SpareWheel

SpareWheel

I go on holidays by mistake
May 4, 2020
354
Making love to someone while on E. If there's a bigger pleasure out there, I'm yet to find it and I'm not sure I could even hack it.
 
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nigelhernandez

nigelhernandez

Experienced
Apr 14, 2020
270
sniffing coke, it was the most welcoming feeling I had in my entire life.

Did you get addicted?

I've always wanted to try coke but feared addiction. But it's a shite one to have due to the costs.
 
SpareWheel

SpareWheel

I go on holidays by mistake
May 4, 2020
354
Did you get addicted?

I've always wanted to try coke but feared addiction. But it's a shite one to have due to the costs.
You need to be very rich, and take a LOT of coke regularly to get addicted. I've taken it intermittently for 20 years, never ever 'needed' it, it's just nice as a treat now and again. Having it once in a while, you'll never get an addiction. It's not like Heroin where a few hits and you're a junkie.
 
Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704

Music.

It's one of the only things that makes the passage of time beautiful. And it's there for all of us - we can all enjoy as much of it as we want without depriving anyone else.

Music is like an angel. A boddhisattva ready to save the world.
 
nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,011
The headaches I'd get from laughing so hard at something with my friends :heart:
 
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waived

waived

I am a sunrise
Jan 5, 2019
974
Distinct seasons in the country. Experiencing music that I like for the first time. Stuff like that.
 
TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
1,055
Being drunk for the first time, at a party. I never considered myself a party person, but I felt euphoric there.
 
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Arrow

Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
769
being alone in my room is the best
 
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K-O

K-O

FU(KOFFEE
Apr 16, 2020
1,462
when my lover pussy fisted me so fucking hard and we kissed so gently while absolutely off our nuts just hours before he ctb
 
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Arrow

Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
769
when my lover pussy fisted me so fucking hard and we kissed so gently while absolutely off our nuts just hours before he ctb
wow that's intense, sorry for your loss mate
 
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Doormat

Doormat

Life is never so bad that it can't get any worse
May 22, 2020
86
Kissing while on ecstasy
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I can't even talk about it without tearing up. I just miss the guy so much. He did not care for me but the sex with him was just heaven. He was gorgeous and tall, the long makeout sessions, and I knew I would never be the same. Especially the longer it went on. I know it's silly but it's one reason I want to die. Knowing I will never meet another guy who will make me feel that way again especially now being totally wiped out in poverty and past 40. I wish I would have ctb before corona hit. That's a huge regret. I hope I won't have to go with hanging. But I'm impatient and it just might be my route bc I don't think I can take the misery that my life is now.
 
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summermoon

Member
May 24, 2020
12
Smoking a cig again after quitting for a while... Your body adapts to lack of nicotine and it's like your first time all over again.. Better than first love for me..
 
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Tragoedia Vitae

Tragoedia Vitae

Experienced
Oct 14, 2018
230
I always get this insane rush of pleasure when someone strokes my back and neck. It also feels amazing when someone brushes my hair (assuming it's actually detangled which is a rarity-I suck at self-care!). Also, when I tilt my head back to look up at something, sometimes I get this wonderful dizzy feeling and it feels so good. I think it's called benign paroxysmal positional vertigo (BPPV).

I wish there was a way I could experience those sensations for hours and hours on end, even when I'm alone. Just like leaving the TV or a computer on all day....
 
charlottewilts

charlottewilts

read Dostoyevsky
Jun 15, 2019
494
Cigarettes with heroin... I'm not sure if I'm physically addicted yet, but the thing is always on my mind. Coke is also amazing. Hard to pick between the two
 
lotus11

lotus11

Specialist
May 18, 2019
319
Falling in love with someone who felt like my best friend and my soulmate...all of the years I spend with them.
 
Claudia

Claudia

Student
Jun 21, 2020
115
I used to ride horses when younger and I remember one moment when I was about 14 riding through the countryside, just me and my horse on a summer's day alone with the beauty and peace of the countryside and I felt complete contentment of having nothing to worry about. That's the last time I felt that way, 15 kicked in and everything went wrong from there on. Do adults ever feel that sort of contentment really?
 
Deleted member 17949

Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Getting a 9 in my science GCSE. Seems dumb but I felt so big brain, like I was just mentally making out with my own intellect thinking how smart I am to get the highest possible grade even though it was just one subject.
 

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