward etc, with your rights taken away that is the most scary. I think most people on here don't have a successful, painless way ? Why the online version ? Does this book give you the right combinations mg etc., or is just a dictionary of pills, a reference ? The five acts?
 
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Thank you, I think most people on here want to find a way to have a painless S, but don't know what methods, once you find a way " the logistics" so you don't end up unsuccessful, having stomach pumped, brain dead, in a psyche ward etc, with your rights taken away that is the most scary. I think most people on here don't have a successful, painless way ? Why the online version ? Does this book give you the right combinations mg etc., or is just a dictionary of pills, a reference ? The five acts?

The online version is only to have updates of addresses of sellers of N or other products, because they change all the time ... but the recipes remain the same so the paper version can help too ( I also bought it for myself, in French).
 
wanttodie

wanttodie

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where do you buy maxolon metoclopramide and sodium nitire salt? in Canada
 
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landslide12

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where do you buy maxolon metoclopramide and sodium nitire salt? in Canada
I just ordered my materials from these websites

Sodium nitrite : https://www.etsy.com/listing/222604...MI9vPX96-84gIVE8pkCh2J7w34EAQYAyABEgIO__D_BwE

metoclopramide : https://m.bonanza.com/listings/prim...HTWIdPeHaTcA-6Hd4uIs_szTxJnSoENwaAmPqEALw_wcB

Tagamet : https://www.walmart.com/ip/Tagamet-...MIhMr7vuK84gIVCf5kCh2DXwrdEAYYASABEgKJh_D_BwE

I am going to take 20 mg of metoclopramide 3 times a day for a few days before my ctb, then an hour before taking SN, I am going to take the Tagamet.
 
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wanttodie

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I just ordered my materials from these websites

Sodium nitrite : https://www.etsy.com/listing/222604...MI9vPX96-84gIVE8pkCh2J7w34EAQYAyABEgIO__D_BwE

metoclopramide : https://m.bonanza.com/listings/prim...HTWIdPeHaTcA-6Hd4uIs_szTxJnSoENwaAmPqEALw_wcB

Tagamet : https://www.walmart.com/ip/Tagamet-...MIhMr7vuK84gIVCf5kCh2DXwrdEAYYASABEgKJh_D_BwE

I am going to take 20 mg of metoclopramide 3 times a day for a few days before my ctb, then an hour before taking SN, I am going to take the Tagamet.
thanks for info
 
GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

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how do I know if this method is "for me"?
I read that some people failed SN even though they did everything correctly
First of all no method is 100 percent fool proof. All you can do is minimize the risks by doing certain things. I bet the people that SN didn't work for were either saved or they threw it up because they didn't take an anti-emetic.
 
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omoidarui

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Apr 30, 2019
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the inert gas method.
 
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landslide12

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May 22, 2019
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First of all no method is 100 percent fool proof. All you can do is minimize the risks by doing certain things. I bet the people that SN didn't work for were either saved or they threw it up because they didn't take an anti-emetic.
Is it better to take antiemetic every 8 hours or all at once?
 
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bluesky1972-2019

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May 21, 2019
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First of all no method is 100 percent fool proof. All you can do is minimize the risks by doing certain things. I bet the people that SN didn't work for were either saved or they threw it up because they didn't take an anti-emetic.
They say take 20g SN dissolved in 100ml water. Can you up the SN to higher say 25-30g for more affective results?
 
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Tess

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First of all no method is 100 percent fool proof. All you can do is minimize the risks by doing certain things. I bet the people that SN didn't work for were either saved or they threw it up because they didn't take an anti-emetic.
I am new to this, but I thank all of you who reply, I haven't looked around site enough..Question are Anti-Emitics" needed when I have access to 120 5 mg oxycodone, 30 1 mg Xanax, 10 or more 30 mg of Morphine, 20 1 mg Ativan..mix with vodka?
The online version is only to have updates of addresses of sellers of N or other products, because they change all the time ... but the recipes remain the same so the paper version can help too ( I also bought it for myself, in French).

Sorry, didn't see your reply, thank you
 
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